Eitt kv\u00f6ldi\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0st Hryllingurinn bakdyramegin inn \u00ed l\u00edf manns og \u00fea\u00f0 eina sem ma\u00f0ur getur m\u00f6gulega gert \u00ed m\u00e1linu er a\u00f0 loka augunum og lifa af til morguns.<\/p>\n
\u00dea\u00f0 vill svo til a\u00f0 einmitt \u00fe\u00e1 er Keli staddur \u00ed Alban\u00edu og ma\u00f0ur veit a\u00f0 ef ma\u00f0ur sendi honum skeyti me\u00f0 \u00feessu eina\u00a0or\u00f0i „komdu“, \u00fe\u00e1 t\u00e6ki hann fyrstu v\u00e9l heim \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 krefjast sk\u00fdringa. En \u00fea\u00f0 vill einnig svo til a\u00f0 hann er a\u00f0 undirb\u00faa br\u00fa\u00f0kaupi\u00f0 sitt og \u00fear sem hann getur hvort sem er engu breytt, gerir ma\u00f0ur \u00fea\u00f0 ekki. Enda \u00e1 ma\u00f0ur Farfugl og ma\u00f0ur hringir \u00ed hann daginn eftir en hann svarar ekki. Ma\u00f0ur reynir allan daginn og um kv\u00f6ldi\u00f0 kn\u00fdr ma\u00f0ur dyra \u00e1 Dragaveginum en \u00fear er enginn heima. Ma\u00f0ur ekur \u00ed hringi um hverfi\u00f0 \u00ed von um a\u00f0 hann s\u00e9 r\u00e9tt \u00f3kominn, reynir aftur, ekur d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0 meira, fer svo heim og heldur \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lifa af.<\/p>\n
Nokkrum d\u00f6gum s\u00ed\u00f0ar drekkur ma\u00f0ur sig \u00fat \u00far \u00e1 \u00feorrabl\u00f3ti, fellur saman inni \u00e1 kl\u00f3setti og b\u00fdr til einhverjar f\u00e1r\u00e1nlegar sk\u00fdringar handa konunum sem eru af g\u00f3\u00f0mennsku sinni a\u00f0 stumra yfir manni \u00feegar \u00fe\u00e6r \u00e6ttu a\u00f0 vera a\u00f0 skemmta s\u00e9r.<\/p>\n
-Ma\u00f0ur s\u00e9r ekki alveg fram \u00far fj\u00e1rm\u00e1lunum og er gj\u00f6rsamlega a\u00f0 koksa \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vera \u00ed fullu n\u00e1mi og vinna eins og \u00fer\u00e6ll me\u00f0 sk\u00f3lanum til a\u00f0 n\u00e1 endum saman.
\n-Ma\u00f0ur \u00e1tti erfi\u00f0a \u00e6sku.
\n-Ma\u00f0ur er enn\u00fe\u00e1 \u00ed s\u00e1rum eftir skilna\u00f0inn e\u00f0a einhvern k\u00e6rasta sem gaf sk\u00edt \u00ed mann \u00e1n sk\u00fdringa.
\nAf \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 sl\u00edkt er h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 afgrei\u00f0a sem fyllir\u00edisr\u00f6fl eftir \u00e1, og sannleikann leggur ma\u00f0ur ekki \u00e1 f\u00f3lk sem ma\u00f0ur \u00feekkir ekki \u00fev\u00ed betur.<\/p>\n
Svo drekkur ma\u00f0ur meira og er a\u00f0 dau\u00f0a kominn \u00ed fatahenginu \u00feegar einhver, af einsk\u00e6rum mannk\u00e6rleika, druslar manni upp \u00ed leigub\u00edl og s\u00ed\u00f0an upp stigann, sama stiga og ma\u00f0ur hlj\u00f3p upp flissandi viku fyrr, algj\u00f6rlega sj\u00e1lfbjarga.<\/p>\n
Daginn eftir kemur Farfuglinn svo, hn\u00edgur \u00ed fa\u00f0m manns og \u00e1 b\u00e1gt af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hann losa\u00f0i sig vi\u00f0 fallegan stelpukj\u00e1na sem\u00a0auk \u00feess a\u00f0 vera b\u00e6\u00f0i heimsk og lei\u00f0inleg, var beinl\u00ednis vond vi\u00f0 hann. Ma\u00f0ur hefur \u00fearfnast hans svo s\u00e1rt a\u00f0 manni l\u00ed\u00f0ur kannski andartak eins og tilfinningalegri ruslatunnu en \u00feegar hann segir: Samt er ma\u00f0ur ekki alveg fullkomlega s\u00e1ttur og setur \u00ed gr\u00e1h\u00famor\u00edska h\u00e1lftruntug\u00edrinn; Samt tekur hann mann \u00ed fangi\u00f0 og gefur \u00fea\u00f0 sem hann \u00e1. \u00dea\u00f0 er bara svo l\u00edti\u00f0. Svo miklu minna en \u00fea\u00f0 sem ma\u00f0ur \u00fearf. E\u00f0a \u00f6\u00f0ruv\u00edsi. En \u00fea\u00f0 er allt \u00ed lagi. Ef ma\u00f0ur \u00fearf endilega a\u00f0 drekkja \u00fev\u00ed sem \u00feegar er or\u00f0i\u00f0 \u00ed kjaft\u00e6\u00f0i, \u00fe\u00e1 er til heil starfst\u00e9tt h\u00e1l\u00e6r\u00f0ra kjaftaska, sem getur svosem teki\u00f0 a\u00f0 s\u00e9r a\u00f0 segja manni \u00fea\u00f0 sem ma\u00f0ur veit, fyrir fj\u00e1rh\u00e6\u00f0 sem dugar fyrir b\u00e6\u00f0i fyrir raforkureikningnum og sojakj\u00f6tskammti m\u00e1na\u00f0arins. Ma\u00f0ur \u00fearfnast \u00feess ekki og \u00ed rauninni \u00fearf ma\u00f0ur harla l\u00edti\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00f6\u00f0ru f\u00f3lki a\u00f0 halda, \u00fev\u00ed lykillinn a\u00f0 l\u00edfshamingjunni er s\u00e1 a\u00f0 vera sj\u00e1lfum s\u00e9r n\u00f3gur. F\u00f3lk er\u00a0hvort sem er sjaldnast til sta\u00f0ar \u00feegar ma\u00f0ur \u00fearf \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 halda og \u00feegar allt kemur til alls getur enginn hj\u00e1lpa\u00f0 manni nema ma\u00f0ur sj\u00e1lfur. Ma\u00f0ur getur svosem engu breytt en ma\u00f0ur getur l\u00e6rt a\u00f0 loka augunum og lifa \u00fea\u00f0 af.<\/p>\n Svo l\u00ed\u00f0a \u00e1r og \u00e1ratugur og ma\u00f0ur lifir \u00fea\u00f0 af. Kemst algj\u00f6rlega yfir \u00fea\u00f0. Svo r\u00e6kilega a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 vir\u00f0ist ekki raunverulegra en hver \u00f6nnur martr\u00f6\u00f0 og \u00fea\u00f0 hefur engin \u00e1hrif \u00e1 eitt e\u00f0a neitt og ma\u00f0ur finnur aldrei hj\u00e1 s\u00e9r nokkra \u00fe\u00f6rf til a\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0a \u00fea\u00f0. \u00dea\u00f0 l\u00ed\u00f0ur hj\u00e1, svo r\u00e6kilega a\u00f0 manni breg\u00f0ur ekki einu sinni verulega \u00feegar ma\u00f0ur fer til dyranna, eins og ma\u00f0ur er kl\u00e6ddur, 10-11 \u00e1rum s\u00ed\u00f0ar og Hryllingurinn stendur \u00e1 tr\u00f6ppunum \u00ed eigin pers\u00f3nu. Ma\u00f0ur \u00e6\u00f0rast ekki, enda ekkert til a\u00f0 \u00e6\u00f0rast yfir, heldur v\u00edsar honum \u00e1 bug af fullri kurteisi.<\/p>\n \u00dev\u00ed mi\u00f0ur. N\u00fa \u00e1 \u00e9g ekki lengur neitt sem h\u00e6gt er a\u00f0 taka fr\u00e1 m\u00e9r, svo haf\u00f0u \u00feig \u00e1 burt \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g hef ekki t\u00edma fyrir \u00feig.<\/em> Svo stendur ma\u00f0ur \u00e1 forstofug\u00f3lfi gamals f\u00e9laga sem l\u00edklega hefur ekki miki\u00f0 a\u00f0 gera frekar en fyrri daginn. Ma\u00f0ur stendur \u00fear \u00ed krampakenndum fa\u00f0ml\u00f6gum og skelfur eins og birkihr\u00edsla undir einangun \u00far ull og d\u00fani. Ma\u00f0ur segir eitthva\u00f0 um \u00fea\u00f0, ekki af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur hafi \u00fe\u00f6rf fyrir a\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0a \u00fea\u00f0, heldur af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 s\u00e1 sem er g\u00f3\u00f0ur vi\u00f0 mann \u00e1 r\u00e9tt \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vita hvar hann hefur mann. \u00dea\u00f0 er nefnilega \u00feannig a\u00f0 \u00feegar eitthva\u00f0 \u00f3\u00fe\u00e6gilegt hendir mann, \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 ekki neitt alvarlegt, bara minni h\u00e1ttar b\u00f6gg, \u00fe\u00e1 p\u00fastar ma\u00f0ur oftast \u00fat. \u00dear me\u00f0\u00a0er \u00fea\u00f0 afgreitt og enginn reynir a\u00f0 hafa vit fyrir manni.<\/p>\n Ef ma\u00f0ur getur ekki p\u00fasta\u00f0 \u00fat, og ef ma\u00f0ur \u00ed \u00feokkab\u00f3t r\u00e6\u00f0ur s\u00e9r sj\u00e1lfur, \u00fe\u00e1 er svo au\u00f0velt a\u00f0 lj\u00faga \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfum s\u00e9r a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 megi b\u00ed\u00f0a til morguns a\u00f0 fara me\u00f0 b\u00edlinn \u00ed smurningu, a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur geti teki\u00f0 s\u00e9r fr\u00ed fr\u00e1 vinnu \u00ed nokkra daga, a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur geti fresta\u00f0 hverju verkefninu \u00e1 f\u00e6tur \u00f6\u00f0ru, sl\u00f6kkt \u00e1 s\u00edmanum og s\u00f6kkt s\u00e9r ni\u00f0ur \u00ed lj\u00f3\u00f0ager\u00f0 e\u00f0a eitthva\u00f0 \u00e1l\u00edka ar\u00f0b\u00e6rt. Hann str\u00fdkur \u00e1 manni h\u00e1ri\u00f0 og ma\u00f0ur h\u00e6ttir a\u00f0 skj\u00e1lfa af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur veit a\u00f0 \u00feetta er allt \u00ed lagi. Ma\u00f0ur veit a\u00f0 hann er til sta\u00f0ar og \u00fea\u00f0 er ekki bara eitthva\u00f0 sem hann segir af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 honum finnst a\u00f0 \u00feannig eigi \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 vera, heldur af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hann \u00fearfnast \u00feess.<\/p>\n Ma\u00f0ur \u00fearf ekki a\u00f0 fyrirver\u00f0a sig fyrir a\u00f0 \u00fearfnast einhvers sem \u00fearfnast \u00feess a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur \u00fearfnist hans. Ma\u00f0ur \u00fearf ekki a\u00f0 segja neitt heldur, \u00fev\u00ed \u00ed augnablikinu er n\u00f3g fyrir hann a\u00f0 vita a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur \u00fearfnast hans. Hann getur hvort sem er ekki gert neitt \u00ed m\u00e1linu. Nema kannski a\u00f0 vera til sta\u00f0ar \u00feegar ma\u00f0ur loksins vi\u00f0urkennir, a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 eina sem ma\u00f0ur getur gert \u00ed m\u00e1linu, er a\u00f0 opna augun og lifa \u00fea\u00f0 af.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Eitt kv\u00f6ldi\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0st Hryllingurinn bakdyramegin inn \u00ed l\u00edf manns og \u00fea\u00f0 eina sem ma\u00f0ur getur m\u00f6gulega gert \u00ed m\u00e1linu er a\u00f0 loka augunum og lifa af til morguns.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[217,1],"tags":[222],"class_list":["post-666","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-1-hluti-golanhaedir","category-oflokkad-allt-efni","tag-djupid"],"yoast_head":"\n
\nTakk fyrir a\u00f0 vera til sta\u00f0ar, \u00e9g veit a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef ekki s\u00e9rlega miki\u00f0 a\u00f0 gefa \u00feessa dagana<\/em>;\u00a0rennur upp fyrir manni a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur \u00fearfnast hans kannski fyrst og fremst vegna \u00feess hve \u00feurfandi hann er. Hann \u00fearfnast manns svo miki\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri beinl\u00ednis \u00f3r\u00f6kr\u00e9tt a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a svekktur og \u00ed rauninni er ma\u00f0ur gla\u00f0ur \u00fev\u00ed hann er lifandi s\u00f6nnun \u00feess hva\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur sj\u00e1lfur er sterkur og sj\u00e1lfbjarga og \u00e6\u00f0rulaus. Sennilega er ma\u00f0ur mun \u00feroska\u00f0ri en flest anna\u00f0 f\u00f3lk af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e1f\u00f6ll eru svo holl og \u00feroskandi og n\u00fa hefur ma\u00f0ur or\u00f0i\u00f0 fyrir enn einu sl\u00edku. Ma\u00f0ur \u00e6tti a\u00f0 vera beinl\u00ednis hamingjusamur yfir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 f\u00e1 t\u00e6kif\u00e6ri til a\u00f0 deila v\u00edsd\u00f3mi s\u00ednum um \u00e6\u00f0ruleysi\u00f0 me\u00f0 svona t\u00fdndri og \u00feurfandi s\u00e1l.<\/p>\n
\n-\u00de\u00fa veist a\u00f0 \u00e9g er s\u00e1lfr\u00e6\u00f0ih\u00f3ra. \u00c9g sel v\u00e6luskj\u00f3\u00f0um huggun gegn kynl\u00edfi og komdu n\u00fa hinga\u00f0 og borga\u00f0u fyrir \u00feig. Og hann brosir au\u00f0vita\u00f0 a\u00f0 kerksninni \u00ed manni, \u00fe\u00f3tt honum finnist \u00feetta kannski ekki beinl\u00ednis fyndi\u00f0 og \u00f6llum \u00feessum\u00a0\u00e1rum s\u00ed\u00f0ar veit ma\u00f0ur a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er \u00feetta sem hann \u00e1 vi\u00f0, \u00feegar hann segist ekki vita hvar hann hefur mann.<\/p>\n
\nHann bi\u00f0st afs\u00f6kunar og fer og ma\u00f0ur hefur unni\u00f0 mikinn pers\u00f3nulegan sigur. Samt sem \u00e1\u00f0ur tekst honum einhvernveginn a\u00f0 r\u00e6na mann \u00fev\u00ed eina sem ma\u00f0ur m\u00e1tti alls ekki missa. Hugarr\u00f3nni.<\/p>\n