N\u00fa er \u00e9g b\u00fain a\u00f0 gera 6 tilraunir til\u00a0a\u00f0 horfa \u00e1 Matrix og m\u00e9r finnst h\u00fan enn\u00fe\u00e1 lei\u00f0inleg. \u00c9g kemst d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0\u00a0lengra \u00ed hvert sinn, \u00e1\u00f0ur en \u00e9g sofna en \u00e9g er enn ekki b\u00fain a\u00f0 sj\u00e1\u00a0endinn. \u00deessi mynd \u00e6tti a\u00f0 vekja \u00e1huga minn en h\u00fan gerir \u00fea\u00f0 ekki. Kannski vegna \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00e9g tr\u00fai \u00fev\u00ed ekki a\u00f0 tilb\u00fain pers\u00f3na komist \u00fat \u00far blekkingunni og inn \u00ed raunveruleikann.<\/p>\n
N\u00fa or\u00f0i\u00f0 finnst m\u00e9r\u00a0raunveruleikinn hvort sem er ekkert s\u00e9rlega spennandi, allavega ekki\u00a0svo spennandi a\u00f0 \u00e9g leggi mig fram um a\u00f0 komast \u00fat \u00far sk\u00e1lds\u00f6gunni. Vi\u00f0\u00a0h\u00f6fum vissulega komist n\u00e1l\u00e6gt \u00fev\u00ed, Gosi, Ne\u00f3, \u00e9g sj\u00e1lf og sennilega\u00a0fleiri en \u00fea\u00f0 hefur ekki endilega skila\u00f0 okkur s\u00e9rstakri hamingju.<\/p>\n
Stundum veit \u00e9g ekki hvor okkar er raunverulegri, \u00e9g e\u00f0a\u00a0s\u00fdndarveruleika-\u00e9g en \u00fea\u00f0 skiptir ekki \u00f6llu m\u00e1li. S\u00fa spurning brennur\u00a0heitar \u00e1 m\u00e9r, hva\u00f0a f\u00edfl skrifa\u00f0i mig eiginlega inn \u00ed \u00feessa\u00a0\u00ferautlei\u00f0inlegu s\u00f6gu. \u00dev\u00ed ekki hef \u00e9g skrifa\u00f0 mitt eigi\u00f0 l\u00edf, svo miki\u00f0\u00a0er v\u00edst.<\/p>\n
\u00cd dag sett Keli fram alveg n\u00fdja kenningu um pers\u00f3nusk\u00f6pun\u00a0m\u00edna. Nefnilega \u00fe\u00e1 a\u00f0 mig skorti \u00e1str\u00ed\u00f0u. Nokku\u00f0 frumleg kenning \u00ed\u00a0lj\u00f3si \u00feess a\u00f0 s\u00f6gupers\u00f3nur eru oftast \u00e1str\u00ed\u00f0ufyllri en raunverulegt\u00a0f\u00f3lk. \u00dea\u00f0 merkilega er a\u00f0 hann hefur r\u00e9tt fyrir s\u00e9r. \u00dea\u00f0 er f\u00e1tt \u00ed\u00a0ver\u00f6ldinni sem m\u00e9r finnst beinl\u00ednis \u00e1hugavert. Kannski af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g tr\u00fai ekki almennilega \u00e1 raunveruleikann. Ekki fremur en sk\u00e1ldskapinn.<\/p>\n
Og sagan er hvort sem er sl\u00f6pp, ekki bara pers\u00f3nusk\u00f6punin heldur\u00a0fl\u00e9ttan l\u00edka. Ef \u00e9g m\u00e6tti sj\u00e1lf skrifa n\u00e6sta kafla, myndi \u00e9g n\u00fdta\u00a0t\u00e6kif\u00e6ri\u00f0 og lj\u00faka s\u00f6gunni. \u00de\u00e1 l\u00e9ti \u00e9g sj\u00e1lfa mig hitta mann sem\u00a0elska\u00f0i mig n\u00f3gu heitt til a\u00f0 taka fyrir kverkar m\u00ednar og frelsa mig\u00a0fr\u00e1 s\u00f6gunni. \u00dea\u00f0 er nefnilega fallegur dau\u00f0dagi \u00ed sk\u00e1ldskap, \u00fe\u00f3tt hann s\u00e9 \u00fea\u00f0 sennilega ekki \u00ed veruleikanum.<\/p>\n
\u00dea\u00f0 kemur \u00fe\u00f3 l\u00edklega ekki til\u00a0greina a\u00f0 \u00e9g f\u00e1i a\u00f0 skrifa s\u00f6guna sj\u00e1lf en auk \u00feess \u00feekki bara einn\u00a0mann sem elskar mig svo heitt og hann er \u00fev\u00ed mi\u00f0ur jafn mikill sk\u00e1ldskapur og \u00e9g sj\u00e1lf. A\u00f0eins raunverulegur ma\u00f0ur getur frelsa\u00f0\u00a0\u00edmynda\u00f0a pers\u00f3nu fr\u00e1 s\u00f6gunni sem h\u00fan er skrifu\u00f0 inn \u00ed. Og raunverulegir\u00a0menn hafa tilhneiginu til a\u00f0 vera \u00f3\u00fearflega heilbrig\u00f0ir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
N\u00fa er \u00e9g b\u00fain a\u00f0 gera 6 tilraunir til\u00a0a\u00f0 horfa \u00e1 Matrix og m\u00e9r finnst h\u00fan enn\u00fe\u00e1 lei\u00f0inleg. \u00c9g kemst d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0\u00a0lengra \u00ed hvert sinn, \u00e1\u00f0ur en \u00e9g sofna en \u00e9g er enn ekki b\u00fain a\u00f0 sj\u00e1\u00a0endinn. \u00deessi mynd \u00e6tti a\u00f0 … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa