Gr\u00fdlan er brostin \u00e1 fyrir alv\u00f6ru. Svefntruflanir, fl\u00f6kurleiki, m\u00e1ttleysi, magaverkir, v\u00f6\u00f0vab\u00f3lga, sinadr\u00e1ttur og n\u00e6tursviti. \u00c9g naga neglurnar, \u00feamba mj\u00f3lk, ver\u00f0ur ekkert \u00far verki, for\u00f0ast \u00f3\u00fe\u00e6gileg vi\u00f0fangsefni, f\u00e6 skj\u00e1lftak\u00f6st \u00ed hvert sinn sem s\u00edminn hringir. Ef \u00feetta versnar ver\u00f0 \u00e9g l\u00f6gst \u00ed gr\u00e1tk\u00f6st um helgina.<\/p>\n
M\u00e9r skilst a\u00f0 f\u00e1t\u00e6kt f\u00f3lk sem ver\u00f0ur skyndilega r\u00edkt gangi \u00ed gegnum sama tilfinningaferli og \u00feeir sem ver\u00f0a gjald\u00ferota. Eins og l\u00edkaminn reikni me\u00f0 a\u00f0 allt fari \u00e1 versta veg og s\u00e9 a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 lj\u00faka \u00fev\u00ed af me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 kalla fram \u00e1stand sem hann \u00feekkir og skilur. \u00deetta er eitthva\u00f0 svipa\u00f0 og hefur reyndar komi\u00f0 fyrir mig \u00e1\u00f0ur. \u00c9g leggst \u00ed fullkomlega \u00f3r\u00f6kr\u00e9tta og tilefnislausa \u00e1starsorg, bara af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 fram \u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00e9g g\u00e6ti haft einhverju a\u00f0 tapa ef \u00e9g leyfi \u00feessu a\u00f0 ganga lengra. Minn aumingjasj\u00fakd\u00f3mur er ekki skuldbindingarf\u00e6lni heldur \u00fevert m\u00f3ti h\u00f6fnunarf\u00e6lni e\u00f0a eitthva\u00f0 svolei\u00f0is. \u00c9g er a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 komast hj\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00feykja n\u00f3gu v\u00e6nt um einhvern til a\u00f0 gefa honum vald til a\u00f0 s\u00e6ra mig. \u00de\u00f3tt \u00feetta tvennt vir\u00f0ist fullkomnar andst\u00e6\u00f0ur er hvorttveggja flokka\u00f0 sem tengslafl\u00f3tti og einkennin eru \u00feau s\u00f6mu, sag\u00f0i s\u00e1lfr\u00e6\u00f0ingur m\u00e9r endur fyrir l\u00f6ngu. M\u00e9r finnst skuldbindingarf\u00e6lni vera aumingjaskapur, svo \u00e9g hl\u00fdt \u00fe\u00e1 a\u00f0 setja \u00feetta \u00e1stand \u00ed sama flokk. Og eina lei\u00f0in til a\u00f0 komast hj\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vera aumingi er s\u00fa a\u00f0 takast \u00e1 vi\u00f0 aumingjaskapinn \u00ed s\u00e9r og hafa betur.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g hef alltaf sagt a\u00f0 ef \u00e9g ynni \u00ed lott\u00f3inu (sem mun ekki gerast \u00fear sem \u00e9g spila ekki \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed) yr\u00f0i \u00e9g alveg tilb\u00fain til a\u00f0 takast \u00e1 vi\u00f0 kr\u00edsuna sem \u00e1 v\u00edst a\u00f0 fylgja \u00fev\u00ed. \u00deessvegna er l\u00edka r\u00f6kr\u00e9tt a\u00f0 takast \u00e1 vi\u00f0 \u00feetta \u00e1stand sem \u00e9g er \u00ed n\u00fana og komast \u00ed gegnum \u00fea\u00f0, jafnvel \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g v\u00e6ri til \u00ed a\u00f0 vera aumingi. \u00deegar allt kemur til alls getur ekki veri\u00f0 neitt verra a\u00f0 ganga \u00ed gegnum eina sorgina enn en a\u00f0 hafa ekkert til a\u00f0 missa. \u00dea\u00f0 er r\u00f6kr\u00e9tt.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g veit a\u00f0 svona ge\u00f0bilun l\u00ed\u00f0ur hj\u00e1 og \u00e9g get ekkert reikna\u00f0 me\u00f0 a\u00f0 vera undan\u00feegin einhverjum komplexum frekar en anna\u00f0 f\u00f3lk. \u00c9g hef sta\u00f0i\u00f0 af m\u00e9r \u00f3tal \u00e1f\u00f6ll og hef enga \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0u til a\u00f0 halda a\u00f0 \u00e9g afberi ekki eitt \u00ed vi\u00f0b\u00f3t. \u00c9g hef ekki einu sinni neina \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0u til a\u00f0 tr\u00faa \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00feetta endi \u00ed einhverju \u00e1falli, \u00feetta g\u00e6ti allt eins or\u00f0i\u00f0 fjandi f\u00ednt samband. \u00c9g hef semagt allar r\u00f6kr\u00e9ttar \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0ur \u00ed heiminum til a\u00f0 leyfa \u00feessu a\u00f0 ganga yfir mig. \u00cd augnablikinu vir\u00f0ist samt enn\u00fe\u00e1 r\u00f6kr\u00e9ttara a\u00f0 gera eitthva\u00f0 r\u00f3tt\u00e6kt til a\u00f0 losna vi\u00f0 magakrampann.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Gr\u00fdlan er brostin \u00e1 fyrir alv\u00f6ru. Svefntruflanir, fl\u00f6kurleiki, m\u00e1ttleysi, magaverkir, v\u00f6\u00f0vab\u00f3lga, sinadr\u00e1ttur og n\u00e6tursviti. \u00c9g naga neglurnar, \u00feamba mj\u00f3lk, ver\u00f0ur ekkert \u00far verki, for\u00f0ast \u00f3\u00fe\u00e6gileg vi\u00f0fangsefni, f\u00e6 skj\u00e1lftak\u00f6st \u00ed hvert sinn sem s\u00edminn hringir. Ef \u00feetta versnar ver\u00f0 \u00e9g l\u00f6gst … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa