Farfuglinn hringdi \u00ed mig \u00ed g\u00e6rkv\u00f6ld og bau\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00ed heims\u00f3kn. Honum var d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0 ni\u00f0r\u00ed fyrir en \u00fea\u00f0 er \u00fe\u00f3 hvorki fyllir\u00ed n\u00e9 kvennafar sem er a\u00f0 plaga hann n\u00fana. Eitthva\u00f0 er a\u00f0 angra hann en hann gerir s\u00e9r l\u00edklega ekki grein fyrir \u00fev\u00ed sj\u00e1lfur. S\u00fdndi verulega g\u00f3\u00f0an leik \u00ed hlutverki manns sem er \u00ed \u00feokkalegu jafnv\u00e6gi og veit nokkurnveginn hva\u00f0 hann vill. <\/p>\n
Hann segist vera a\u00f0 ganga \u00ed gegnum hamskipti og vera kominn a\u00f0 \u00feeirri ni\u00f0urst\u00f6\u00f0u a\u00f0 sig langi meira a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a listama\u00f0ur en bankastj\u00f3ri \u00feegar hann er or\u00f0inn st\u00f3r. \u00c9g hef \u00feekkt hann \u00cd 18 \u00e1r og \u00feekki hann bara \u00fe\u00f3 nokku\u00f0 vel. \u00c9g hef aldrei skili\u00f0 hvernig \u00ed \u00f3sk\u00f6punum \u00fea\u00f0 hvarfla\u00f0i nokkurn t\u00edma a\u00f0 honum a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a eitthva\u00f0 anna\u00f0 en listama\u00f0ur. L\u00edklega bara v\u00e6ntingar umhverfisins og \u00f3tti vi\u00f0 f\u00e1t\u00e6kt.<\/p>\n
Hann er \u00e1n\u00e6g\u00f0ur \u00fe\u00f3tt einhverjir konfliktar kraumi undir yfirbor\u00f0inu. S\u00fdndi m\u00e9r m\u00e1lverk, l\u00e9t mig renna yfir heilt sm\u00e1sagnasafn, las fyrir mig lj\u00f3\u00f0ab\u00e1lk og s\u00f6ng sig \u00ed gegnum heilt t\u00f3nleikapr\u00f3gramm.
\n-Veit a\u00f0 \u00e9g er frekar eg\u00f3centr\u00edskur \u00ed augnablikinu en ef \u00fe\u00fa vilt tala skal \u00e9g hlusta me\u00f0 hluttekningu, sag\u00f0i hann. \u00c9g f\u00edla einmitt \u00feetta \u00ed fari hans. Hann talar hreint \u00fat, feisar sj\u00e1lfan sig \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 bi\u00f0jast afs\u00f6kunar \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed hver hann er.<\/p>\n
Samband mitt vi\u00f0 farfuglinn er kannski \u00fea\u00f0 \u00f6ruggasta sem \u00e9g hef upplifa\u00f0. Vi\u00f0 h\u00f6fum alltaf veri\u00f0 einl\u00e6g hvort gagnvart \u00f6\u00f0ru. Vi\u00f0 h\u00f6fum skipst \u00e1 reynslus\u00f6gum, hugrenningum og sko\u00f0unum \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 stimpla e\u00f0a d\u00e6ma, alltaf veri\u00f0 til sta\u00f0ar hvort fyrir anna\u00f0 (e\u00f0a allavega \u00e9g) \u00fe\u00f3tt vi\u00f0 h\u00f6fum stundum ekki hist \u00e1rum saman. Auk \u00feess erum vi\u00f0 jafningjar hva\u00f0 var\u00f0ar greind, menntun, efnahag, vann\u00fdtta h\u00e6fileika og skilning \u00e1 mannlegu e\u00f0li. \u00datlitslega s\u00e9\u00f0 erum vi\u00f0 l\u00edka \u00ed svipu\u00f0um klassa og j\u00fa, \u00fea\u00f0 skiptir v\u00edst m\u00e1li. Hann hefur metna\u00f0 fram yfir mig, kann betur a\u00f0 \u00e6sa upp eldm\u00f3\u00f0inn\u00a0\u00ed sj\u00e1lfum s\u00e9r og er b\u00fainn a\u00f0 koma s\u00e9r \u00ed vir\u00f0ulega st\u00f6\u00f0u. \u00c9g hef hins vegar betri stj\u00f3rn \u00e1 l\u00edfi m\u00ednu \u00e1 flestum \u00f6\u00f0rum svi\u00f0um, har\u00f0ari skr\u00e1p og meira \u00fathald \u00ed erfi\u00f0leikum.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g h\u00e9lt \u00e1 t\u00edmabili a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 \u00e6ttum eftir a\u00f0 vera saman \u00ed alv\u00f6ru. Vi\u00f0 vorum tr\u00fana\u00f0arvinir \u00f6ll \u00feessi \u00e1r. Vi\u00f0 sv\u00e1fum saman \u00feegar hann var ekki \u00e1 f\u00f6stu. Ma\u00f0ur hef\u00f0i haldi\u00f0 a\u00f0 sl\u00edkt samband v\u00e6ri \u00e1g\u00e6tur grunnur fyrir eitthva\u00f0 meira. Hann \u00e1tti alltaf k\u00e6rustur af og til en \u00feegar hann lenti \u00ed tilvistarkreppu hringdi hann samt \u00ed mig en ekki \u00fe\u00e6r. \u00c9g spur\u00f0i hann einu sinni hvers vegna vi\u00f0 hef\u00f0um aldrei or\u00f0i\u00f0 par. Hann gat ekki svara\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed. Sag\u00f0i bara a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri \u00f6rugglega ekki af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 nokku\u00f0 v\u00e6ri athugavert vi\u00f0 mig og a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef\u00f0i svosem aldrei fari\u00f0 fram \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0. \u00dea\u00f0 er r\u00e9tt, \u00e9g f\u00f3r ekki fram \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0. Langa\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 ekki n\u00f3gu miki\u00f0 til a\u00f0 fara b\u00f3narlei\u00f0 a\u00f0 honum. B\u00fdst vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 hann hafi bara aldrei or\u00f0i\u00f0 \u00e1stfanginn af m\u00e9r. Karlmenn eru yfirleitt svo miklir tilfinningavinglar inni vi\u00f0 beini\u00f0. Halda a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 skipti \u00ed alv\u00f6ru einhverju m\u00e1li a\u00f0 vera \u00e1stfanginn.<\/p>\n
Stundum fannst m\u00e9r eins og hann liti \u00e1 mig sem tilfinningalega ruslatunnu. Seinna skildi \u00e9g a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 var rangur misskilningur. M\u00e9r ver\u00f0ur alltaf hugsa\u00f0 til hans \u00feegar \u00e9g heyri \u00e1kve\u00f0nar l\u00ednur \u00far F\u00edlahir\u00f0inum fr\u00e1 S\u00far\u00edn;<\/p>\n
M\u00e9r fannst stundum eins og \u00fe\u00fa jafnvel elska\u00f0ir mig svol\u00edti\u00f0<\/em> Vi\u00f0 sofum ekki lengur saman en \u00fea\u00f0 er bara af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hann \u00e1 konu og hvorugt okkar er \u00ed tilvistarkreppu. Samt er vin\u00e1tta okkar s\u00f6m. D\u00fdpri ef eitthva\u00f0 er. Og \u00e9g held \u00e9g s\u00e9 loksins b\u00fain a\u00f0 \u00e1tta mig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed hvers vegna \u00e9g skipti hann m\u00e1li.<\/p>\n \u00c9g held a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 konan sem fyllir \u00e6\u00f0ar hans af endorf\u00edni.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Farfuglinn hringdi \u00ed mig \u00ed g\u00e6rkv\u00f6ld og bau\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00ed heims\u00f3kn. Honum var d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0 ni\u00f0r\u00ed fyrir en \u00fea\u00f0 er \u00fe\u00f3 hvorki fyllir\u00ed n\u00e9 kvennafar sem er a\u00f0 plaga hann n\u00fana. Eitthva\u00f0 er a\u00f0 angra hann en hann gerir s\u00e9r l\u00edklega … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa
\n -allavega gafstu \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00fe\u00fa \u00e1ttir.<\/em><\/p>\n