K\u00e6ri S\u00e1li horf\u00f0i \u00e1 mig sam\u00fa\u00f0arfullu augnar\u00e1\u00f0i og spur\u00f0i hvort g\u00e6ti veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 harmleikur s\u00e1lar minnar \u00e6tti r\u00e6tur \u00ed h\u00f6fnun e\u00f0a \u00e1f\u00f6llum \u00ed bernsku. \u00c9g svara\u00f0i \u00fev\u00ed til a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00feekkti n\u00fa reyndar enga manneskju sem hef\u00f0i ekki or\u00f0i\u00f0 fyrir \u00e1f\u00f6llum \u00ed \u00e6sku en flestu f\u00f3lki t\u00e6kist n\u00fa samt, eftir r\u00e6kilegan lestur \u00e1 meira en 200 sj\u00e1lfsr\u00e6ktarb\u00f3kum, a\u00f0 plata sj\u00e1lft sig til a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a \u00e1stfangi\u00f0 af einhverjum sem vildi eitthva\u00f0 me\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 hafa.<\/p>\n
S\u00e1linn kinka\u00f0i kolli skilningsr\u00edkur sam\u00feykkti umsvifalaust m\u00f3tr\u00f6k m\u00edn gegn \u00feeirri kenningu hans a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e6tti \u00ed vandr\u00e6\u00f0um me\u00f0 a\u00f0 tj\u00e1 tilfinningar m\u00ednar en sm\u00ed\u00f0a\u00f0i jafnframt n\u00fdja kenningu \u00feess efnis a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef\u00f0i \u00e1tt enn\u00fe\u00e1 meira b\u00e1gt en me\u00f0alj\u00f3ninn og bygg\u00f0i \u00fe\u00e1 hugmynd \u00e1 „greinilegum merkjum um dj\u00fapst\u00e6\u00f0a rei\u00f0i og s\u00e1rsauka“. Auk \u00feess heyr\u00f0i hann \u00e1 m\u00e9r a\u00f0 \u00e9g v\u00e6ri mj\u00f6g einmana og ekkert tiltakanlega heimsk. Satt a\u00f0 segja seig d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0 \u00ed mig \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g var \u00feegar b\u00fain a\u00f0 segja honum a\u00f0 \u00e9g v\u00e6ri a\u00f0 visna upp af einsemd og vitanlega hef\u00f0i \u00e9g frekar fari\u00f0 til sp\u00e1konu ef mig hef\u00f0i langa\u00f0 a\u00f0 heyra eitthva\u00f0 um sj\u00e1lfa mig sem eg vissi fyrir.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g urra\u00f0i d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0 \u00e1 S\u00e1la og ger\u00f0i honum grein fyrir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hin dj\u00fapst\u00e6\u00f0a rei\u00f0i m\u00edn beindist gegn honum pers\u00f3nulega fyrir a\u00f0 s\u00f3a t\u00edma m\u00ednum til \u00f3n\u00fdtis. \u00c9g hef\u00f0i teki\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 fram strax \u00e1 fyrstu m\u00edn\u00fatunni a\u00f0 \u00e9g v\u00e6ri fullkomlega einf\u00e6r um a\u00f0 vorkenna m\u00e9r, yndi vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 l\u00f6ngum stundum og hef\u00f0i hreint ekki \u00ed hyggju a\u00f0 borga honum 6000 kall fyrir eitthva\u00f0 sem \u00e9g ger\u00f0i miklu betur sj\u00e1lf. Hvort hann vildi n\u00fa ekki fara a\u00f0 koma s\u00e9r a\u00f0 efninu og kenna m\u00e9r tafarlaust eitthvert noth\u00e6ft trix til a\u00f0 mynda n\u00e1in tengsl vi\u00f0 einhvern me\u00f0 greindarv\u00edsit\u00f6lu yfir sj\u00e1varm\u00e1li og vi\u00f0halda \u00feeim \u00ed meira en 3 vikur.<\/p>\n
S\u00e1l d\u00e6sti. Sag\u00f0i a\u00f0 \u00fear sem \u00e9g b\u00e6ri greinileg merki \u00feess a\u00f0 hafa or\u00f0i\u00f0 fyrir alvarlegu ofbeldi v\u00e6ri ekkert vit \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed fyrir mig a\u00f0 fara \u00ed me\u00f0fer\u00f0 hj\u00e1 karlmanni, konur v\u00e6ru mun h\u00e6fari til \u00feess a\u00f0 takast \u00e1 vi\u00f0 svolei\u00f0is nokku\u00f0 og hvort hann \u00e6tti ekki a\u00f0 setja kollegu s\u00edna inn \u00ed m\u00e1li\u00f0 til a\u00f0 spara m\u00e9r \u00f3maki\u00f0 vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 segja s\u00f6mu s\u00f6guna einu sinni enn.<\/p>\n
J\u00e6ja. \u00c9g hef a\u00f0 v\u00edsu ekki or\u00f0i\u00f0 fyrir alvarlegra ofbeldi en gengur og gerist en l\u00edklega er \u00fea\u00f0 r\u00e9tt kenning hj\u00e1 S\u00e1la a\u00f0 karlmenn s\u00e9u \u00e1 \u00feessu svi\u00f0i sem \u00f6\u00f0rum of takmarka\u00f0ir til a\u00f0 gagnast m\u00e9r. Hitti S\u00e1lu \u00e1 f\u00f6studaginn og er \u00feegar b\u00fain a\u00f0 senda henni t\u00f6lvup\u00f3st me\u00f0 uppl\u00fdsingum um hva\u00f0a \u00fej\u00f3nustu \u00e9g vil ekki:<\/p>\n
Ekki a\u00f0sto\u00f0 vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 tj\u00e1 mig -\u00e9g \u00feekki f\u00e1a sem eiga jafn l\u00e9tt me\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0.<\/p>\n
Ekki r\u00e6\u00f0ur um \u00fea\u00f0 hva\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 \u00e6\u00f0isleg og eigi mikla m\u00f6guleika \u00ed l\u00edfinu. \u00c9g veit allt um \u00fea\u00f0.<\/p>\n
Ekki \u00fatlistanir \u00e1 skiljanleika traged\u00edu tilveru minnar. M\u00e9r er svolei\u00f0is fokkings sama um sk\u00fdringar \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed sem hefur mislukkast \u00ed l\u00edfi m\u00ednu, \u00e9g vil bara f\u00e1 a\u00f0 vita hva\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e1 a\u00f0 gera til a\u00f0 breyta \u00fev\u00ed og \u00e9g vil f\u00e1 a\u00f0 vita \u00fea\u00f0 N\u00daNA.<\/p>\n
Vona sannarlega a\u00f0 \u00feessi kvens\u00e1li hafi til a\u00f0 bera meira hugrekki en karls\u00e1linn. \u00c9g hef\u00f0i alveg eins geta\u00f0 fari\u00f0 til sp\u00e1konunnar sem heldur \u00fev\u00ed fram a\u00f0 s\u00e1larmein mitt stafi af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 gula lj\u00f3si\u00f0 n\u00e1i ekki ni\u00f0ur \u00ed klofi\u00f0 \u00e1 m\u00e9r. H\u00fan er \u00fe\u00f3 allavega fyndin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
K\u00e6ri S\u00e1li horf\u00f0i \u00e1 mig sam\u00fa\u00f0arfullu augnar\u00e1\u00f0i og spur\u00f0i hvort g\u00e6ti veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 harmleikur s\u00e1lar minnar \u00e6tti r\u00e6tur \u00ed h\u00f6fnun e\u00f0a \u00e1f\u00f6llum \u00ed bernsku. \u00c9g svara\u00f0i \u00fev\u00ed til a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00feekkti n\u00fa reyndar enga manneskju sem hef\u00f0i ekki or\u00f0i\u00f0 fyrir … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa