Eins og \u00fe\u00fa veist er \u00e9g k\u00e6rleiksbl\u00f3m \u00ed \u00e1l\u00f6gum.<\/p>\n
Nei, minn bl\u00ed\u00f0i og fr\u00ed\u00f0i, \u00fea\u00f0 var ekkert s\u00e9rlega kl\u00e1rt hj\u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r a\u00f0 \u00e1tta \u00feig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed. \u00dea\u00f0 \u00fearf ekki snillig\u00e1fu til a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 \u00ed gegnum mig og \u00fe\u00fa ert n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega jafn vitlaus og \u00fe\u00fa l\u00edtur \u00fat fyrir a\u00f0 vera.<\/p>\n
Allavega, \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00e9g vildi sagt hafa er \u00feetta. \u00c9g veit a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa vilt frelsa mig \u00far \u00e1l\u00f6gunum og \u00e9g met \u00fea\u00f0 mikils. \u00cd alv\u00f6ru, \u00e9g met \u00fea\u00f0 mikils. En \u00fea\u00f0 er ekki h\u00e6gt. M\u00e9r n\u00e6gir ekki saml\u00ed\u00f0unin me\u00f0 \u00c1stu S\u00f3llilju \u00e1 j\u00f6r\u00f0inni og \u00fe\u00fa \u00e1tt ekkert meira a\u00f0 gefa. Nei. \u00c9g geri ekki r\u00e1\u00f0 fyrir a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa \u00feekkir \u00feessa \u00c1stu S\u00f3llilju en \u00fea\u00f0 skiptir ekki m\u00e1li, \u00feessi texti er einr\u00e6\u00f0a hvort sem er, ekki skrifa\u00f0ur \u00fe\u00edn vegna heldur sj\u00e1lfrar m\u00edn. (Listamenn eru nefnilega eg\u00f3istar dau\u00f0ans og \u00fear sem \u00e9g \u00e6tla a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a \u00fej\u00f3\u00f0sk\u00e1ld \u00feegar \u00e9g er or\u00f0in st\u00f3r er v\u00edst ekki seinna v\u00e6nna a\u00f0 fara a\u00f0 \u00e6fa mig \u00ed almennri eigingirni og \u00f6\u00f0rum sk\u00edth\u00e6lsh\u00e6tti.) Og nei, \u00e9g fyrirl\u00edt \u00feig ekki fyrir a\u00f0 \u00feekkja ekki \u00c1stu S\u00f3llilju og k\u00f3. \u00c9g er alls ekki eins snobbu\u00f0 og \u00fe\u00fa heldur.<\/p>\n
Nei gulli\u00f0 mitt, \u00e9g fyrirl\u00edt \u00feig ekki fyrir a\u00f0 tilheyra \u00f6\u00f0rum heimi en \u00e9g, fyrir a\u00f0 hafa \u00f6nnur hug\u00f0arefni, a\u00f0ra \u00feekkingu og annan hugsunarh\u00e1tt en \u00e9g. \u00c9g fyrirl\u00edt \u00feig ekki baun en \u00e9g hata \u00feig stundum svol\u00edti\u00f0. \u00c9g hata \u00feig \u00feegar \u00fe\u00fa ert ert g\u00f3\u00f0ur vi\u00f0 mig, \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g s\u00e9 eins og \u00e9g er. \u00c9g hata \u00feig \u00feegar \u00fe\u00fa fyrirgefur m\u00e9r fyrir a\u00f0 vera \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00e9g er. \u00c9g hata \u00feig \u00feegar \u00fe\u00fa reynir a\u00f0 bjarga m\u00e9r fr\u00e1 sj\u00e1lfri m\u00e9r.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g \u00fearfnast ekki hl\u00fdhugs. \u00c9g \u00fearfnast ekki fyrirgefningar. \u00c9g \u00fearfnast ekki bj\u00f6rgunar. \u00dea\u00f0 eina sem mig vantar \u00ed ver\u00f6ldinni er \u00e1st. Og \u00e1stin sprettur ekki bara af k\u00e6rleika, ekki bara af \u00e1str\u00ed\u00f0u, heldur fyrst og fremst af skilningi. Og \u00fe\u00fa botnar ekkert \u00ed m\u00e9r. \u00de\u00fa g\u00e6tir ekki elska\u00f0 mig vegna \u00feess sem \u00e9g er. \u00de\u00fa g\u00e6tir aldrei sagt vi\u00f0 mig; pr\u00edla\u00f0u \u00fearna upp ef \u00fe\u00fa endilega vilt drepa \u00feig, \u00e9g ver\u00f0 til sta\u00f0ar \u00feegar \u00fe\u00fa dettur. \u00c9g hef aldrei bori\u00f0 neina s\u00e9rstaka vir\u00f0ingu\u00a0fyrir Sn\u00e6fr\u00ed\u00f0i \u00cdslandss\u00f3l, \u00feeirri uppskr\u00fafu\u00f0u dekurr\u00f3fu og ekki vil \u00e9g l\u00edkjast henni. En jafnvel \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g sl\u00e6gi af kr\u00f6funum yr\u00f0ir \u00fe\u00fa ekki efstur \u00e1 varamannalistanum. Ekki me\u00f0an l\u00edf \u00feitt stj\u00f3rnast af \u00e1fengi.<\/p>\n
Nei, \u00e9g hata \u00feig ekki fyrir \u00feennan veikleika \u00feinn. Stundum fyrirl\u00edt \u00e9g \u00feig svol\u00edti\u00f0 fyrir a\u00f0 takast ekki \u00e1 vi\u00f0 hann en \u00e9g hata \u00feig ekki. \u00dea\u00f0 ert ekki \u00fe\u00fa sem ert vandam\u00e1li\u00f0, heldur \u00e9g. M\u00e1li\u00f0 er a\u00f0 \u00e9g botna ekkert \u00ed \u00fe\u00e9r. \u00c9g fyrirgef \u00fe\u00e9r fyrir a\u00f0 vera \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00fe\u00fa ert. Mig dau\u00f0langar til a\u00f0 bjarga \u00fe\u00e9r fr\u00e1 sj\u00e1lfum \u00fe\u00e9r. Og \u00feessvegna g\u00e6ti \u00e9g \u00feess vandlega a\u00f0\u00a0vera h\u00e6filega vond vi\u00f0 \u00feig. Svo \u00fe\u00fa hafir eitthva\u00f0 til a\u00f0 fyrirgefa m\u00e9r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Eins og \u00fe\u00fa veist er \u00e9g k\u00e6rleiksbl\u00f3m \u00ed \u00e1l\u00f6gum. Nei, minn bl\u00ed\u00f0i og fr\u00ed\u00f0i, \u00fea\u00f0 var ekkert s\u00e9rlega kl\u00e1rt hj\u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r a\u00f0 \u00e1tta \u00feig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed. \u00dea\u00f0 \u00fearf ekki snillig\u00e1fu til a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 \u00ed gegnum mig og \u00fe\u00fa ert n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa