-\u00de\u00fa \u00e6ttir a\u00f0 segja m\u00e9r a\u00f0 l\u00e1ta \u00feig \u00ed fri\u00f0i. Sj\u00e1lfrar \u00fe\u00edn vegna. \u00deig vantar maka og \u00fe\u00fa finnur hann ekki \u00e1 me\u00f0an \u00e9g er til sta\u00f0ar.
\n\u00c9g hnussa\u00f0i.
\n-\u00de\u00fa ofmetur \u00e1hrifavald \u00feitt elskan. \u00c9g fann \u00d3ttar \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00fe\u00fa v\u00e6rir eins og gr\u00e1r k\u00f6ttur \u00ed kringum mig.
\nHann hristi h\u00f6fu\u00f0i\u00f0 \u00f3venju alvarlegur \u00ed brag\u00f0i.
\n-\u00deegar \u00fe\u00fa f\u00f3rst a\u00f0 vera me\u00f0 \u00d3ttari var \u00e9g \u00fati \u00e1 landi.<\/p>\n
-Og \u00e9g t\u00f3k ekki einu sinni eftir \u00fev\u00ed. \u00c9g var n\u00fa ekki h\u00e1\u00f0ari \u00fe\u00e9r en svo. Reyndar hef \u00e9g l\u00edka veri\u00f0 \u00e1n \u00fe\u00edn langt\u00edmum \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 finna m\u00e9r maka. \u00c9g held minn k\u00e6ri a\u00f0 m\u00edn \u00e1stleysisdr\u00f6m hafi bara ekkert me\u00f0 \u00feig a\u00f0 gera.
\nHann brosti eins og s\u00e1 sem veit betur.
\n-\u00de\u00fa hefur kannski ekki teki\u00f0 eftir \u00fev\u00ed, sag\u00f0i hann, en \u00fea\u00f0 vill svo til a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa elskar mig. \u00dea\u00f0 hl\u00fdtur a\u00f0 trufla \u00feig. \u00cd alv\u00f6ru tala\u00f0 Eva, \u00fe\u00fa \u00e6ttir a\u00f0 l\u00e1ta mig r\u00f3a.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g setti upp MonuL\u00edsu bros.
\n-\u00de\u00fa vilt semsagt losna \u00far illskilgreinanlegu sambandi sem \u00fe\u00fa stofna\u00f0ir sj\u00e1lfur til og hefur sj\u00e1lfur vi\u00f0haldi\u00f0. Og \u00e6tlar a\u00f0 kl\u00edna \u00e1byrg\u00f0inni \u00e1 mig. Vilt a\u00f0 \u00e9g taki einhverja drastiska \u00e1kv\u00f6r\u00f0un svo \u00fe\u00fa \u00feurfir ekki a\u00f0 hafa samviskubit. Nei g\u00f3\u00f0i minn. \u00c9g hef n\u00e1nast aldrei samband vi\u00f0 \u00feig a\u00f0 fyrra brag\u00f0i svo ef \u00fe\u00fa vilt losna \u00fe\u00e1 \u00fearftu ekkert a\u00f0 gera, n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega ekkert nema h\u00e6tta a\u00f0 hringja \u00ed mig. Klassisk a\u00f0fer\u00f0 sem virkar \u00ed hvert einasta sinn. \u00c9g myndi ekki trufla \u00feig.<\/p>\n
-\u00c9g veit \u00fea\u00f0, sag\u00f0i hann, en m\u00e1li\u00f0 er bara a\u00f0 \u00feetta er \u00fe\u00e6gilegt fyrir mig og \u00e9g vil alls ekki losna.
\n-Au\u00f0vita\u00f0 ekki. \u00de\u00fa ert karlma\u00f0ur. \u00de\u00fa vilt ekki losna fyrr en \u00fe\u00fa f\u00e6r\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00fe\u00fa vilt. N\u00fa eftir \u00f6ll \u00feessi \u00e1r ertu loksins a\u00f0 \u00e1tta \u00feig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00feetta eina muntu ekki f\u00e1 hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r, svara\u00f0i \u00e9g og hl\u00f3 grimmdarlega.
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri \u00fe\u00e6gilegt fyrir \u00feig a\u00f0 tr\u00faa \u00fev\u00ed en \u00fea\u00f0 er ekki \u00feannig. Mig langar, \u00fea\u00f0 er \u00e1 hreinu en \u00e9g myndi ekki f\u00f3rna n\u00e1vist \u00feinni fyrir \u00deA\u00d0. Enda get \u00e9g gengi\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed v\u00edsu heima.
\n-Karlma\u00f0urinn \u00fer\u00edfst \u00e1 vei\u00f0imannaleiknum. Hann \u00feolir ekki a\u00f0 geta gengi\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed v\u00edsu a\u00f0 f\u00e1 d\u00fdpstu \u00fer\u00e1 sinni fulln\u00e6gt, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g og reyndi af \u00f6llum m\u00e6tti a\u00f0 k\u00e6fa kaldh\u00e6\u00f0nina, kannski til a\u00f0 hl\u00edfa honum, kannski til a\u00f0 kvelja hann me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed halda fleiri t\u00falkunarm\u00f6guleikum opnum.<\/p>\n
-\u00c9g sty\u00f0 fj\u00f6lkv\u00e6ni, sag\u00f0i hann eftir langa \u00fe\u00f6gn eins og \u00fear me\u00f0 v\u00e6ri lausnin fundin.
\n-M\u00e9r finnst fj\u00f6lkv\u00e6ni \u00fat af fyrir sig \u00e1g\u00e6t hugmynd en \u00fe\u00fa \u00edmyndar \u00fe\u00e9r \u00fe\u00f3 varla a\u00f0 \u00e9g myndi umbera drasli\u00f0 sem fylgir \u00fe\u00e9r, kenjarnar \u00ed \u00fe\u00e9r og \u00ed \u00feokkb\u00f3t einhvern alk\u00f3h\u00f3listapr\u00edmadonnuvi\u00f0bj\u00f3\u00f0, bara af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa getur ekki lifa\u00f0 \u00e1n hennar?<\/p>\n
Hann l\u00e1 lengi kyrr og strauk \u00e1 m\u00e9r a\u00f0ra \u00f6xlina, r\u00e1\u00f0leysislega, eins og hann vissi ekki hvort hann v\u00e6ri a\u00f0 hugga mig e\u00f0a leita huggunar.
\n-\u00de\u00fa \u00fearfnast m\u00edn ekki? sag\u00f0i hann svo eftir langa \u00fe\u00f6gn.<\/p>\n
Nei \u00e1stin m\u00edn, \u00e9g \u00fearfnast \u00fe\u00edn ekki. \u00c9g k\u00fds n\u00e1vist \u00fe\u00edna \u00feegar \u00fe\u00fa ert til sta\u00f0ar en \u00e9g s\u00f3a ekki t\u00edma \u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fer\u00e1 \u00feig. \u00c9g n\u00fdt samvista vi\u00f0 \u00feig, hverrar stundar, en \u00e9g sakna \u00fe\u00edn ekki \u00feegar \u00fe\u00fa fer\u00f0. \u00c9g \u00fearfnast \u00feess sem \u00fe\u00fa stendur fyrir. \u00c9g \u00fearfnast einhvers sem kemur alltaf hlaupandi \u00feegar \u00e9g kalla en m\u00e9r er or\u00f0i\u00f0 lj\u00f3st a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 ver\u00f0ur alltaf einhver til a\u00f0 gegna \u00fev\u00ed hlutverki.<\/p>\n
Og \u00feegar manni ver\u00f0ur \u00fea\u00f0 lj\u00f3st getur ma\u00f0ur lifa\u00f0 \u00e1n tr\u00faar. Ekki \u00e1n \u00e1star. Manneskjan \u00fer\u00edfst ekki an \u00e1star. En ma\u00f0ur getur lifa\u00f0 \u00e1n tr\u00faar \u00e1 alltumlykjandi alheimsk\u00e6rleika og \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 gera annan einstakling a\u00f0 gu\u00f0i s\u00ednum. \u00dev\u00ed k\u00e6rleikurinn er \u00ed \u00f6llum og bara \u00e1 \u00cdslandi einu eru n\u00e6stum \u00fev\u00ed \u00ferj\u00fahundru\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fasund manns.<\/p>\n
En af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g veit a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa \u00fearfnast \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00fearfnist \u00fe\u00edn, og af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 gle\u00f0ur mig, svo \u00f3r\u00f6kr\u00e9tt sem \u00fea\u00f0 n\u00fa er, \u00fe\u00e1 dettur m\u00e9r ekki \u00ed hug a\u00f0 segja \u00fea\u00f0 upph\u00e1tt.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g vaf\u00f0i hann \u00f6rmum, kyssti augnlok hans og spur\u00f0i \u00ed grimmd minni;
\n-hva\u00f0 heldur \u00fe\u00fa fallegi str\u00e1kur? Hva\u00f0 heldur \u00fe\u00fa?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
-\u00de\u00fa \u00e6ttir a\u00f0 segja m\u00e9r a\u00f0 l\u00e1ta \u00feig \u00ed fri\u00f0i. Sj\u00e1lfrar \u00fe\u00edn vegna. \u00deig vantar maka og \u00fe\u00fa finnur hann ekki \u00e1 me\u00f0an \u00e9g er til sta\u00f0ar. \u00c9g hnussa\u00f0i. -\u00de\u00fa ofmetur \u00e1hrifavald \u00feitt elskan. \u00c9g fann \u00d3ttar \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00fe\u00fa v\u00e6rir … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa