-\u00c9g \u00e6tla n\u00fa ekkert \u00e1 neitt flug strax, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. Enda veit \u00e9g svosem ekki hvort er nokkurt vit \u00ed a\u00f0 vera a\u00f0 hitta hann. \u00c9g geri alveg eins r\u00e1\u00f0 fyrir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 eftir viku ver\u00f0i \u00e9g b\u00fain a\u00f0 \u00e1tta mig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hann s\u00e9 algj\u00f6r rugludallur sem ekkert er h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 st\u00f3la \u00e1. E\u00f0a hann b\u00fainn a\u00f0 missa \u00e1hugann \u00e1 m\u00e9r, sem er reyndar l\u00edklegra. Vi\u00f0 h\u00f6fum s\u00e9st heima hj\u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r \u00e1\u00f0ur og honum l\u00edka\u00f0i ekki einu sinni vel vi\u00f0 mig, hann sag\u00f0i m\u00e9r \u00fea\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfur.<\/p>\n
-\u00de\u00fa \u00fearft ekki a\u00f0 vera hissa \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed\u00ad. \u00de\u00fa ert n\u00fat\u00ed\u00admalist Eva, f\u00f3lk \u00fearf\u00a0a\u00f0 venjast \u00fe\u00e9r til a\u00f0 l\u00e6ra a\u00f0 meta \u00feig, sag\u00f0i Keli.<\/p>\n
\u00deannig er Keli. Tekst einhvernveginn alltaf a\u00f0 sn\u00faa \u00f6llu til betri vegar. \u00c9g veit svosem ekki hversu miki\u00f0 vit er \u00ed\u00ad \u00feessu hj\u00e1 honum og vona a\u00f0 hann hafi rangt fyrir s\u00e9r. \u00c9g er ekkert s\u00e9rlega hrifin af n\u00fat\u00edmalist sj\u00e1lf. \u00c9g hef haft 36 \u00e1r til a\u00f0 venjast sj\u00e1lfri m\u00e9r svo \u00fea\u00f0 segir n\u00fa ekki miki\u00f0 \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g \u00feoli m\u00edna eigin n\u00e6rveru svona nokkurnveginn. Ef \u00e9g er eins og hver annar art\u00edfart\u00ed-uppskr\u00fafa\u00f0ur-n\u00fdl\u00f3rembings-performans er \u00e9g ekki hissa \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g n\u00e1i ekki kontakt vi\u00f0 almennilegar manneskjur. M\u00e1 \u00e9g \u00fe\u00e1 frekar bi\u00f0ja um Chagall. \u00dev\u00ed ma\u00f0ur \u00fearf ekki a\u00f0 venjast Chagall til a\u00f0 skilja hann. \u00dev\u00ed hann er fallegur og draumkenndur, \u00ed mj\u00fakum litum og \u00fe\u00e6gilegur en samt einhvernveginn aggressivur, \u00f3hlutbundinn og b\u00fdr \u00fe\u00f3 yfir einhverju st\u00f3rfur\u00f0ulegu samr\u00e6mi sem ma\u00f0ur botnar ekki almennnilega \u00ed en f\u00edlar samt. Eins og myndirnar hans hv\u00edsli a\u00f0 manni, fremur en a\u00f0 kalla;<\/p>\n
Hall\u00f3, k\u00edktu a\u00f0eins betur \u00e1 mig, \u00feetta \u00e1 ekki a\u00f0 ganga upp, svo af hverju finnst \u00fe\u00e9r eins og \u00feetta s\u00e9 allt eins og \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e1 a\u00f0 vera? Er ekki st\u00f3rfur\u00f0ulegt a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e9r skuli l\u00ed\u00f0a svona vel n\u00e1l\u00e6gt m\u00e9r, \u00fe\u00f3tt allt s\u00e9 svona einhvernveginn upp \u00ed loft? Hvernig getur veri\u00f0 svona mikil kyrr\u00f0 og r\u00f3 yfir mynd sem er \u00f6ll \u00e1 hreyfingu? Hvernig getur bleikt veri\u00f0 eldur og svona mikil gle\u00f0i \u00ed bl\u00e1manum? Og hvar er eitthva\u00f0i\u00f0 \u00ed m\u00e9r sem truflar \u00feig svona, sem f\u00e6r \u00feig til a\u00f0 horfa \u00e1 mig aftur og aftur, s\u00f6kkva inn \u00ed mig og komast samt ekki a\u00f0 ni\u00f0urst\u00f6\u00f0u um hver hann er \u00feessi undarlegi fleygur.<\/em><\/p>\n Keli er sonnetta. Grey str\u00e1kurinn heldur a\u00f0 hann s\u00e9 Kandinsky er \u00fea\u00f0 svo langt fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed. Kandinsky er \u00f3rei\u00f0a, \u00f3samr\u00e6mi, kallar \u00e1 mann;\u00a0H\u00e6, horf\u00f0u \u00e1 mig, er \u00e9g ekki spes? Komdu, \u00e9g skal skemmta \u00fe\u00e9r,<\/em> og ma\u00f0ur veit svosem a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur getur treyst \u00fev\u00ed. En Keli er ekkert \u00ed l\u00edkingu vi\u00f0 Kandinsky. Keli er, sonnetta, hreinr\u00e6ktu\u00f0 sonnetta. Alltaf sj\u00e1lfum s\u00e9r samkv\u00e6mur, alltaf vi\u00f0eigandi, s\u00fdnir svo fullkomna hluttekningu hvort sem er \u00ed sorg e\u00f0a gle\u00f0i. Og ma\u00f0ur veit alveg hvar ma\u00f0ur hefur hann en samt kemur hann st\u00f6\u00f0ugt \u00e1 \u00f3vart, kemst alltaf a\u00f0 einhverri ni\u00f0urst\u00f6\u00f0u sem er svo hr\u00edfandi og svo endanleg, sem gengur fullkomlega upp en manni hef\u00f0i samt aldrei dotti\u00f0 \u00ed hug sj\u00e1lfum. Eitthva\u00f0 \u00ed fari hans sem skilur mann alltaf eftir me\u00f0 eitthva\u00f0 svona -j\u00e1, j\u00e1 einmitt!<\/p>\n Iss, \u00e9g er ekkert n\u00fat\u00edmalist. Art\u00edfart\u00edli\u00f0i\u00f0 f\u00edlar mig allavega ekki. Ekki frekar en almennilega hringhendu. \u00c9g segi kannski ekki a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 alveg jafn fyrirsj\u00e1anleg og hringhenda og ekki n\u00e6rri jafn vel ort en n\u00fat\u00edmalist er \u00e9g ekki. \u00c6tli \u00e9g s\u00e9 \u00ed rauninni nokku\u00f0 anna\u00f0 en \u00f3merkilegt klessuverk? Fingram\u00e1lverk e\u00f0a misheppnu\u00f0 tilraun til s\u00farreal\u00edsks kve\u00f0skapar.<\/p>\n \u00c9g veit ekki alveg hva\u00f0 \u00e9g er en Hollendingurinn flj\u00fagandi verkar \u00e1 mig, ekki \u00f3svipa\u00f0 Chagall.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" -\u00c9g \u00e6tla n\u00fa ekkert \u00e1 neitt flug strax, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. Enda veit \u00e9g svosem ekki hvort er nokkurt vit \u00ed a\u00f0 vera a\u00f0 hitta hann. \u00c9g geri alveg eins r\u00e1\u00f0 fyrir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 eftir viku ver\u00f0i \u00e9g b\u00fain a\u00f0 \u00e1tta … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa