-M\u00e9r \u00feykir \u00fe\u00fa k\u00f6ld, a\u00f0 fara til \u00fatlanda fyrirvaralaust, me\u00f0 bl\u00e1\u00f3kunnugum manni, sag\u00f0i Keli.
\n-Enginn hefur ska\u00f0a\u00f0 mig hinga\u00f0 til nema f\u00f3lk sem \u00e9g \u00feekkti og treysti, svara\u00f0i \u00e9g. Keli hl\u00f3.
\n-\u00deannig a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e9r finnst r\u00f6kr\u00e9tt a\u00f0 treysta \u00feeim sem \u00fe\u00fa \u00feekkir ekki, frekar en vinum \u00fe\u00ednum? \u00dea\u00f0 finnst m\u00e9r athyglisver\u00f0 ni\u00f0ursta\u00f0a.
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 sem \u00e9g \u00e1 vi\u00f0 er a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur veit aldrei hverjum ma\u00f0ur getur treyst en flest f\u00f3lk reynist manni samt vel. Ef einhver minna bestu vina v\u00e6ri axarmor\u00f0ingi, myndi hann sennilega ekki segja m\u00e9r fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed og ef \u00e9g teysti vini m\u00ednum, sem s\u00ed\u00f0ar reynist axarmor\u00f0ingi, \u00fev\u00ed skyldi \u00e9g \u00fe\u00e1 ekki alveg eins treysta \u00f3kunnugum manni sem hefur ekki gefi\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0u til annars?<\/p>\n
Keli sag\u00f0i a\u00f0 kannski ylti \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 nokkru leyti \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed hversu g\u00f3\u00f0ur mann\u00feekkjari ma\u00f0ur v\u00e6ri, hvort og hven\u00e6r v\u00e6ri \u00f3h\u00e6tt a\u00f0 treysta f\u00f3lki. \u00c9g er ekki eins viss. \u00c9g er ekki mann\u00feekkjari og \u00e6tti \u00fev\u00ed kannski aldrei a\u00f0 treysta neinum. \u00dea\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e6tti m\u00e9r sl\u00e6mt. \u00cd raun er \u00feetta bara spurning um j\u00e1kv\u00e6tt e\u00f0a neikv\u00e6tt vi\u00f0horf til mannskepnunnar. Allavega fyrir \u00fe\u00e1 sem ekki hafa s\u00e9rstaka h\u00e6fileika til a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 innr\u00e6ti f\u00f3lks \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 kynnast \u00fev\u00ed. Sm\u00e1msaman \u00e1 l\u00edfslei\u00f0inni tekur ma\u00f0ur anna\u00f0hvort \u00fe\u00e1 afst\u00f6\u00f0u a\u00f0 treysta f\u00f3lki \u00fear til kemur \u00ed lj\u00f3s a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er ekki \u00f3h\u00e6tt e\u00f0a ma\u00f0ur \u00e1kve\u00f0ur a\u00f0 treysta f\u00f3lki ekki, fyrr en \u00fea\u00f0 hefur \u00e1unni\u00f0 s\u00e9r traust. Hi\u00f0 sama gildir um allt anna\u00f0 sem vi\u00f0kemur mannlegum samskiptum.<\/p>\n
S\u00fdnir ma\u00f0ur f\u00f3lki vir\u00f0ingu \u00fear til ma\u00f0ur sannf\u00e6rist um a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 ekki vir\u00f0ingarvert e\u00f0a \u00fearf f\u00f3lk a\u00f0 sanna sig fyrst?<\/p>\n
Elskar ma\u00f0ur \u00f3hika\u00f0 e\u00f0a \u00fearf j\u00e1tningu fr\u00e1 hinum a\u00f0ilanum til a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur \u00feori a\u00f0 taka \u00e1h\u00e6ttu \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a fyrir s\u00e1rsauka og h\u00f6fnun?<\/p>\n
\u00c9g er bl\u00e1eyg. \u00c9g geri r\u00e1\u00f0 fyrir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 flest f\u00f3lk s\u00e9 \u00e1g\u00e6tis f\u00f3lk. Me\u00f0 \u00f6llum \u00feeim \u00e1g\u00f6llum og \u00f3ge\u00f0i sem mannskepnunni er e\u00f0lisl\u00e6gt en samt sem \u00e1\u00f0ur verur sem \u00ed grundvallaratri\u00f0um er \u00e1n\u00e6gjulegt a\u00f0 eiga samskipti vi\u00f0. \u00dea\u00f0 hl\u00fdtur a\u00f0 vera erfitt a\u00f0 bur\u00f0ast me\u00f0 st\u00f6\u00f0uga tortryggni og geta aldrei treyst neinum e\u00f0a s\u00fdnt einl\u00e6ga vinsemd, fyrr en vi\u00f0komandi er b\u00fainn a\u00f0 leysa einhvern verkefnapakka. \u00c9g er ekki einu sinni viss um a\u00f0 me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed m\u00f3ti ver\u00f0i ma\u00f0ur fyrir f\u00e6rri skakkaf\u00f6llum.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g gef f\u00f3lki f\u00faslega t\u00e6kif\u00e6ri til a\u00f0 fara illa me\u00f0 mig og reyndin er s\u00fa a\u00f0 f\u00e6stir n\u00fdta \u00fea\u00f0 t\u00e6kif\u00e6ri. \u00deeir sem n\u00fdta \u00fea\u00f0 f\u00e1 anna\u00f0 t\u00e6kif\u00e6ri ef \u00feeir bi\u00f0ja um \u00fea\u00f0, ef m\u00e9r \u00feykir v\u00e6nt um \u00fe\u00e1 \u00feurfa \u00feeir ekki einu sinni a\u00f0 fara fram \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0. \u00dea\u00f0 sorglega er a\u00f0 \u00feeir sem \u00e9g hef elska\u00f0 svo heitt a\u00f0 \u00e9g var rei\u00f0ub\u00fain til a\u00f0 gefa \u00feeim fleiri en tv\u00f6 t\u00e6kif\u00e6ri til a\u00f0\u00a0ska\u00f0a mig, \u00feeir n\u00fdttu \u00feau \u00f6ll og gr\u00f3fu jafnvel upp fleiri. Stundum fannst m\u00e9r \u00fea\u00f0 n\u00e6stum grimmdarlegt. En kannski er e\u00f0lilegt a\u00f0 f\u00f3lki s\u00e9 \u00ed mun a\u00f0 sanna a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 ekki traustsins vert? Kannski \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 einfaldlega inngreipt \u00ed e\u00f0li mannsins a\u00f0 \u00feurfa alltaf a\u00f0 vera a\u00f0 sanna a\u00f0 a\u00f0rir hafi rangt fyrir s\u00e9r? Ef ma\u00f0ur er tortrygginn vill s\u00e1 \u00f3kunnugi sanna a\u00f0 honum s\u00e9 treystandi. Ef ma\u00f0ur s\u00fdnir einhverjum \u00f3ver\u00f0skulda\u00f0 traust, \u00fearf hann a\u00f0 sanna a\u00f0 manni hafi skj\u00e1tlast. Getur \u00fea\u00f0 veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 manneskjan s\u00e9 svona mikil gelgja? Ef svo er, er kannski skynsamlegra a\u00f0 krefjast \u00feess a\u00f0 f\u00f3lk sanni sig \u00e1\u00f0ur en ma\u00f0ur b\u00fd\u00f0ur \u00fea\u00f0 velkomi\u00f0, en \u00feannig vil \u00e9g ekki lifa.<\/p>\n
Enn gu\u00f0ar draugur \u00e1 glugga. Segir a\u00f0 \u00e1n trausts s\u00e9 allur fagurgali f\u00e1n\u00fdtt hjal en \u00fea\u00f0 eigi reyndar einnig vi\u00f0 um sannleikann. \u00c9g ver\u00f0 a\u00f0 j\u00e1ta a\u00f0 hann kemst vel a\u00f0 or\u00f0i og hann hefur r\u00e9tt fyrir s\u00e9r. \u00cd dag finnst m\u00e9r jafnvel sannleikurinn f\u00e1n\u00fdtur, \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g hafi be\u00f0i\u00f0 \u00feess \u00ed 9 \u00e1r a\u00f0 f\u00e1 s\u00f6guna alla. Og hvers vegna \u00ed \u00f3sk\u00f6punum \u00e6tti \u00e9g a\u00f0 treysta honum n\u00fa? Hann f\u00e9kk sannarlega n\u00e6g t\u00e6kif\u00e6ri til a\u00f0 misbj\u00f3\u00f0a m\u00e9r og hann n\u00fdtti \u00feau \u00f6ll. \u00deegar allt kemur til alls er ma\u00f0urinn \u00fea\u00f0 sem hann gerir.<\/p>\n
Hann er, \u00fer\u00e1tt fyrir \u00e1g\u00e6ta greind og gn\u00e6g\u00f0 pers\u00f3nut\u00f6fra, illa farinn af tilefnislausri minnim\u00e1ttarkennd sem hefur gert hann h\u00e9g\u00f3mlegan. Hann \u00fer\u00edfst \u00e1 athygli og a\u00f0d\u00e1un. \u00deyrstir svo s\u00e1rlega \u00ed athygli og a\u00f0d\u00e1un a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er n\u00e1nast sama hva\u00f0an gott kemur \u00ed \u00feeim efnum. Og \u00fe\u00f3. \u00dea\u00f0 er v\u00edst ekki verra ef hin a\u00f0d\u00e1unarfulla er ekki beinl\u00ednis greindarskert. Og ef h\u00fan er \u00feokkalega \u00fatl\u00edtandi l\u00edka hl\u00fdtur s\u00e6milegt eg\u00f3b\u00fast a\u00f0 f\u00e1st \u00fat \u00far \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 hana fleygja s\u00e9r \u00ed g\u00f3lfi\u00f0 og syngja<\/p>\n
„\u00c9g er gl\u00f6\u00f0 og \u00e9g er
\ng\u00f3\u00f0, \u00fev\u00ed J\u00f3n er kominn heim“.<\/p>\n
En n\u00fa man \u00e9g ekki lengur \u00fea\u00f0 kv\u00e6\u00f0i.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
-M\u00e9r \u00feykir \u00fe\u00fa k\u00f6ld, a\u00f0 fara til \u00fatlanda fyrirvaralaust, me\u00f0 bl\u00e1\u00f3kunnugum manni, sag\u00f0i Keli. -Enginn hefur ska\u00f0a\u00f0 mig hinga\u00f0 til nema f\u00f3lk sem \u00e9g \u00feekkti og treysti, svara\u00f0i \u00e9g. Keli hl\u00f3.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[217,1],"tags":[222],"class_list":["post-557","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-1-hluti-golanhaedir","category-oflokkad-allt-efni","tag-djupid"],"yoast_head":"\n