\u00c9g hef ekki fengist vi\u00f0 lj\u00f3\u00f0a\u00fe\u00fd\u00f0ingar fyrr og var eiginlega a\u00f0 hugsa um a\u00f0 gefa verki\u00f0 fr\u00e1 m\u00e9r. \u00dea\u00f0 er svo gott \u00e1 ensku. Merkingin svo margr\u00e6\u00f0 og \u00e9g var alveg viss um a\u00f0 m\u00e9r yfirs\u00e6ist eitthva\u00f0. B\u00fain a\u00f0 sko\u00f0a margar t\u00falkanir \u00e1 netinu en vissi a\u00f0 eitthva\u00f0 vanta\u00f0i. Stundum er engu l\u00edkara en lausnin komi a\u00f0 ofan \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g efist um a\u00f0 gu\u00f0d\u00f3murinn standi fyrir \u00fev\u00ed sem kom fyrir mig \u00ed \u00feetta sinn.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g var svol\u00edti\u00f0 \u00ed hestum sem stelpa. Hef st\u00f6ku sinnum komi\u00f0 \u00ed hesth\u00fas s\u00ed\u00f0an, n\u00f3gu oft til a\u00f0 \u00feekkja lyktina en \u00e9g hef ekki stunda\u00f0 \u00fatrei\u00f0ar, ekki einu sinni komi\u00f0 \u00e1 bak \u00ed m\u00f6rg \u00e1r.<\/p>\n
Hann f\u00f3r me\u00f0 mig upp \u00ed hesth\u00fas og kynnti mig fyrir Pegasusi. Aldrei hef \u00e9g seti\u00f0 \u00fe\u00ed\u00f0ari hest, ekki svona „berst \u00e1 f\u00e1ki fr\u00e1um“ heldur meira eins og l\u00ed\u00f0a inn \u00ed draum.<\/p>\n
-Viltu elska mig? spur\u00f0i \u00e9g. Viltu elska mig eins og \u00e1 a\u00f0 elska?
\n-Kann \u00e9g a\u00f0 elska \u00feig eins og \u00e1 a\u00f0 elska?
\n-Vi\u00f0 getum komist a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed ef \u00fe\u00fa leyfir m\u00e9r a\u00f0 elska \u00feig. \u00d3ska\u00f0u \u00fe\u00e9r bara og ef \u00fea\u00f0 stendur \u00ed m\u00ednu valdi mun \u00e9g uppfylla \u00fea\u00f0, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g.
\n-Seg\u00f0u m\u00e9r \u00fe\u00e1 s\u00f6gu, sag\u00f0i hann og \u00e9g sag\u00f0i honum s\u00f6guna af \u00fev\u00ed hvernig heimurinn getur stundum or\u00f0i\u00f0 gr\u00e6nbl\u00e1r.<\/p>\n
Og svo kom merkingin skyndilega til m\u00edn. Eins og a\u00f0 ofan. \u00c9g vissi allt \u00ed einu hva\u00f0 vanta\u00f0i. Hringdi \u00ed br\u00f3\u00f0ur minn, sag\u00f0i honum a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef\u00f0i r\u00e1\u00f0i\u00f0 g\u00e1tuna en hann yr\u00f0i a\u00f0 leita a\u00f0 sta\u00f0festingu fyrir mig.<\/p>\n
\u00dea\u00f0 er \u00e1rei\u00f0anlega frekar gali\u00f0 en ma\u00f0ur n\u00fdtir svona augnablik, hvernig sem \u00e1 stendur.
\n-Fyrirgef\u00f0u en \u00e9g ver\u00f0 a\u00f0 yrkja sm\u00e1vegis. \u00dea\u00f0 getur \u00fev\u00ed mi\u00f0ur ekki be\u00f0i\u00f0, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g.
\n-Getur\u00f0u gert \u00fea\u00f0 h\u00e9r? sag\u00f0i hann og \u00e9g komst a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er alveg eins h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 yrkja \u00ed hesth\u00fasum og annarssta\u00f0ar.<\/p>\n
-Fyrirgef\u00f0u misheppna\u00f0 deit, \u00e9g \u00e6tla\u00f0i ekki a\u00f0 l\u00e1ta \u00feetta fara svona, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g eftir \u00e1 en nennti ekki a\u00f0 gera m\u00e9r upp samviskubit.
\n-Takk fyrir a\u00f0 leyfa m\u00e9r a\u00f0 fylgjast me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed, \u00feetta \u00e1tti hvort sem er a\u00f0 vera \u00feitt kv\u00f6ld, sag\u00f0i hann.
\n-\u00de\u00fa hl\u00fdtur a\u00f0 vera umbur\u00f0arlyndasti ma\u00f0ur \u00ed heimi.
\n-Varla, en \u00fe\u00fa ba\u00f0st mig um a\u00f0 elska \u00feig eins og \u00e1 a\u00f0 elska og \u00e9g held a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 kannski einhvernveginn svona.<\/p>\n
Stundum ver\u00f0ur heimurinn gr\u00e6nbl\u00e1r. Og \u00fearf ekki Pegasus til. Br\u00f3\u00f0ir minn fann sta\u00f0festinguna sem mig vanta\u00f0i \u00ed g\u00e6r, \u00e9g haf\u00f0i r\u00e9tt fyrir m\u00e9r og \u00fe\u00fd\u00f0ingunni er loki\u00f0.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00c9g hef ekki fengist vi\u00f0 lj\u00f3\u00f0a\u00fe\u00fd\u00f0ingar fyrr og var eiginlega a\u00f0 hugsa um a\u00f0 gefa verki\u00f0 fr\u00e1 m\u00e9r. \u00dea\u00f0 er svo gott \u00e1 ensku. Merkingin svo margr\u00e6\u00f0 og \u00e9g var alveg viss um a\u00f0 m\u00e9r yfirs\u00e6ist eitthva\u00f0. B\u00fain a\u00f0 sko\u00f0a … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa