-Skil \u00e9g r\u00e9tt a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa s\u00e9rt s\u00e1tt vi\u00f0 \u00feetta fyrirkomulag eins og \u00fea\u00f0 er, en hafir \u00e1hyggjur af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g taki upp \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 gera meiri kr\u00f6fur? spur\u00f0i \u00e9g.
\n-J\u00e1, \u00e9g get ekki neita\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed. \u00de\u00fa vir\u00f0ist vilja meira. Svo hef \u00e9g l\u00edka velt \u00fev\u00ed fyrir m\u00e9r hvernig \u00feetta yr\u00f0i ef vi\u00f0 eignu\u00f0umst barn.
\n-\u00c9g held a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa \u00feurfir ekki a\u00f0 hafa neinar \u00e1hyggjur af \u00fev\u00ed. Hann vill ekkert eignast barn me\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e9r, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g fann a\u00f0 h\u00fan fyrtist vi\u00f0 en h\u00fan h\u00e9lt r\u00f3 sinni.
\n-Hann er ekki tilb\u00fainn eins og er en \u00fea\u00f0 kemur n\u00fa fyrir a\u00f0 f\u00f3lk skiptir um sko\u00f0un, sag\u00f0i h\u00fan fremur kuldalega. Svo er n\u00fa ekki \u00fatiloka\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa spilir inn \u00ed \u00fe\u00e1 afst\u00f6\u00f0u. \u00deetta n\u00e1lgast tv\u00edkv\u00e6ni og \u00fea\u00f0 er n\u00f3gu fl\u00f3ki\u00f0 fj\u00f6lskyldumynstur \u00fe\u00f3tt hann \u00feurfi ekki a\u00f0 sinna uppeldi l\u00edka.
\n-Hvernig getur\u00f0u l\u00edkt \u00feessu vi\u00f0 tv\u00edkv\u00e6ni? sag\u00f0i \u00e9g, eil\u00edti\u00f0 gr\u00f6m. \u00c9g vakna ein \u00e1 morgnana, sofna oftar en ekki ein \u00e1 kv\u00f6ldin, s\u00e9 ein um fyrirt\u00e6ki\u00f0, heimili\u00f0 og reikningana, er \u00e1n hans \u00feegar \u00fei\u00f0 fari\u00f0 saman \u00ed fr\u00ed og get ekki einu sinni kynnt hann fyrir vinum og vandam\u00f6nnum. Hva\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 skylt vi\u00f0 tv\u00edkv\u00e6ni \u00fe\u00f3tt hann s\u00e9 hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r \u00feegar \u00fe\u00fa nennir hvort sem er ekki a\u00f0 sinna honum?
\n\u00c9g fann a\u00f0 \u00e9g var \u00e1 lei\u00f0 me\u00f0 a\u00f0 rei\u00f0ast og vildi helst lj\u00faka samtalinu sem fyrst.
\n-Hvern fjandann viltu m\u00e9r annars? Viltu a\u00f0 \u00e9g banni honum a\u00f0 koma til m\u00edn svo \u00fe\u00fa getir stofna\u00f0 einhverja fokkans kjarnafj\u00f6lskyldu? sag\u00f0i \u00e9g og reyndi ekki lengur a\u00f0 leyna gremjunni.<\/p>\n
-\u00c9g sag\u00f0i \u00fe\u00e9r a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e6tla\u00f0i ekki a\u00f0 bi\u00f0ja \u00feig a\u00f0 sl\u00edta \u00feessu. Hann fyndi s\u00e9r hvort sem er einhverja a\u00f0ra. En \u00fea\u00f0 vill svo til a\u00f0 ykkar samband kemur m\u00e9r vi\u00f0 og \u00e9g n\u00fa svona a\u00f0 velta \u00fev\u00ed fyrir m\u00e9r hvar \u00e9g stend. Vilt \u00fe\u00fa kannski a\u00f0 \u00e9g fari fr\u00e1 honum svo \u00fe\u00fa \u00feurfir ekki a\u00f0 vakna ein? sag\u00f0i h\u00fan og \u00fea\u00f0 var greinilega sigi\u00f0 \u00ed hana l\u00edka. \u00c9g kl\u00e1ra\u00f0i vatnsglasi\u00f0 \u00e1 me\u00f0an \u00e9g hugsa\u00f0i n\u00e6sta leik. Var m\u00e9r illa vi\u00f0 hana? Nei. En m\u00e9r \u00fe\u00f3tti ekki s\u00e9rlega v\u00e6nt um hana heldur. \u00dea\u00f0 var h\u00fan sem vildi hitta mig og \u00feegar skrattinn b\u00fd\u00f0ur \u00f6mmu sinni \u00e1 kaffih\u00fas getur hann b\u00faist vi\u00f0 \u00f6\u00f0ru en sm\u00e9ri og rj\u00f3ma. \u00c9g dr\u00f3 andann og taldi upp a\u00f0 t\u00edu.<\/p>\n -Veistu svol\u00edti\u00f0, einu sinni \u00e1tti \u00e9g vin sem vildi ekki eiga brau\u00f0rist me\u00f0 konunni sinni. Hann kveikti ekki \u00e1 muninum \u00e1 opnu sambandi og skuldbindingarlausu, fyrr en \u00feau fengu sameiginleg heimilist\u00e6ki \u00ed j\u00f3lagj\u00f6f. \u00c9g held a\u00f0 okkar ma\u00f0ur geri s\u00e9r alveg grein fyrir \u00feeim mun en samt vill hann ekki eignast barn me\u00f0 konunni sinni, hva\u00f0 segir \u00fea\u00f0 okkur? -Af hverju ver\u00f0ur f\u00f3lk eins og \u00fei\u00f0, spur\u00f0i h\u00fan. \u00c9g hl\u00f3 a\u00f0 h\u00e6tti hetja \u00cdslendingasagnanna. Og n\u00fa, \u00feegar \u00fe\u00fa situr heima og lest \u00feessar l\u00ednur get \u00e9g b\u00e6tt \u00fev\u00ed vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er r\u00e9tt sem \u00e9g segi. Hlutirnir eru venjulega<\/em>, en ekki alltaf, n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega eins og \u00feeir vir\u00f0ast vera og \u00feeir sem \u00feekkja ykkur sj\u00e1 ekki betur en a\u00f0 allt s\u00e9 \u00ed lukkunnar velstandi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" -Skil \u00e9g r\u00e9tt a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa s\u00e9rt s\u00e1tt vi\u00f0 \u00feetta fyrirkomulag eins og \u00fea\u00f0 er, en hafir \u00e1hyggjur af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g taki upp \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 gera meiri kr\u00f6fur? spur\u00f0i \u00e9g. -J\u00e1, \u00e9g get ekki neita\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed. \u00de\u00fa vir\u00f0ist vilja … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa
\n-Nei! sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. \u00c9g vil \u00fea\u00f0 ekki neitt. \u00c9g er reyndar ekki jafn s\u00e1tt og \u00fe\u00fa \u00feykist vera. \u00c9g hef alveg hugsa\u00f0 um hvernig v\u00e6ri a\u00f0 b\u00faa me\u00f0 honum EF hann k\u00e6mi a\u00f0 eigin frumkv\u00e6\u00f0i en \u00e9g er n\u00fa samt ekki eins spennt fyrir \u00fev\u00ed og \u00fe\u00fa heldur. Til hvers svosem? Hann sefur fram a\u00f0 h\u00e1degi ef hann kemst upp me\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 svo \u00e9g myndi hvort sem er vakna ein. \u00c9g hef s\u00e9\u00f0 inn \u00ed b\u00edlsk\u00farinn ykkar og held a\u00f0 ruslaskr\u00edmsli\u00f0 myndi flytja \u00fat me\u00f0 honum en ekki \u00fe\u00e9r og fyrir m\u00e9r er drasl uppspretta mikillar \u00f3hamingju. Auk \u00feess yr\u00f0i hann \u00fe\u00e1 eins og gr\u00e1r k\u00f6ttur heima hj\u00e1 \u00de\u00c9R svo \u00e9g fengi fleiri galla en kosti. \u00c9g hef fyrir m\u00edna parta teki\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 afst\u00f6\u00f0u a\u00f0 \u00feetta s\u00e9 „as good as it gets“ svo \u00fe\u00fa \u00fearft ekki a\u00f0 hafa \u00e1hyggjur af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e6tli a\u00f0 rugga b\u00e1tnum.
\n<\/em>
\nHenni virtist l\u00e9tta. Gott ef \u00f6rla\u00f0i ekki \u00e1 brosi. \u00c9g var r\u00e9tt \u00ed \u00feann veginn a\u00f0 j\u00e6ja mig \u00fat \u00feegar h\u00fan byrja\u00f0i aftur.
\n-En hva\u00f0 ef kemur a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hann vill eignast barn? Ver\u00f0ur \u00fe\u00fa \u00fe\u00e1 s\u00e1tt vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 hafa minna af honum a\u00f0 segja en \u00e1\u00f0ur?
\n-Hann vill alveg b\u00f6rn. Bara ekki me\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e9r, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. Og \u00fe\u00e9r finnst n\u00fa v\u00e6ntanlega smekklegra a\u00f0 hafa hann me\u00f0 \u00ed r\u00e1\u00f0um ef \u00fe\u00fa \u00e6tlar honum a\u00f0 fj\u00f6lga s\u00e9r?
\n-Vi\u00f0 k\u00fagum ekki hvort anna\u00f0. \u00c9g ney\u00f0i hann ekki til barneigna en hann hindrar mig heldur ekkert \u00ed \u00feeim ef \u00fea\u00f0 er \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00e9g vil. Ef kemur a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 mig vantar barn \u00fe\u00e1 get or\u00f0i\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00fati um \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e1n hans a\u00f0komu. Samt er \u00fea\u00f0 n\u00fa svo, a\u00f0 \u00e1 me\u00f0an hann b\u00fdr m\u00e9r en ekki \u00fe\u00e9r k\u00e6mi \u00fea\u00f0 \u00ed hans hlut a\u00f0 leika pabbann.<\/p>\n
\n-A\u00f0 hann s\u00e9 \u00ed kr\u00edsu kannski, svara\u00f0i h\u00fan pollr\u00f3leg. Allavega ekki a\u00f0 hann vilji ekki skuldbindingar \u00fev\u00ed vi\u00f0 h\u00f6fum helling af \u00feeim n\u00fa \u00feegar. Hva\u00f0 var\u00f0 annars um brau\u00f0ristina?
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 veit \u00e9g ekki. \u00deau eignu\u00f0ust barn tveimur \u00e1rum s\u00ed\u00f0ar. \u00deau hanga saman \u00e1 vans\u00e6ldinni a\u00f0 me\u00f0altali 10 m\u00e1nu\u00f0i \u00e1 \u00e1ri og skilja svo \u00ed nokkrar vikur \u00feess \u00e1 milli. Brau\u00f0rist er nefnilega ekki mj\u00f6g alvarleg skuldbinding g\u00e6skan. Ekki h\u00fas og b\u00edll heldur. En barn er skuldbinding og okkar ma\u00f0ur veit \u00fea\u00f0.
\n-Minn ma\u00f0ur reyndar, ekki okkar.
\n-\u00deinn ma\u00f0ur, gott og vel, \u00feinn ma\u00f0ur veit a\u00f0 barn er skuldbinding og hann vill ekki sl\u00edka skuldbindingu.
\n-Hann er heldur ekkert a\u00f0 fara eignast barn me\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e9r, sag\u00f0i h\u00fan og reyndi a\u00f0 halda k\u00falinu en t\u00f3kst \u00fea\u00f0 ekki alveg. \u00c9g \u00e1kva\u00f0 a\u00f0 svara ekki.<\/p>\n
\n-Eins og vi\u00f0 hvernig?
\n-\u00de\u00fa veist vel hva\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e1 vi\u00f0.
\n-\u00de\u00fa talar eins og \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 sj\u00faklegt e\u00f0a rangt a\u00f0 hafa annan smekk en \u00fe\u00fa sj\u00e1lf.
\n-\u00c9g \u00feekki engan sem \u00fe\u00e6tti \u00feetta ekki skr\u00fdti\u00f0. Annars er \u00e9g ekkert a\u00f0 d\u00e6ma neinn. \u00c9g er bara a\u00f0 p\u00e6la \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed af hverju hann er svona miki\u00f0 hj\u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r. \u00dea\u00f0 hl\u00fdtur a\u00f0 vera eitthva\u00f0 meira en \u00feetta.
\n-Kannski segir hann satt. Kannski bara elskar hann mig svona miki\u00f0.
\n-Kyssist \u00fei\u00f0?
\n-Skiptir \u00fea\u00f0 m\u00e1li?
\n-Nei en mig langar samt a\u00f0 vita \u00fea\u00f0.
\n-Spur\u00f0u hann \u00fe\u00e1.
\n<\/em>
\nH\u00fan hika\u00f0i ekki, s\u00fdndi ekki svipbrig\u00f0i og r\u00f6ddin bar hvorki vott um \u00e1kve\u00f0ni n\u00e9 umkomuleysi. \u00dea\u00f0 var \u00f6llu heldur eins og h\u00fan v\u00e6ri a\u00f0 svara s\u00edmak\u00f6nnun um sj\u00f3nvarps\u00e1horf vikunnar.
\n-\u00c9g vil ekki missa hann, sag\u00f0i h\u00fan.
\n-\u00de\u00fa ert ekkert a\u00f0 missa hann. Ekki til m\u00edn allavega, svara\u00f0i \u00e9g \u00feurrlega.
\n-Segir \u00fe\u00fa sem heldur \u00fev\u00ed fram a\u00f0 hlutirnir s\u00e9u yfirleitt n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega eins og \u00feeir l\u00edti \u00fat fyrir a\u00f0 vera, hnussa\u00f0i \u00ed henni.<\/p>\n
\n-Og hva\u00f0 l\u00edt \u00e9g \u00fat fyrir a\u00f0 vera g\u00e6skan? Kona sem helst \u00e1 karlmanni kannski?
\n-\u00de\u00e9r hefur haldist \u00e1 okkar manni nokku\u00f0 lengi, svara\u00f0i h\u00fan.
\n-Okkur, lei\u00f0r\u00e9tti \u00e9g. Okkur hefur haldist \u00e1 honum \u00fe\u00f3 nokku\u00f0 lengi.<\/p>\n