Og \u00fe\u00e1 er \u00fea\u00f0 sems\u00e9 komi\u00f0 \u00e1 hreint; \u00e9g f\u00e6 ekki \u00feessa peninga, allavega ekki n\u00f3gu snemma. Ekki n\u00f3gu snemma til a\u00f0 \u00e9g geti sta\u00f0i\u00f0 vi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e6r skuldbindingar sem \u00e9g t\u00f3k \u00e1 mig \u00ed trausti \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00e9g fengi \u00feetta greitt. Og fyrst \u00fe\u00fa getur ekki redda\u00f0 \u00feessu \u00feegar \u00e9g \u00fearf virkilega \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 halda, hverjar eru \u00fe\u00e1 l\u00edkurnar \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa gerir \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00ed\u00f0ar? \u00de\u00fa \u00fearft a\u00f0 nota \u00feessa peninga til annars seg\u00f0ir\u00f0u. \u00c6 seg\u00f0u frekar \u00c6TLA. \u00dev\u00ed \u00feetta sn\u00fdst au\u00f0vita\u00f0 val eins og allt anna\u00f0. \u00de\u00fa \u00c6TLAR a\u00f0 nota peningana M\u00cdNA \u00ed anna\u00f0, peninga sem \u00c9G \u00e1. Peningana sem \u00e9g l\u00e1na\u00f0i \u00fe\u00e9r. Vaxtalaust. Ekki fj\u00e1rmagnstekjupeninga e\u00f0a happdr\u00e6ttisvinning e\u00f0a arf, heldur bara venjulega peninga sem \u00c9G vann fyrir.<\/p>\n
\u00d3kei, ekki \u00e6tla \u00e9g a\u00f0 fara a\u00f0 leika f\u00f3rnarlamb. \u00c9g t\u00f3k \u00feessa \u00e1h\u00e6ttu sj\u00e1lfviljug. \u00c9g gat alveg eins reikna\u00f0 me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 eitthva\u00f0 klikka\u00f0i. Og \u00feegar \u00f6llu er \u00e1 botninn hvolft er \u00fea\u00f0 mannins e\u00f0li a\u00f0 l\u00e1ta sj\u00e1lfan sig ganga fyrir, \u00e9g gat reikna\u00f0 me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e6tti vi\u00f0 um \u00feig eins og flesta a\u00f0ra. \u00c9g gat alveg eins \u00e1tt von \u00e1 \u00feessu. \u00de.a.l. er vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfa mig a\u00f0 sakast. Ekki satt?<\/p>\n
\u00de\u00fa heldur vitanlega a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 rei\u00f0. \u00deessvegna sn\u00fdstu til varnar, b\u00fdst til a\u00f0 setja \u00ed rifrildisg\u00edrinn. Nei veistu, \u00e9g er ekkert rei\u00f0. Sennilega hef \u00e9g hlj\u00f3ma\u00f0 rei\u00f0ilega en \u00fea\u00f0 er bara af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g er M\u00eda litla og kann bara a\u00f0 s\u00fdna gle\u00f0i og rei\u00f0i. \u00dea\u00f0 hefur bara alltaf veri\u00f0 \u00feannig, restina skrifa \u00e9g.<\/p>\n
Nei elskan. \u00c9g er ekki rei\u00f0. \u00de\u00f3tt \u00e9g \u00e6tti a\u00f0 vera \u00fea\u00f0 af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00feetta er bara alls ekkert sanngjarnt. M\u00e1li\u00f0 er a\u00f0 \u00e9g er l\u00f6ngu b\u00fain a\u00f0 komast a\u00f0 \u00feeirri ni\u00f0urst\u00f6\u00f0u a\u00f0 l\u00edfi\u00f0 s\u00e9 ekkert sanngjarnt og \u00feessvegna tilgangslaust a\u00f0 vera a\u00f0 ergja sig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed \u00feegar einhver stingur mann \u00ed baki\u00f0.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g er ekki rei\u00f0. \u00c9g ey\u00f0i ekki orku \u00ed \u00fea\u00f0. \u00c9g g\u00e6ti \u00e6st mig upp \u00ed rei\u00f0i og \u00e9g g\u00e6ti ey\u00f0ilagt l\u00edf \u00feitt. En \u00fea\u00f0 er \u00f3\u00fearfi. F\u00f3lk sem kemur sk\u00edtlega fram s\u00e9r yfirleitt um a\u00f0 refsa s\u00e9r sj\u00e1lft. \u00deeir sem hafa fari\u00f0 illa me\u00f0 mig hafa alltaf s\u00e9\u00f0 um \u00fea\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfir. Sumir hafa \u00e9ti\u00f0 \u00e1 sig \u00f3hamingju, a\u00f0rir hafa drukki\u00f0 hana \u00ed formi \u00f3t\u00e6pilegs magns \u00e1fengis. Einn giftist konu sem er svo andstyggileg vi\u00f0 b\u00f6rnin hans a\u00f0 \u00feau eru n\u00e1nast h\u00e6tt a\u00f0 umgangast hann, annar b\u00fdr me\u00f0 forlj\u00f3tri konu sem \u00e1 svo andstyggilegan krakka a\u00f0 hann fl\u00fdr heimili\u00f0. Samt getur hann ekki fari\u00f0 fr\u00e1 henni. Hva\u00f0 skyldir \u00fe\u00fa n\u00fa a\u00f0 gera sj\u00e1lfum \u00fe\u00e9r til a\u00f0 losna aldrei vi\u00f0 sektarkenndina yfir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hafa f\u00e9flett mig?<\/p>\n
\u00c9g sp\u00e1i \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa s\u00f6kkvir \u00fe\u00e9r \u00ed skuldafeni\u00f0, d\u00fdpra og d\u00fdpra, \u00fear til \u00fe\u00fa \u00e1tt \u00fe\u00e9r ekki vi\u00f0reisnar von. \u00de\u00fa gerir allt \u00f6fugt vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 sem samkv\u00e6mt \u00feinni eigin vitund er skynsamlegt. \u00de\u00fa opnar ekki p\u00f3stinn \u00feinn. \u00de\u00fa f\u00e6r\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e9r fleiri kreditkort. \u00de\u00fa kaupir hluti sem \u00feig vantar ekki. \u00de\u00fa kemur \u00fe\u00e9r \u00ed a\u00f0st\u00e6\u00f0ur \u00fear sem \u00fe\u00fa lendir \u00ed \u00f3h\u00f6ppum. Innan \u00feriggja \u00e1ra ver\u00f0ur\u00f0u gjald\u00ferota. \u00c9g \u00f3ska \u00fe\u00e9r \u00feess ekki. \u00c9g bara held \u00ed fullri alv\u00f6ru a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 ver\u00f0i \u00fe\u00edn lei\u00f0 til a\u00f0 fyrirgefa sj\u00e1lfum \u00fe\u00e9r. F\u00f3lk hefur nefnilega svo sterka \u00fe\u00f6rf fyrir a\u00f0 gera yfirb\u00f3t, jafnvel \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00fea\u00f0 gagnist \u00feeim sem \u00fea\u00f0 hefur broti\u00f0 \u00e1 ekki nokkurn skapa\u00f0an hlut. Samt tekst \u00fe\u00e9r eki a\u00f0 fyrirgefa sj\u00e1lfum \u00fe\u00e9r, \u00fev\u00ed \u00fe\u00fa veist a\u00f0 \u00e9g gr\u00e6\u00f0i ekkert \u00e1 \u00fe\u00ednum vandr\u00e6\u00f0um. \u00c9g \u00f3ska \u00fe\u00e9r \u00feess ekki. \u00c9g \u00f3ska \u00fe\u00e9r einskis ills en \u00e9g vildi hins vegar b\u00e6\u00f0i m\u00edn vegna og \u00fe\u00edn vegna a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa f\u00e6rir frekar \u00fe\u00e1 lei\u00f0 a\u00f0 gera \u00feetta upp vi\u00f0 mig. \u00de\u00edn vegna af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00feykir svo afskaplega v\u00e6nt um \u00feig. M\u00edn vegna af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g er b\u00fain a\u00f0 kaupa \u00feessa \u00edb\u00fa\u00f0, b\u00fain a\u00f0 undirrita kaupsamning og gefa lofor\u00f0 um grei\u00f0slu \u00e1 tilteknum t\u00edma.<\/p>\n
Hva\u00f0 sem \u00fe\u00fa gerir \u00ed m\u00e1linu stend \u00e9g vi\u00f0 mitt. \u00dea\u00f0 eru ekki \u00f6rl\u00f6g m\u00edn a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a bl\u00f6nk. \u00dea\u00f0 er vegna \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00e9g stend alltaf vi\u00f0 mitt, hvernig sem \u00e9g fer a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed. \u00c9g er bara einfaldlega \u00feannig t\u00fdpa, \u00e9g stend vi\u00f0 mitt. En \u00ed augnablikinu hef \u00e9g enga hugmynd um \u00fea\u00f0 hvernig \u00e9g fer a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed og \u00fea\u00f0 veldur m\u00e9r kv\u00ed\u00f0a, e\u00f0a \u00f6llu heldur s\u00e1larangist. Og \u00e9g bara veit ekki hva\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur gerir vi\u00f0 s\u00e1larangist, anna\u00f0 en a\u00f0 skrifa hana \u00ed kaf. \u00cd augnablikinu heldur drengurinn minn a\u00f0 \u00e9g hlj\u00f3ti a\u00f0 vera rei\u00f0.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Og \u00fe\u00e1 er \u00fea\u00f0 sems\u00e9 komi\u00f0 \u00e1 hreint; \u00e9g f\u00e6 ekki \u00feessa peninga, allavega ekki n\u00f3gu snemma. Ekki n\u00f3gu snemma til a\u00f0 \u00e9g geti sta\u00f0i\u00f0 vi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e6r skuldbindingar sem \u00e9g t\u00f3k \u00e1 mig \u00ed trausti \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00e9g fengi \u00feetta … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa