Ma\u00f0urinn sem drekkur morgunkaffi\u00f0 \u00e1 ver\u00f6ndinni var ekki kominn \u00fat \u00feegar \u00e9g f\u00f3r hj\u00e1 h\u00fasinu hans \u00ed morgun. \u00c9g hugsa\u00f0i ekki s\u00e9rstaklega \u00fat \u00ed \u00fea\u00f0, strauk bara gula kettinum \u00ed nr. 15 og h\u00e9lt svo \u00e1fram. \u00c9g var ekki komin nema r\u00e9tt yfir g\u00f6tuna \u00feegar hann kalla\u00f0i \u00e1 mig:<\/p>\n
-G\u00f3\u00f0an daginn!
\n\u00c9g sneri m\u00e9r vi\u00f0. Hann var ber a\u00f0 ofan og \u00fafinn eins og hann v\u00e6ri n\u00fdvakna\u00f0ur. \u00c9g endur\u00f3ma\u00f0i kve\u00f0juna og \u00e6tla\u00f0i a\u00f0 halda \u00e1fram en stoppa\u00f0i \u00feegar hann kom arkandi yfir g\u00f6tuna eins og hann vildi n\u00e1 tali af m\u00e9r.
\n-\u00de\u00fa ert snemma \u00e1 fer\u00f0inni \u00ed dag, sag\u00f0i hann og hlj\u00f3ma\u00f0i eins og hann vildi f\u00e1 sk\u00fdringu.
\n-J\u00e1, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g bara brosandi.
\n-\u00c9g var n\u00e6stum b\u00fainn a\u00f0 missa af \u00fe\u00e9r, sag\u00f0i hann.
\n-Missa af m\u00e9r?
\n-J\u00e1. M\u00e9r finnst svo gaman a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 \u00feig. \u00dea\u00f0 er eitthva\u00f0 svo s\u00e6tt vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 hva\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa gengur hratt og hvernig bandi\u00f0 \u00e1 kj\u00f3lnum dettur fram af \u00f6xlinni \u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r og svo s\u00e9 \u00e9g a\u00f0 guli k\u00f6tturinn eltir \u00feig en honum er yfirleitt illa vi\u00f0 f\u00f3lk.
\n-Ekki hef \u00e9g gert neitt til a\u00f0 h\u00e6na hann a\u00f0 m\u00e9r, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g.
\n-M\u00e1ttu vera a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00feiggja kaffibolla hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r fyrst \u00fe\u00fa ert svona snemma \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed?<\/p>\n
-\u00d3key, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g \u00fev\u00ed ma\u00f0ur sem stekkur \u00fat ber a\u00f0 ofan til a\u00f0 n\u00e1 tali af manni hl\u00fdtur a\u00f0 eiga \u00fea\u00f0 skili\u00f0 a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur l\u00e1ti svo l\u00edti\u00f0 a\u00f0 drekka me\u00f0 honum kaffibolla \u00e1 ver\u00f6ndinni.
\n-\u00de\u00fa veist hva\u00f0 \u00e9g heiti, sag\u00f0i hann.
\n-J\u00e1, \u00e9g heit…
\n-Ekki segja m\u00e9r \u00fea\u00f0, mig langar a\u00f0 giska, sag\u00f0i hann en giska\u00f0i samt ekki \u00e1 neitt nafn. Svo hvarf hann inn \u00ed h\u00fasi\u00f0 og \u00e9g st\u00f3\u00f0 \u00e1 tr\u00f6ppunum og vissi ekki almennilega hvernig \u00e9g \u00e6tti a\u00f0 vera. \u00c9g settist annan tr\u00e9st\u00f3linn \u00e1 ver\u00f6ndinni og hann kom \u00fat me\u00f0 r\u00f3s\u00f3ttar k\u00f6nnur og Neskaffibauk.
\n-Vona a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e9r s\u00e9 sama, \u00e9g \u00e1 ekkert anna\u00f0 kaffi, drekk alltaf instant.
\n-\u00c9g l\u00edka, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g, m\u00e9r finnst \u00fea\u00f0 bara best.
\n-M\u00e9r finnst sni\u00f0ugt hj\u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r a\u00f0 bera \u00fat, sag\u00f0i hann \u00feegar hann kom \u00fat me\u00f0 ketilinn. M\u00e9r hefur oft dotti\u00f0 \u00ed hug a\u00f0 gera \u00fea\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g vakna alltaf um 6 leyti\u00f0 hvort sem er og ma\u00f0ur \u00e6tti n\u00e1tt\u00farulega a\u00f0 hreyfa sig meira.
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 var n\u00fa einnitt \u00feessvegna sem \u00e9g byrja\u00f0i \u00e1 \u00feessu, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. \u00c9g var alltaf a\u00f0 lofa sj\u00e1lfri m\u00e9r \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 dr\u00edfa mig \u00ed sund e\u00f0a \u00fat a\u00f0 ganga en st\u00f3\u00f0 aldrei vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 nema tvo e\u00f0a \u00ferj\u00e1 daga \u00ed r\u00f6\u00f0. Svo er \u00e9g morgunhani \u00feannig a\u00f0 \u00feetta hentar m\u00e9r vel.
\n-\u00c9g er l\u00edka morgunma\u00f0ur. Get bara ekki sofi\u00f0 \u00e1 morgnana og er alveg \u00f3n\u00fdtur \u00e1 kv\u00f6ldin, sag\u00f0i hann.
\n-\u00c9g l\u00edka.<\/p>\n
-Gift?
\n-Nei, \u00e9g var \u00ed samb\u00fa\u00f0 en hann sparka\u00f0i m\u00e9r fyrir nokkrum vikum. \u00dea\u00f0 er reyndar l\u00edka \u00feessvegna sem \u00e9g \u00e1kva\u00f0 a\u00f0 bera \u00fat, m\u00f3tv\u00e6gisa\u00f0ger\u00f0ir gegn sj\u00e1lfsvorkunnarvi\u00f0br\u00f6g\u00f0um.
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 er alltaf \u00f6murlegt a\u00f0 skilja, sag\u00f0i hann. Eigi\u00f0 \u00fei\u00f0 b\u00f6rn?
\n-Ekki saman. \u00deetta var heldur ekki mj\u00f6g l\u00f6ng samb\u00fa\u00f0 svo \u00feetta er svosem engin traged\u00eda.
\n-Missir er alltaf traged\u00eda, m\u00f3tm\u00e6lti hann. Og fyrst \u00fe\u00fa f\u00edlar ekki sj\u00e1lfvorkunnarlei\u00f0ina ertu l\u00edklega b\u00fain a\u00f0 taka \u00fe\u00e1 afst\u00f6\u00f0u a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa eigir a\u00f0 l\u00e6ra eitthva\u00f0 af \u00feessu?
\n-Ekki veit \u00e9g hva\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e6tti a\u00f0 vera? Kannski bara \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 treysta aldrei neinum.
\n-Nei, \u00fea\u00f0 er n\u00fa frekar vondur l\u00e6rd\u00f3mur.
\n-Jamm, enda efast \u00e9g um a\u00f0 me\u00f0ur eigi a\u00f0 l\u00e6ra neitt. \u00dea\u00f0 er ekki eins og s\u00e9 eitthvert plan \u00ed gangi.
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 er v\u00edst plan \u00ed gangi, kannski enginn Gu\u00f0 \u00e1 bak vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er \u00fea\u00f0 er samt einhver merking \u00ed \u00f6llu sem hendir mann.<\/p>\n
Vi\u00f0 s\u00e1tum \u00feegjandi sm\u00e1stund svo leit hann \u00e1 mig \u00edbygginn \u00e1 svip; \u00e9g veit reyndar hva\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa \u00e1tt a\u00f0 l\u00e6ra.
\n-N\u00fa?
\n-\u00de\u00fa \u00e1tt a\u00f0 l\u00e6ra a\u00f0 fyrirgefa.
\n-\u00c9g hef ekkert a\u00f0 fyrirgefa. Hann er g\u00f3\u00f0ur str\u00e1kur. Getur bara ekki unnt sj\u00e1lfum s\u00e9r \u00feess a\u00f0 vera elska\u00f0ur. Ma\u00f0ur \u00fearf ekki a\u00f0 fyrirgefa f\u00f3lki fyrir a\u00f0 vera tilfinningafatla\u00f0.
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 t\u00f3k mig 2 \u00e1r a\u00f0 fyrirgefa minni.
\n-Var h\u00fan tilfinningaf\u00f6tlu\u00f0?
\n-Nei. H\u00fan bara d\u00f3.
\n\u00c9g star\u00f0i undrandi \u00e1 hann.<\/p>\n
-\u00c9g veit hva\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa ert a\u00f0 hugsa. Hva\u00f0 \u00feurftir\u00f0u \u00fe\u00e1 a\u00f0 fyrirgefa henni?
\n-Eitthva\u00f0 \u00ed \u00fe\u00e1 veruna, vi\u00f0urkenndi \u00e9g.
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 er m\u00e1li\u00f0, sag\u00f0i hann, ma\u00f0ur ver\u00f0ur alltaf rei\u00f0ur og s\u00e1r \u00feegar ma\u00f0ur ver\u00f0ur einmana. Alveg sama hvort s\u00e1 sem f\u00f3r fr\u00e1 manni r\u00e9\u00f0i eitthva\u00f0 vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 e\u00f0a ekki. \u00c9g vi\u00f0urkenndi \u00fea\u00f0 hinsvegar ekki fyrir nokkrum manni a\u00f0 \u00e9g v\u00e6ri rei\u00f0ur og var\u00f0 \u00feessvegna enn\u00fe\u00e1 rei\u00f0ari.
\n-\u00de\u00fa ert \u00f3venju hreinskilinn, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g af \u00fev\u00ed m\u00e9r datt ekkert anna\u00f0 \u00ed hug.
\n-\u00de\u00fa ert \u00f3venju falleg, sag\u00f0i hann.
\n-Takk, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g, en n\u00fa \u00fearf \u00e9g a\u00f0 dr\u00edfa mig.
\n-Kemur\u00f0u l\u00edka snemma \u00e1 morgun?
\n-\u00c9g veit \u00fea\u00f0 ekki.
\n-Ef \u00fe\u00fa kemur n\u00f3gu snemma til a\u00f0 drekka kaffi\u00f0 me\u00f0 m\u00e9r f\u00e6r\u00f0u s\u00fakkula\u00f0i me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed, sag\u00f0i hann.
\n-\u00d3key, \u00fe\u00e1 kem \u00e9g snemma.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g st\u00f3\u00f0 upp og dr\u00f3 bla\u00f0avagninn af sta\u00f0.
\n-\u00c9g veit d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0 um \u00feig! hr\u00f3pa\u00f0i hann \u00feegar \u00e9g var komin \u00fat \u00e1 st\u00e9ttina.
\n-Hva\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1?
\n-\u00de\u00fa ert a\u00f0 austan. \u00c9g tala\u00f0i vi\u00f0 \u00feig \u00e1 balli \u00e1 Egilsst\u00f6\u00f0um fyrir nokkrum \u00e1rum.<\/p>\n
Gott og vel. \u00c9g f\u00f3r \u00e1 nokkur b\u00f6ll fyrir austan. En ekki kem \u00e9g honum fyrir mig. Geri r\u00e1\u00f0 fyrir a\u00f0 vakna snemma \u00e1 morgun. Og \u00e9g sem var eiginlega h\u00e6tt a\u00f0 bor\u00f0a s\u00fakkula\u00f0i.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ma\u00f0urinn sem drekkur morgunkaffi\u00f0 \u00e1 ver\u00f6ndinni var ekki kominn \u00fat \u00feegar \u00e9g f\u00f3r hj\u00e1 h\u00fasinu hans \u00ed morgun. \u00c9g hugsa\u00f0i ekki s\u00e9rstaklega \u00fat \u00ed \u00fea\u00f0, strauk bara gula kettinum \u00ed nr. 15 og h\u00e9lt svo \u00e1fram. \u00c9g var ekki komin … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa