\u00de\u00f3tt \u00e9g s\u00e9 almennt f\u00e6r um a\u00f0 passa mig sj\u00e1lf og finnist mikilv\u00e6gt a\u00f0 konur jafnt sem karlar haldi sj\u00e1lfst\u00e6\u00f0i s\u00ednu \u00e1 sem flestum svi\u00f0um, hef \u00e9g samt hinga\u00f0 til \u00e1liti\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 ekkert skammarlegt vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 bi\u00f0ja um hj\u00e1lp ef ma\u00f0ur lendir \u00ed a\u00f0st\u00e6\u00f0um sem ma\u00f0ur r\u00e6\u00f0ur ekki vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfur.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g geri vinum m\u00ednum grei\u00f0a \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 finnast \u00e9g eiga me\u00f0 h\u00f6nk upp \u00ed baki\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00feeim og \u00e9g hef sj\u00e1lf \u00feegi\u00f0 margan vinargrei\u00f0ann \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 finnast \u00e9g skulda neitt. G\u00f3\u00f0ir vinir s\u00fdna grei\u00f0vikni. G\u00f3\u00f0ir vinir gefa og \u00feiggja en standa ekki \u00ed vi\u00f0skiptum. G\u00f3\u00f0ir vinir meta mann \u00fat fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed sem ma\u00f0ur getur og gerir en ekki \u00fat fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed sem ma\u00f0ur r\u00e6\u00f0ur ekki vi\u00f0 einn. \u00dea\u00f0 er ekki merki um veikleika a\u00f0 vi\u00f0urkenna takmarkanir s\u00ednar og bi\u00f0ja um hj\u00e1lp.<\/p>\n
M\u00e9r finnst \u00feetta \u00ed alv\u00f6ru, svona r\u00f6klega. En samt… n\u00fa eru komnar upp \u00feannig a\u00f0st\u00e6\u00f0ur a\u00f0 m\u00e9r\u00a0l\u00ed\u00f0ur<\/strong>\u00a0eins og \u00e9g s\u00e9 \u00f3sj\u00e1lfst\u00e6\u00f0ur aumingi, \u00fe\u00f3tt hausinn \u00e1 m\u00e9r segi a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 ekkert vit \u00ed \u00f6\u00f0ru en a\u00f0 leita hj\u00e1lpar.<\/p>\n M\u00e1li\u00f0 er a\u00f0 \u00feegar \u00e9g hef be\u00f0i\u00f0 f\u00f3lk um grei\u00f0a, \u00fe\u00e1 er \u00fea\u00f0 yfirleitt grei\u00f0i sem h\u00e6gt er a\u00f0 endurgjalda \u00e1 einhvern h\u00e1tt. \u00c9g hef ekki, s\u00ed\u00f0an \u00e9g var unglingur, \u00feurft \u00e1 a\u00f0 halda grei\u00f0a sem m\u00e9r fannst \u00f3gna sj\u00e1lfst\u00e6\u00f0i m\u00ednu. \u00c9g hef aldrei \u00feurft \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 halda a\u00f0 einhver annar berjist fyrir mig e\u00f0a verndi mig, vitandi a\u00f0 \u00e9g geti aldrei gert neitt \u00ed sta\u00f0inn. Hugmynd m\u00edn um a\u00f0 nj\u00f3ta verndar hefur hinga\u00f0 til veri\u00f0 s\u00fa a\u00f0 einhver haldi utan um mig og segi; \u00feetta ver\u00f0ur allt \u00ed lagi.<\/p>\n En n\u00fa, \u00feegar \u00e9g s\u00e9 fram \u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00feurfa a\u00f0 gr\u00edpa til \u00f6r\u00ferifar\u00e1\u00f0a, og hreinlega bi\u00f0ja um hj\u00e1lp til a\u00f0 losna vi\u00f0 \u00f3ge\u00f0sspengil sem skilur ekki jafn sk\u00fdr skilabo\u00f0 og \u00b4l\u00e1ttu mig \u00ed fri\u00f0i \u00f3ge\u00f0i\u00f0 \u00feitt og reyndu aldrei a\u00f0 hafa samband vi\u00f0 mig framar’, \u00fe\u00e1 er eitthvert f\u00e1r\u00e1nlegt stolt a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00e6last fyrir m\u00e9r. B\u00e6\u00f0i sk\u00f6mm yfir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vi\u00f0urkenna vanm\u00e1tt minn og l\u00edka einhver vottur af \u00feeirri hugmynd a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 minni manneskja ef \u00e9g bi\u00f0ji um grei\u00f0a sem \u00e9g get ekki endurgoldi\u00f0.<\/p>\n \u00deetta er bj\u00e1naskapur \u00ed m\u00e9r. \u00c9g hef margoft sagt konum \u00ed minni a\u00f0st\u00f6\u00f0u a\u00f0 kalla \u00e1 hj\u00e1lp hi\u00f0 snarasta og ef v\u00e6ri rotta \u00ed h\u00fasinu myndi \u00e9g ekki b\u00ed\u00f0a \u00ed 5 m\u00edn\u00fatur me\u00f0 a\u00f0 hringja \u00fat meind\u00fdraey\u00f0i. Af hverju finnst m\u00e9r \u00fe\u00e1 eins og \u00e9g eigi a\u00f0 r\u00e1\u00f0a vi\u00f0 rottu \u00ed mannsl\u00edki sj\u00e1lf?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00de\u00f3tt \u00e9g s\u00e9 almennt f\u00e6r um a\u00f0 passa mig sj\u00e1lf og finnist mikilv\u00e6gt a\u00f0 konur jafnt sem karlar haldi sj\u00e1lfst\u00e6\u00f0i s\u00ednu \u00e1 sem flestum svi\u00f0um, hef \u00e9g samt hinga\u00f0 til \u00e1liti\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 ekkert skammarlegt vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 bi\u00f0ja um … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa