\u00dea\u00f0 sem \u00fe\u00fa lest \u00far skrifum m\u00ednum kemur m\u00e9r i\u00f0ulega \u00e1 \u00f3vart Torfi. Kannski er \u00fea\u00f0 ekki a\u00f0 undra. \u00deegar allt kemur til alls ertu s\u00e9rfr\u00e6\u00f0ingur \u00ed b\u00f3k sem hef\u00f0 er fyrir a\u00f0 t\u00falka bara eins og hvur og einn f\u00edlar hverju sinni. Samt er \u00fea\u00f0 stundum langs\u00f3tt.<\/p>\n
M\u00e9r er t.d. hulin r\u00e1\u00f0g\u00e1ta hvernig \u00fe\u00e9r dettur \u00ed hug a\u00f0 lesa „bitur\u00f0“ \u00fat \u00far fremur eitru\u00f0u skoti \u00e1 konu sem af fj\u00e1rhagslegum \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0um vi\u00f0heldur sambandi sem einkennist af k\u00fagun og \u00f3hei\u00f0arleika. Vissulega er \u00edr\u00f3n\u00eda \u00ed \u00feeim texta, fyrirlitning, hugsanlega vottar fyrir afbr\u00fd\u00f0i en \u00fear er ekkert a\u00f0 finna sem bendir til \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00e9g telji a\u00f0 „l\u00edfi\u00f0 fari illa me\u00f0 mig“.<\/p>\n
Hinsvegar eru fj\u00f6lmargir a\u00f0rir textar \u00e1 \u00feessu bloggi sem einkennast af bitur\u00f0 og \u00fea\u00f0 er barasta allt \u00ed lagi.<\/p>\n
M\u00e9r er lj\u00f3st a\u00f0 bitur\u00f0, afbr\u00fd\u00f0isemi, \u00fer\u00e1, losti, vanmetakennd, einsemd, \u00e1st, hatur, athyglis\u00fe\u00f6rf, blyg\u00f0un, sj\u00e1lfsf\u00e1n\u00e6gja, au\u00f0m\u00fdkt, \u00f3hamingja, fyrirlitning, frammist\u00f6\u00f0ukv\u00ed\u00f0i. \u00feakkl\u00e6ti og fj\u00f6lmargar a\u00f0rar mannlegar tilfinningar eru almennt \u00e1litnar feimnism\u00e1l.\u00a0\u00c9g er bara svo heppin a\u00f0 \u00fer\u00e1tt fyrir a\u00f0 hafa, eins og allt anna\u00f0 f\u00f3lk, or\u00f0i\u00f0 fyrir nokkrum minnih\u00e1ttar \u00e1f\u00f6llum, hefur l\u00edfi\u00f0 ekki leiki\u00f0 mig n\u00f3gu gr\u00e1tt til \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00e9g skammist m\u00edn fyrir a\u00f0 lifa e\u00f0lilegu tilfinningal\u00edfi.<\/p>\n
M\u00e9r finnst ekkert j\u00e1kv\u00e6tt vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 fela sig bak vi\u00f0 falska hamingjugr\u00edmu og \u00feykjast \u00f3n\u00e6mur fyrir s\u00e1rsauka og rei\u00f0i. \u00dev\u00ed s\u00ed\u00f0ur hugnast m\u00e9r r\u00e6fild\u00f3mur \u00feeirra sem afgrei\u00f0a \u00f3ge\u00f0felldar tilfinningar me\u00f0 drykkju e\u00f0a \u00f6\u00f0rum aumingjaskap, hva\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 hr\u00e6sni \u00feeirra sem afneita \u00feeim. M\u00e9r finnst frelsi f\u00f3lgi\u00f0 \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vi\u00f0urkenna tilfinningar og vinna \u00far \u00feeim, t.d. me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 finna \u00feeim \u00fatr\u00e1s \u00ed listr\u00e6nni tj\u00e1ningu. \u00dea\u00f0 er ekki alltaf fallegt e\u00f0a \u00fe\u00e6gilegt en \u00fea\u00f0 er l\u00edkt \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 skera \u00e1 graftrark\u00fdli.<\/p>\n
Tilfinningaleg graftrark\u00fdli hja\u00f0na ekki \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00fe\u00fa afneitir \u00feeim. \u00deau bara vaxa inn \u00e1 vi\u00f0. Og springa \u00fear \u00e1 endanum. Gr\u00f6fturinn vellur inn \u00ed \u00e6\u00f0akerfi\u00f0, veldur s\u00fdkingu \u00ed hjarta \u00fe\u00ednu og lifur.<\/p>\n
-Og samt getur\u00f0u sagt oj \u00feegar n\u00e1ungi \u00feinn kreistir f\u00edlapensil \u00e1 nefi s\u00ednu. \u00dea\u00f0 s\u00e9r nefnilega enginn \u00f3ge\u00f0i\u00f0 sem grasserar \u00ed \u00fe\u00e9r sj\u00e1lfum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00dea\u00f0 sem \u00fe\u00fa lest \u00far skrifum m\u00ednum kemur m\u00e9r i\u00f0ulega \u00e1 \u00f3vart Torfi. Kannski er \u00fea\u00f0 ekki a\u00f0 undra. \u00deegar allt kemur til alls ertu s\u00e9rfr\u00e6\u00f0ingur \u00ed b\u00f3k sem hef\u00f0 er fyrir a\u00f0 t\u00falka bara eins og hvur og einn … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa