-Eva, heldur\u00f0u a\u00f0 geti veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 vitur? sag\u00f0i Drengurinn sem fyllir \u00e6\u00f0ar m\u00ednar af endorf\u00edni.
\n\u00c9g virti hann fyrir m\u00e9r og m\u00e1ta\u00f0i \u00ed huganum s\u00ed\u00f0skegg \u00e1 lukkutr\u00f6llsandlit hans.
\n-\u00c9g meina ekki svona g\u00e1fa\u00f0ur e\u00f0a kl\u00e1r. \u00c9g hef n\u00e1tt\u00farulega aldrei veri\u00f0 g\u00f3\u00f0ur \u00ed st\u00e6r\u00f0fr\u00e6\u00f0i e\u00f0a neitt …
\n-\u00c9g veit hva\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa \u00e1tt vi\u00f0, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g og reyndi a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 fyrir m\u00e9r telpulegan l\u00edkama hans \u00ed kl\u00e6\u00f0um Gand\u00e1lfs.<\/p>\n
Hann er musa, \u00fea\u00f0 hef \u00e9g vita\u00f0 s\u00ed\u00f0an \u00e9g s\u00e1 hann fyrst. Eitthva\u00f0 \u00ed fari hans ver\u00f0ur ekki sk\u00fdrt me\u00f0 r\u00f6kum. N\u00e6rvera hans gle\u00f0ur mig, veitir m\u00e9r innbl\u00e1stur, n\u00e6rir \u00feennan takmarka\u00f0a skammt af tilfinningagreind sem \u00e9g f\u00e9kk \u00ed v\u00f6ggugj\u00f6f. Samt sakna \u00e9g hans aldrei. Musa, j\u00e1 vissulega en vitringur…??? \u00c9g hef aldrei hugsa\u00f0 \u00feetta svona fyrr en felast t\u00f6frar hans ekki einmitt \u00ed \u00feessari barnslega einf\u00f6ldu l\u00edfsspeki hans sem \u00e9g hef ekki gr\u00e6nan grun um hva\u00f0an hann hefur? Eins og heppilegustu vi\u00f0br\u00f6g\u00f0in vi\u00f0 hverjum vanda liggi hreinlega \u00ed augum uppi. Eins og til s\u00e9 prakt\u00edskt svar vi\u00f0 hverri spurningu.<\/p>\n
\u00deegar hann var 15 \u00e1ra og bekkjarf\u00e9lagnir r\u00e1\u00f0ger\u00f0u a\u00f0 kanna undra \u00e1fengisv\u00edmunnar skora\u00f0ist hann undan \u00fe\u00e1ttt\u00f6ku.
\n-Nenni ekki a\u00f0 lenda \u00ed veseni \u00fat \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0, n\u00f3gur t\u00edmi til a\u00f0 t\u00e9kka \u00e1 \u00feessu seinna. \u00deegar \u00e9g ver\u00f0 tv\u00edtugur \u00e6tla \u00e9g a\u00f0 loka mig inni \u00ed b\u00e1task\u00fdli me\u00f0 visk\u00fdfl\u00f6sku. Ef ver\u00f0ur gaman \u00e6tla \u00e9g a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a fyllibytta. Ef ver\u00f0ur ekki gaman er \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00f6nnun \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er einhver \u00f6nnur breyta sem gerir fyllir\u00ed skemmtileg og ef svo er \u00e6tla \u00e9g a\u00f0 finna hana.<\/p>\n
Hann var 18 \u00e1ra og \u00e1tta\u00f0i sig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 skortur hans \u00e1 sam\u00fa\u00f0, blyg\u00f0unarkennd og vir\u00f0ingu fyrir \u00f6\u00f0ru f\u00f3lki hef\u00f0i \u00e1kve\u00f0na \u00f3kosti \u00ed f\u00f6r me\u00f0 s\u00e9r. Hans ni\u00f0ursta\u00f0a;
\n-Hef bara ekki \u00feessa tilfinningu fyrir g\u00f3\u00f0u og illu sem a\u00f0rir vir\u00f0ast hafa, \u00fea\u00f0 gleymdist v\u00edst alveg a\u00f0 ala mig upp. \u00c9g reyni \u00fe\u00e1 bara a\u00f0 herma eftir \u00feeim sem eru g\u00f3\u00f0ir. Af hverju \u00e9g vilji vera g\u00f3\u00f0ur fyrst \u00e9g hef \u00fea\u00f0 ekki \u00ed m\u00e9r? N\u00fa af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 g\u00f3\u00f0u f\u00f3lki vegnar betur.<\/p>\n
19 \u00e1ra.
\n-M\u00e9r finnst bara \u00e1g\u00e6tt a\u00f0 l\u00e1ta stj\u00f3rna m\u00e9r. F\u00ednt a\u00f0 h\u00fan sj\u00e1i um fj\u00e1rm\u00e1lin af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 ef \u00e9g \u00e1 peninga breytist \u00e9g \u00ed eitthva\u00f0 svona gr\u00e1\u00f0ugt og stj\u00f3rnlaust. M\u00e9r l\u00edkar ekki vel vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfan mig \u00feannig. \u00c9g meina -\u00fea\u00f0 gleymdist a\u00f0 ala mig upp og bara heppni a\u00f0 h\u00fan sluli nenna a\u00f0 standa \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed.<\/p>\n
23ja \u00e1ra.
\n-\u00c9g k\u00fds n\u00e1vist hennar, \u00feessvegna hl\u00fdt \u00e9g a\u00f0 elska hana, fl\u00f3knara er \u00fea\u00f0 n\u00fa ekki.<\/p>\n
-J\u00e1 hjarta\u00f0 mitt, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g, \u00fea\u00f0 er nefnilega einmitt \u00fea\u00f0. \u00de\u00fa ert nefnilega vitur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
-Eva, heldur\u00f0u a\u00f0 geti veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 vitur? sag\u00f0i Drengurinn sem fyllir \u00e6\u00f0ar m\u00ednar af endorf\u00edni. \u00c9g virti hann fyrir m\u00e9r og m\u00e1ta\u00f0i \u00ed huganum s\u00ed\u00f0skegg \u00e1 lukkutr\u00f6llsandlit hans. -\u00c9g meina ekki svona g\u00e1fa\u00f0ur e\u00f0a kl\u00e1r. \u00c9g hef n\u00e1tt\u00farulega … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa