-H\u00fan svaf hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r, sag\u00f0i hann \u00feungur \u00e1 br\u00fan.
\n-J\u00e6ja, og var \u00fea\u00f0 gott e\u00f0a sl\u00e6mt? sag\u00f0i \u00e9g.
\n-Gott \u00feannig s\u00e9\u00f0, helv\u00edti f\u00ednt reyndar en m\u00e1li\u00f0 er a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 var bara helv\u00edtis grei\u00f0arei\u00f0. H\u00fan var a\u00f0 \u00feessu til a\u00f0 vera g\u00f3\u00f0 vi\u00f0 mig. H\u00fan or\u00f0a\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 m.a.s. \u00feannig.
\n-Ertu \u00e1stfanginn af henni?
\n-Nei, v\u00e1! Nei, alls ekki.<\/p>\n
-Og hvert er \u00fe\u00e1 vandam\u00e1li\u00f0? spur\u00f0i \u00e9g.
\n-N\u00fa, \u00e9g lag\u00f0ist svo l\u00e1gt a\u00f0 \u00feiggja \u00fea\u00f0 og \u00fea\u00f0 versta er a\u00f0 m\u00e9r tekst ekki almennilega a\u00f0 skammast m\u00edn fyrir \u00fea\u00f0, sag\u00f0i hann, undrandi \u00e1 \u00feessu skilningsleysi m\u00ednu.<\/p>\n
„Lag\u00f0ist svo l\u00e1gt“, sag\u00f0i hann. \u00c9g ver\u00f0 a\u00f0 j\u00e1ta a\u00f0 \u00e9g skil ekki \u00ed hverju l\u00e1gk\u00faran liggur. \u00c9g hef sj\u00e1lf veri\u00f0 g\u00f3\u00f0 vi\u00f0 karlmann \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 vera vitund \u00e1stfangin, \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 vera i\u00f0andi af losta, \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 st\u00e6\u00f0i til a\u00f0 endurtaka \u00fea\u00f0, bara af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hann \u00feurfti \u00e1 snertingu a\u00f0 halda og m\u00e9r finnst b\u00e6\u00f0i ind\u00e6lt og r\u00e9tt a\u00f0 vera g\u00f3\u00f0 vi\u00f0 vini m\u00edna. \u00c9g hef l\u00edka \u00feegi\u00f0 \u00feessh\u00e1ttar elskulegheit af g\u00f3\u00f0um manni sj\u00e1lf og \u00feegar \u00e9g f\u00f3r fr\u00e1 honum morguninn eftir sag\u00f0i \u00e9g „takk, \u00feetta var fallega gert af \u00fe\u00e9r“ og meinti hvert einasta or\u00f0.<\/p>\n
Vi\u00f0 erum endalaust a\u00f0 gera eitthva\u00f0 fyrir a\u00f0ra sem okkur langar kannski ekkert rosalega a\u00f0 gera. \u00deegar \u00e9g g\u00e6ti barna fyrir vini m\u00edna, fer seint a\u00f0 sofa af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 einhver \u00fearfna\u00f0ist huggunar, l\u00e1na peninga, s\u00e6ki einhvern \u00e1 flugv\u00f6llinn, legg tarotspil e\u00f0a hj\u00e1lpa til vi\u00f0 flutninga, er \u00fea\u00f0 ekki af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g hafi veri\u00f0 brennandi af l\u00f6ngun til a\u00f0 gera \u00feessa hluti, heldur af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vin\u00e1tta gengur \u00fat \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 gera hvert \u00f6\u00f0ru l\u00edfi\u00f0 l\u00e9ttara og \u00fea\u00f0 gle\u00f0ur mig n\u00f3gu miki\u00f0 til a\u00f0 vera \u00f3maksins vir\u00f0i.<\/p>\n
Vi\u00f0 erum l\u00edka s\u00edfellt \u00feiggja grei\u00f0a af \u00f6\u00f0rum. \u00deegar vinkona m\u00edn faldar buxur fyrir mig er \u00fea\u00f0 ekki vegna \u00feess a\u00f0 h\u00fan \u00fer\u00e1i a\u00f0 renna efni \u00ed gegnum saumav\u00e9l. \u00c9g skammast m\u00edn samt ekki neitt enda hef\u00f0i h\u00fan ekki bo\u00f0ist til \u00feess ef h\u00fan li\u00f0i s\u00e1larkvalir fyrir \u00fea\u00f0. \u00deegar \u00f3kunnugur ma\u00f0ur hj\u00e1lpar m\u00e9r a\u00f0 losa b\u00edlinn minn \u00far snj\u00f3skafli finn \u00e9g til hjartanlegs \u00feakkl\u00e6tis en ekki ni\u00f0url\u00e6gingar. \u00dea\u00f0 hvarflar ekki a\u00f0 m\u00e9r a\u00f0 nokkur geri sl\u00edkt af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 aumkunarver\u00f0. Yfirleitt er f\u00f3lk bara mj\u00f6g almennilegt af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 n\u00e1ungak\u00e6rleikur er \u00fe\u00e1ttur \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vera g\u00f3\u00f0 manneskja.<\/p>\n
Au\u00f0vita\u00f0 eru takm\u00f6rk fyrir \u00f6llu. \u00c9g geri ekki eitthva\u00f0 fyrir a\u00f0ra sem m\u00e9r finnst andstyggilegt, ekki nema mj\u00f6g miki\u00f0 liggi vi\u00f0. \u00c9g myndi ekki l\u00e1na spilaf\u00edkli peninga e\u00f0a leyfa einhverjum a\u00f0 ganga fram af m\u00e9r me\u00f0 til\u00e6tlunarsemi. \u00c9g myndi ekki hafa l\u00edknam\u00f6k vi\u00f0 holdsveikisj\u00fakling. \u00c9g sef heldur ekki hj\u00e1 einhverjum sem er \u00e1stfanginn af m\u00e9r ef \u00e9g er ekki tilb\u00fain \u00ed samband sj\u00e1lf, \u00fev\u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 v\u00e6ru bara r\u00f6ng skilabo\u00f0. En m\u00e9r finnst e\u00f0lilegt a\u00f0 vinir s\u00fdni hver \u00f6\u00f0rum \u00e1st\u00fa\u00f0 e\u00f0a vinar\u00feel og ef einhver sem er \u00ed kj\u00f6ra\u00f0st\u00f6\u00f0u til \u00feess b\u00fd\u00f0st til a\u00f0 vera g\u00f3\u00f0ur vi\u00f0 mig, og ef \u00e9g \u00e1 \u00feeirri stundu \u00fearf \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 halda, \u00fe\u00e1 skil \u00e9g bara ekki hva\u00f0 er svona ni\u00f0url\u00e6gjandi vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0.<\/p>\n
Vi\u00f0 \u00fer\u00edfumst \u00e1 k\u00e6rleika. Ekki bara \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00feiggja hann heldur l\u00edka \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 s\u00fdna k\u00e6rleika \u00ed verki. F\u00f3lk gengur andskotinn hafi \u00fea\u00f0 svo langt a\u00f0 gefa \u00far s\u00e9r l\u00edff\u00e6ri af einsk\u00e6rri \u00e1st svo hvernig \u00ed \u00f3sk\u00f6punum komumst vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00feeirri ni\u00f0urst\u00f6\u00f0u a\u00f0 l\u00edknarm\u00f6k s\u00e9u algj\u00f6rlega \u00f3bo\u00f0legur pl\u00e1stur \u00e1 einsemd mannsins \u00ed heiminum?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
-H\u00fan svaf hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r, sag\u00f0i hann \u00feungur \u00e1 br\u00fan. -J\u00e6ja, og var \u00fea\u00f0 gott e\u00f0a sl\u00e6mt? sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. -Gott \u00feannig s\u00e9\u00f0, helv\u00edti f\u00ednt reyndar en m\u00e1li\u00f0 er a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 var bara helv\u00edtis grei\u00f0arei\u00f0. H\u00fan var a\u00f0 \u00feessu til a\u00f0 vera … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa