Hva\u00f0 er \u00e9g a\u00f0 gera h\u00e9r? \u00deegar allt kemur til alls hef \u00e9g hvorki or\u00f0i\u00f0 \u00feess v\u00f6r a\u00f0 s\u00fdn hans \u00e1 manneskjuna og heiminn s\u00e9 \u00e1hugaver\u00f0ari en gengur og gerist n\u00e9 hefur hann s\u00fdnt m\u00e9r pers\u00f3nulega athygli e\u00f0a kitla\u00f0 h\u00e9g\u00f3magirnd m\u00edna. Hann hann er frekar kl\u00e1r \u00ed venjulegri merkingu \u00feess or\u00f0s en ekki dj\u00fapvitur. Hann segir skemmtilega fr\u00e1 en fyndni hans er ekki \u00e1 neinum heimsm\u00e6likvar\u00f0a. M\u00e9r finnst hann s\u00e6tur en ekki svo \u00ed\u00f0ilfagur a\u00f0 \u00e9g myndi nenna a\u00f0 hanga yfir honum klukkut\u00edmum saman bara \u00feessvegna. Auk \u00feess er kynsl\u00f3\u00f0abil \u00e1 milli okkar.<\/p>\n
Eftir s\u00fdninguna sit \u00e9g gegnt honum \u00e1 kaffih\u00fasi og reyni a\u00f0 \u00e1tta mig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed hversvegna \u00e9g s\u00e6ki \u00ed f\u00e9lagsskap hans. \u00de\u00f3tt ekkert vir\u00f0ist beinl\u00ednis m\u00e6la me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g umgangist hann hef \u00e9g gert \u00e1 honum nokkrar s\u00e1lfr\u00e6\u00f0ilegar tilraunir sem s\u00fdna \u00e1hugaver\u00f0a ni\u00f0urst\u00f6\u00f0u. Hann hefur s\u00e6tt sig vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 vera tilraunad\u00fdr, l\u00edklega af \u00fev\u00ed hann telur sig sj\u00e1 vi\u00f0 m\u00e9r.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g veit a\u00f0 hann b\u00fdr yfir einhverju sjaldg\u00e6fu og d\u00fdrm\u00e6tu sem \u00e9g kann ekki skil \u00e1. \u00c9g veit a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 \u00fej\u00f3nar einhverjum tilgangi a\u00f0 hitta hann. L\u00edklega \u00e1 hann a\u00f0 kenna m\u00e9r eitthva\u00f0 um sj\u00e1lfa mig. \u00c9g r\u00fdni inn \u00ed d\u00f6kk augu hans, hlusta me\u00f0 athygli \u00e1 allt sem hann segir. Reyni a\u00f0 opna hugann betur, hugsa \u00fat fyrir rammann. \u00c9g skammast m\u00edn \u00ed a\u00f0ra r\u00f6ndina fyrir a\u00f0 s\u00fdna framkomu sem bendir til svona g\u00edfurlegs \u00e1huga \u00e1 sko\u00f0unum hans \u00feegar m\u00f3t\u00edvi\u00f0 er \u00ed raun svo sj\u00e1lfhverft. \u00deegar \u00e9g er ekki bara a\u00f0 leita a\u00f0 honum heldur l\u00edka a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 finna einhvern lykil a\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfri m\u00e9r \u00ed gegnum hann.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g finn krauma \u00ed m\u00e9r hv\u00f6tina til a\u00f0 taka or\u00f0i\u00f0, beina samr\u00e6\u00f0unum \u00e1 \u00e1kve\u00f0nar brautir en stilli mig um \u00fea\u00f0. L\u00e6t hann um a\u00f0 lei\u00f0a samtali\u00f0. Fr\u00e1 sameiginlegri gremju okkar yfir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 f\u00e1 ekki a\u00f0 stj\u00f3rna l\u00edfi annarra a\u00f0 einsemd mannsins \u00ed heiminum. Fr\u00e1 f\u00edkniefnum a\u00f0 gu\u00f0d\u00f3mnum, fr\u00e1 sp\u00edritisma a\u00f0 varnarh\u00e1ttum sj\u00e1lfsins.<\/p>\n
Hann leggur \u00e1herslu \u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00fer\u00e1tt fyrir allar s\u00ednar vammir og skammir s\u00e9 hann samt g\u00f3\u00f0ur str\u00e1kur. \u00c9g sam\u00feykki \u00fea\u00f0 hiklaust en mig rennir \u00ed grun a\u00f0 hann haldi a\u00f0 kannski haldi \u00e9g a\u00f0 hann s\u00e9 alls ekki mj\u00f6g g\u00f3\u00f0ur str\u00e1kur.
\n\u00deegar \u00e9g stend upp og \u00feakka fyrir kv\u00f6ldi\u00f0 segir hann;
\n-Heldur\u00f0u enn\u00fe\u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 h\u00f3ra?
\nReyndar hefur aldrei hvarfla\u00f0 a\u00f0 m\u00e9r a\u00f0 hann s\u00e9 neitt meiri h\u00f3ra en gengur og gerist \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g hafi haft kvenhylli hans \u00ed flimtingum.
\n-H\u00f3rur eru f\u00f3lk og f\u00f3lk er h\u00f3rur. \u00dea\u00f0 sem skiptir m\u00e1li er hvort vi\u00f0 erum klassah\u00f3rur e\u00f0a \u00fer\u00e6lar, svara \u00e9g.<\/p>\n
T\u00edminn hefur li\u00f0i\u00f0 hratt og \u00e9g gleymdi b\u00edlnum m\u00ednum \u00ed b\u00edlast\u00e6\u00f0ah\u00fasinu \u00ed Tra\u00f0arkotssundi sem n\u00fa er loka\u00f0 og l\u00e6st. Kannski er d\u00fdpri merking f\u00f3lgin \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed: Farskj\u00f3ti minn l\u00e6stist inni af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g eyddi h\u00e1lfri n\u00f3ttinni \u00ed a\u00f0 leita a\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfri m\u00e9r \u00ed augum manns sem s\u00e9r kannski ekkert \u00ed m\u00e9r nema tr\u00falausan skri\u00f0dreka sem heldur a\u00f0 hann s\u00e9 h\u00f3ra.<\/p>\n
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Hva\u00f0 er \u00e9g a\u00f0 gera h\u00e9r? \u00deegar allt kemur til alls hef \u00e9g hvorki or\u00f0i\u00f0 \u00feess v\u00f6r a\u00f0 s\u00fdn hans \u00e1 manneskjuna og heiminn s\u00e9 \u00e1hugaver\u00f0ari en gengur og gerist n\u00e9 hefur hann s\u00fdnt m\u00e9r pers\u00f3nulega athygli e\u00f0a kitla\u00f0 h\u00e9g\u00f3magirnd … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa