H\u00f6ndin sem f\u00e6\u00f0ir mig f\u00e6r\u00f0i m\u00e9r ni\u00f0ursu\u00f0ud\u00f3s \u00ed fyrradag. Sem v\u00e6ri svosem ekki \u00ed fr\u00e1s\u00f6gur f\u00e6randi nema af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 h\u00fan vakti hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r tilfinningu sem \u00e9g h\u00e9lt a\u00f0 v\u00e6ri dau\u00f0.<\/p>\n
\u00deessi ofur s\u00e9rstaka ni\u00f0usu\u00f0ud\u00f3s er \u00f3merkt. Ekki me\u00f0 neinum mi\u00f0a. \u00c9g veit ekki hva\u00f0 er \u00ed henni. Og merkilegt nokk, \u00e9g upplifi forvitni, eftirv\u00e6ntingu, eins og \u00feegar \u00e9g var l\u00edtil og f\u00e9kk innpakka\u00f0a afm\u00e6lisgj\u00f6f.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g hef ekki fundi\u00f0 fyrir \u00feessari tilfinningu mj\u00f6g lengi. \u00c9g er b\u00fain a\u00f0 hrista d\u00f3sina til a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 \u00e1tta mig \u00e1 hva\u00f0 er \u00ed henni. Kannski gr\u00e6nar baunir. Kannski ananasbitar. Kannski t\u00f3mats\u00f3sa. Kannski hundamatur. \u00c9g g\u00e6ti au\u00f0vita\u00f0 bara opna\u00f0 hana og athuga\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 en \u00e9g \u00e1 svo miki\u00f0 af sniglum sem \u00e9g \u00fearf a\u00f0 kl\u00e1ra \u00e1\u00f0ur en \u00feeir skemmast a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri ekki verjandi a\u00f0 opna d\u00f3s sem hugsanlega inniheldur l\u00edka snigla. \u00deetta er b\u00fai\u00f0 a\u00f0 vera mj\u00f6g erfitt \u00ed dag.<\/p>\n
Innpakka\u00f0ar gjafir vekja \u00feessa tilfinningu ekki lengur. \u00c9g held a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 a\u00f0 hluta af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g veit n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega hven\u00e6r \u00e9g mun opna pakkann. \u00deegar ma\u00f0ur er l\u00edtill gerir ma\u00f0ur s\u00e9r ekki almennilega grein fyrir muninum \u00e1 ‘eftir tvo daga’ og ‘eftir \u00ferj\u00e1 daga’. Og ma\u00f0ur leyfir l\u00edka s\u00e9r a\u00f0 fantasera um \u00fea\u00f0 hva\u00f0 kunni a\u00f0 vera \u00ed pakkanum. Ma\u00f0ur kann ekki almennilega vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 \u00feegar ma\u00f0ur er fullor\u00f0inn.<\/p>\n
F\u00f3lk hefur eytt \u00f3m\u00e6ldum t\u00edma \u00ed a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 finna r\u00e9ttu g\u00f6fina handa m\u00e9r. A\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur tali n\u00fa ekki um peninga. En \u00fea\u00f0 sem hitti \u00ed mark hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r var \u00f3merkt ni\u00f0ursu\u00f0ud\u00f3s.<\/p>\n
Hvort innihaldi\u00f0 vekur m\u00e9r f\u00f6gnu\u00f0 kemur \u00ed lj\u00f3s \u00feegar sniglarnir eru b\u00fanir. M\u00e9r finnst \u00fea\u00f0 t\u00e1knr\u00e6nt. A\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9u sniglar meina \u00e9g. \u00deeir eru v\u00edst svo h\u00e6gir \u00e1 s\u00e9r. En hvort sem \u00fea\u00f0 er ma\u00edskorn, jar\u00f0arber e\u00f0a k\u00f3kosmj\u00f3lk sem \u00e9g f\u00e6 upp \u00far d\u00f3sinni, \u00fe\u00e1 er \u00e9g viss um a\u00f0 innihaldi\u00f0 er \u00e1 einhvern h\u00e1tt t\u00e1knr\u00e6nt.<\/p>\n
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H\u00f6ndin sem f\u00e6\u00f0ir mig f\u00e6r\u00f0i m\u00e9r ni\u00f0ursu\u00f0ud\u00f3s \u00ed fyrradag. Sem v\u00e6ri svosem ekki \u00ed fr\u00e1s\u00f6gur f\u00e6randi nema af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 h\u00fan vakti hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r tilfinningu sem \u00e9g h\u00e9lt a\u00f0 v\u00e6ri dau\u00f0. \u00deessi ofur s\u00e9rstaka ni\u00f0usu\u00f0ud\u00f3s er \u00f3merkt. Ekki me\u00f0 neinum … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa