\u00c1 fyrsta degi sorgar er ma\u00f0ur \u00f3sofinn, m\u00e1ttvana af hungri en getur samt ekkert l\u00e1ti\u00f0 ofan \u00ed sig. \u00c1 \u00feessu stigi er ma\u00f0ur samt sem \u00e1\u00f0ur n\u00f3gu dofinn til a\u00f0 \u00e6\u00f0a af sta\u00f0 og leita a\u00f0 h\u00fasn\u00e6\u00f0i, s\u00e6kja um aukavinnu, lesa sj\u00e1lfshj\u00e1lparb\u00f3k og skrifa sm\u00e1s\u00f6gu.<\/p>\n
\u00dea\u00f0 er ekki fyrr en \u00e1 \u00f6\u00f0rum degi sem \u00e1falli\u00f0 kemur fram \u00ed tilfinningalegum vi\u00f0br\u00f6g\u00f0um. \u00dea\u00f0 er \u00fe\u00e1 sem manni ver\u00f0ur lj\u00f3st a\u00f0 ekkert sem ma\u00f0ur gerir mun nokkurnt\u00edma breyta \u00feeirri sta\u00f0reynd a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur er einfaldlega misheppna\u00f0ur. Ma\u00f0ur svarar ekki s\u00edmanum og n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega allt sem gerist \u00ed ver\u00f6ldinni er pers\u00f3nuleg \u00e1r\u00e1s \u00f6rlaganna \u00e1 mann sj\u00e1lfan. \u00dea\u00f0 er beinl\u00ednis m\u00f3\u00f0gandi a\u00f0 s\u00f3lin skuli leyfa s\u00e9r a\u00f0 sk\u00edna en fyrst h\u00fan er a\u00f0 glenna sig \u00feetta er kannski eins gott a\u00f0 taka sorgina \u00fat \u00e1 fallegum sta\u00f0.<\/p>\n
-Tilfinningalegt varnarkerfi mitt er eins og reykskynjari sem fer \u00ed gang \u00ed hvert sinn sem ma\u00f0ur ristar brau\u00f0. \u00dea\u00f0 er ekki h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 taka mark \u00e1 svolei\u00f0is reykskynjara svo \u00e1 endanum h\u00e6ttir ma\u00f0ur a\u00f0 hlaupa af sta\u00f0 \u00fe\u00f3tt hann fari a\u00f0 v\u00e6la e\u00f0a \u00fe\u00e1 a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur aftengir hann. Svo \u00feegar h\u00fasi\u00f0 brennur ofan af manni getur ma\u00f0ur engum \u00f6\u00f0rum en sj\u00e1lfum s\u00e9r um kennt, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g vi\u00f0 Drenginn sem alla jafna fyllir \u00e6\u00f0ar m\u00ednar af Endorf\u00edni.
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 er ekki nau\u00f0synlegt a\u00f0 aftengja t\u00e6ki \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00feau s\u00e9u vanstillt. \u00dea\u00f0 er h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 laga \u00feau sag\u00f0i hann og leiddi mig inn \u00ed skr\u00fa\u00f0gar\u00f0inn \u00fear sem vi\u00f0 okkur \u00feetta l\u00edka huggulega br\u00fa\u00f0kaup.
\n-Einmitt \u00fea\u00f0 sem mig vanta\u00f0i“ sag\u00f0i \u00e9g, vi\u00f0 \u00e6ttum kannski frekar a\u00f0 fara \u00ed \u00feessa \u00e1tt.<\/p>\n
Vi\u00f0 gengum \u00ed hina \u00e1ttina en \u00fear \u00ed skj\u00f3li runna var -hva\u00f0 haldi\u00f0 \u00fei\u00f0 -anna\u00f0 br\u00fa\u00f0kaup \u00ed gangi. \u00c9g horf\u00f0i r\u00e1\u00f0villt \u00e1 drenginn „deisjav\u00fa?“
\n-Nei, sag\u00f0i hann, h\u00f3pbr\u00fa\u00f0kaup og benti \u00e1 eitt pari\u00f0 enn, \u00e9g held a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 \u00e6ttum kannski frekar a\u00f0 fara upp \u00ed Hei\u00f0m\u00f6rk.<\/p>\n
Vi\u00f0 gengum fram \u00e1 fj\u00f3r\u00f0a br\u00fa\u00f0kaupi\u00f0 \u00e1 lei\u00f0inni \u00fat \u00far gar\u00f0inum og \u00feegar vi\u00f0 \u00f3kum fram hj\u00e1 kirkjunni og s\u00e1um fimmtu br\u00fa\u00f0hj\u00f3nin koma \u00fat, hl\u00f3gum vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00feessum \u00f3b\u00e6rilega f\u00e1r\u00e1nleika tilverunnar.<\/p>\n
\u00dea\u00f0 er satt a\u00f0 segja \u00e1kve\u00f0in fr\u00f3un \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 skipta \u00far s\u00e1pu\u00f3peru yfir \u00ed gaman\u00fe\u00e1tt \u00feegar svona stendur \u00e1.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00c1 fyrsta degi sorgar er ma\u00f0ur \u00f3sofinn, m\u00e1ttvana af hungri en getur samt ekkert l\u00e1ti\u00f0 ofan \u00ed sig. \u00c1 \u00feessu stigi er ma\u00f0ur samt sem \u00e1\u00f0ur n\u00f3gu dofinn til a\u00f0 \u00e6\u00f0a af sta\u00f0 og leita a\u00f0 h\u00fasn\u00e6\u00f0i, s\u00e6kja um aukavinnu, … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa