\u00c9g er hvorki a\u00f0 b\u00ed\u00f0a eftir El\u00edasi n\u00e9 leita a\u00f0 einhverjum \u00f6\u00f0rum og \u00fea\u00f0 er skr\u00fdti\u00f0 \u00e1stand.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g kvaddi El\u00edas formlega, fyrir l\u00f6ngu enda tilgangslaust a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 \u00fer\u00f3a samband vi\u00f0 mann sem \u00e6tlar a\u00f0 verja m\u00f6rgum \u00e1rum \u00ed annarri heims\u00e1lfu. \u00deessvegna litum vi\u00f0 heldur aldrei \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 sem samband. Allt \u00e1 hreinu fyrirfram og \u00feannig \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 vera. Auk \u00feess eigum vi\u00f0 ekki margt sameiginlegt og hann mun l\u00edklega eignast sitt fyrsta barn um \u00fea\u00f0 leyti sem \u00e9g ver\u00f0 amma. Hann hefur samband vi\u00f0 mig reglulega og m\u00e9r \u00feykir v\u00e6nt um \u00fea\u00f0 en \u00e9g kvelst ekki af s\u00f6knu\u00f0i.<\/p>\n
Mig langar ekki lengur \u00ed karlmann. \u00d6ll \u00feessi 15 \u00e1r hefur mig langa\u00f0 a\u00f0 eiga almennilegan mann. Veri\u00f0 misupptekin af \u00fev\u00ed reyndar en \u00fea\u00f0 hefur alltaf veri\u00f0 inni \u00e1 \u00f3skalistanum. \u00c9g hef \u00e1tt nokkra leikf\u00e9laga en samb\u00f6nd sem \u00e9g hef teki\u00f0 alvarlega hafa veri\u00f0 f\u00e1 og vara\u00f0 skamman t\u00edma. \u00c1hugaleysi mitt stafar ekki af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 b\u00fain a\u00f0 missa allt \u00e1lit \u00e1 tegundinni. \u00dea\u00f0 hefur gerst reglulega \u00ed m\u00f6rg \u00e1r og samt hef \u00e9g d\u00e1\u00f0 og \u00fer\u00e1\u00f0 \u00feessar undarlegu skepnur sem oftast hafa kosta\u00f0 mig meiri s\u00e1rsauka en gle\u00f0i. El\u00edas er ekkert nema yndislegur, heg\u00f0ar s\u00e9r \u00e1 margan h\u00e1tt eins og hann elski mig og einu r\u00f6kr\u00e9ttu vi\u00f0br\u00f6g\u00f0 m\u00edn v\u00e6ru endurvakin tr\u00fa \u00e1 karlkyni\u00f0. Kannski er \u00e9g haldin vondu afbrig\u00f0i af drams\u00fdki. Missi \u00e1hugann um lei\u00f0 og \u00e9g f\u00e6 sta\u00f0festingu \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 m\u00f6guleikinn \u00e1 nokkurnveginn heilbrig\u00f0u sambandi s\u00e9 meira en go\u00f0s\u00f6gn.<\/p>\n
Hvernig sem \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 er liti\u00f0 hl\u00fdtur alltaf eitthva\u00f0 a\u00f0 vera athugavert vi\u00f0 tilfinningal\u00edf mitt. Ef \u00e9g er einmana dreg \u00e9g \u00fe\u00e1 \u00e1lyktun a\u00f0 \u00e9g hlj\u00f3ti a\u00f0 vera haldin sj\u00faklegri \u00e1starf\u00edkn. Ef \u00e9g er ekki einmana hef \u00e9g \u00e1hyggjur af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g hafi \u00f3e\u00f0lilega neikv\u00e6\u00f0a mynd af samskiptum kynjanna.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00c9g er hvorki a\u00f0 b\u00ed\u00f0a eftir El\u00edasi n\u00e9 leita a\u00f0 einhverjum \u00f6\u00f0rum og \u00fea\u00f0 er skr\u00fdti\u00f0 \u00e1stand. \u00c9g kvaddi El\u00edas formlega, fyrir l\u00f6ngu enda tilgangslaust a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 \u00fer\u00f3a samband vi\u00f0 mann sem \u00e6tlar a\u00f0 verja m\u00f6rgum \u00e1rum \u00ed annarri … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa