-\u00c9g er ekki vond vi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 sem m\u00e9r \u00feykir v\u00e6nt um. Ekki viljandi allavega. En \u00e9g er vond vi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 sem eru m\u00e9r ekkert meira en b\u00f3lf\u00e9lagar, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g.
\n-Af hverju?
\n-Af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 til \u00feess eru \u00feeir, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. \u00c9g refsa \u00feeim fyrir a\u00f0 vera karlmenn af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00feannig eru sl\u00edk samb\u00f6nd, bara tv\u00e6r einmana manneskjur sem f\u00e1 \u00fatr\u00e1s fyrir \u00fej\u00e1ningu s\u00edna me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 kvelja hvor a\u00f0ra.
\n-\u00de\u00fa m\u00e1tt ekki vera vond vi\u00f0 mig.
\n-Nei, \u00e9g ver\u00f0 ekki vond vi\u00f0 \u00feig. Ef \u00e9g vildi eiga \u00feig sem bara b\u00f3lf\u00e9laga, myndi \u00e9g t\u00e6ta utan af \u00fe\u00e9r f\u00f6tin og taka \u00feig h\u00e9r og n\u00fa. \u00c9g myndi g\u00e6ta \u00feess vandlega a\u00f0 halda \u00fe\u00e9r \u00ed h\u00e6filegri fjarl\u00e6g\u00f0 og \u00feessvegna yr\u00f0i \u00e9g yr\u00f0i vond vi\u00f0 \u00feig. En mig langar bara a\u00f0 g\u00f3\u00f0 vi\u00f0 \u00feig og \u00feess vegna ver\u00f0um vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 b\u00ed\u00f0a a\u00f0eins \u00fev\u00ed annars leggst \u00e9g bara r\u00fast og grenja allan daginn \u00e1 morgun, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. En mig langar samt.
\n-\u00de\u00fa f\u00e6r\u00f0 ekkert hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r strax g\u00f3\u00f0a m\u00edn hversu miki\u00f0 sem \u00feig langar, \u00fe\u00fa ver\u00f0ur bara a\u00f0 b\u00ed\u00f0a, sag\u00f0i hann.
\n-\u00d3kei, ef \u00fe\u00fa \u00e6tlar a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 um a\u00f0 hafa stj\u00f3rn \u00e1 \u00feessu \u00fe\u00e1 get \u00e9g \u00e1hyggjulaust \u00e6st \u00feig upp \u00far \u00f6llu valdi, bara til a\u00f0 g\u00e1 hva\u00f0 \u00e9g kemst langt me\u00f0 \u00feig.
\n-\u00de\u00fa stj\u00f3rnar m\u00e9r ekkert. \u00de\u00fa kemst ekki eitt n\u00e9 neitt me\u00f0 mig hva\u00f0 sem \u00fe\u00fa reynir. Vi\u00f0 getum kannski s\u00e9\u00f0 til eftir svona 6 m\u00e1nu\u00f0i.<\/p>\n
6 m\u00e1nu\u00f0i! andartak h\u00e9lt \u00e9g a\u00f0 honum v\u00e6ri alvara en hann var a\u00f0 gr\u00ednast. Vona \u00e9g. Svo gott a\u00f0 vita af honum, sofandi \u00ed stofunni minni og s\u00ed\u00f0ustu or\u00f0 kv\u00f6ldsins fylgja m\u00e9r inn \u00ed svefninn;
\n-\u00c9g hverf ekki \u00e1n sk\u00fdringa. \u00c9g veit alveg hva\u00f0 h\u00f6fnunarkennd er.<\/p>\n
J\u00e1, hann veit \u00fea\u00f0. Sennilega betur en \u00e9g og kannski ver\u00f0ur \u00feetta allt \u00ed lagi en \u00e9g hef svosem heyrt \u00feessi or\u00f0 \u00e1\u00f0ur. Samt er eitthva\u00f0 alveg eins og \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e1 a\u00f0 vera. Hann kom me\u00f0 r\u00f3s og \u00fea\u00f0 \u00fearf ekki endilega a\u00f0 merkja neitt s\u00e9rstakt en \u00fea\u00f0 skiptir mig samt svo miklu m\u00e1li. Hann les l\u00edka \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00e9g skrifa og \u00fea\u00f0 hafa m\u00ednir k\u00e6rastar og ektamakar ekki gert hinga\u00f0 til. Nema au\u00f0vita\u00f0 ma\u00f0urinn sem elska\u00f0i mig einu sinni fyrir l\u00f6ngu en \u00fea\u00f0 var n\u00fa fyrst og fremst af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hann skrifa\u00f0i sj\u00e1lfur og vanta\u00f0i samanbur\u00f0.<\/p>\n
Vakna a\u00f0 morgni vi\u00f0 ofurl\u00e9tt h\u00f6gg \u00e1 hur\u00f0ina og sprett fram \u00far.
\n-Ertu v\u00f6n a\u00f0 l\u00e6sa a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e9r?
\n-Nei.
\n-H\u00e9lstu a\u00f0 \u00e9g k\u00e6mi inn e\u00f0a eitthva\u00f0?
\n-Nei, \u00e9g h\u00e9lt \u00fea\u00f0 ekki, \u00fea\u00f0 hef\u00f0i l\u00edka veri\u00f0 \u00ed lagi.
\n-Af hverju l\u00e6stir\u00f0u \u00fe\u00e1?
\n-\u00c9g veit \u00fea\u00f0 ekki. Ekki \u00fe\u00edn vegna, \u00e9g er ekki hr\u00e6dd vi\u00f0 \u00feig e\u00f0a neitt svolei\u00f0is.<\/p>\n
\u00deegar hann er farinn gref \u00e9g andliti\u00f0 ni\u00f0ur \u00ed s\u00e6ngina m\u00edna sem ilmar af h\u00f6rundi hans og velti \u00fev\u00ed fyrir m\u00e9r hva\u00f0 \u00ed fj\u00e1ranum m\u00e9r gekk til me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 l\u00e6sa herberginu. \u00c9g er laus vi\u00f0 n\u00e6turf\u00e6lni. Yfirleitt sef \u00e9g vi\u00f0 galopnar dyr og \u00fea\u00f0 er eing\u00f6ngu fyrir MimmaSan sem \u00e9g l\u00e6si \u00fatihur\u00f0inni. (Af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 MimmiSan heldur a\u00f0 l\u00e6star dyr haldi ke\u00f0jusagarmor\u00f0ingjum \u00ed h\u00e6filegri fjarl\u00e6g\u00f0.) \u00c9g veit ekki hvers vegna \u00e9g l\u00e6sti og man ekki einu sinni eftir a\u00f0 hafa gert \u00fea\u00f0. \u00c9g hef samt ekki l\u00e6st \u00f3sj\u00e1lfr\u00e1tt, \u00fea\u00f0 geri \u00e9g eing\u00f6ngu \u00e1 ba\u00f0inu. Hvern fjandann \u00e9g var eiginlega a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 l\u00e6sa \u00fati? \u00d3raunh\u00e6far v\u00e6ntingar? Kv\u00ed\u00f0ann yfir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a of h\u00e1\u00f0 honum of snemma? Yfirvofandi \u00e1starsorg kannski?<\/p>\n
E\u00f0a vona\u00f0i \u00e9g bara a\u00f0 hann vekti mig \u00e1\u00f0ur en hann f\u00e6ri a\u00f0 vinna? Vissi \u00e9g a\u00f0 hann k\u00e6mi til a\u00f0 strj\u00faka h\u00e1ri\u00f0 fr\u00e1 andlitinu \u00e1 m\u00e9r og hv\u00edsla; \u00e9g kem aftur, og vildi bara \u00f3m\u00f6gulega sofa \u00fea\u00f0 af m\u00e9r?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
-\u00c9g er ekki vond vi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 sem m\u00e9r \u00feykir v\u00e6nt um. Ekki viljandi allavega. En \u00e9g er vond vi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 sem eru m\u00e9r ekkert meira en b\u00f3lf\u00e9lagar, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. -Af hverju? -Af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 til \u00feess eru \u00feeir, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa