Ligg \u00ed r\u00fami M\u00e1larans. \u00cd n\u00e1ttf\u00f6tum. \u00c1\u00f0ur fyrr var \u00e9g v\u00f6n a\u00f0 liggja \u00e1 g\u00f3lfinu, nakin.<\/p>\n
Undarlegt a\u00f0 liggja \u00ed r\u00fami manns sem \u00feekkir l\u00edkama minn betur en nokkur annar og hefur \u00fe\u00f3 aldrei snert mig nakta nema me\u00f0 pensli e\u00f0a m\u00e1lningarsvampi. Hann geymir myndirnar sem hann t\u00f3k \u00feegar hann haf\u00f0i m\u00e1la\u00f0 mig og \u00e9g velti \u00fev\u00ed fyrir m\u00e9r hvort hann horfi fremur \u00e1 l\u00edkama minn e\u00f0a myndirnar sem hann m\u00e1la\u00f0i \u00e1 hann \u00feegar hann flettir \u00ed gegnum alb\u00fami\u00f0. Vil ekki spyrja \u00fev\u00ed m\u00e9r kemur \u00fea\u00f0 ekki vi\u00f0.<\/p>\n
„Au\u00f0vita\u00f0 er \u00fea\u00f0 einhverskonar bl\u00e6ti“ sag\u00f0i hann \u00feegar \u00e9g kom til hans fyrst en hann snerti mig ekki, leit mig ekki lostafullu augnar\u00e1\u00f0i, ger\u00f0i yfirh\u00f6fu\u00f0 ekkert sem g\u00e6ti \u00f6gra\u00f0 \u00feolm\u00f6rkum m\u00ednum \u00e1 nokkurn h\u00e1tt. Og n\u00fa \u00feegar hann ey\u00f0ir samskonar fj\u00e1rh\u00e6\u00f0um \u00ed mig \u00fe\u00f3tt hann s\u00e9 ekkert a\u00f0 m\u00e1la mig, s\u00e9 \u00e9g enn ekkert sem bendir til v\u00e6ntinga um neitt sem \u00e9g er ekki tilb\u00fain til a\u00f0 gefa.<\/p>\n
Hann er b\u00fainn a\u00f0 bj\u00f3\u00f0a m\u00e9r a\u00f0 vera hj\u00e1 s\u00e9r, eins lengi og \u00e9g vil. Hann borga\u00f0i flugmi\u00f0ann fyrir mig, l\u00e1na\u00f0i m\u00e9r b\u00edlinn sinn, hann keypti rau\u00f0v\u00ednsbelju \u00fe\u00f3tt hann drekki v\u00edn s\u00e1rasjaldan sj\u00e1lfur, bara af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hann veit a\u00f0 m\u00e9r finnst \u00fea\u00f0 gott, hann sn\u00fdst \u00ed kringum mig, \u00fej\u00f3nar m\u00e9r \u00e1 alla lund og gerir engar kr\u00f6fur \u00e1 m\u00f3ti.<\/p>\n
Af hverju gerir hann allt \u00feetta fyrir mig og reynir samt ekkert til a\u00f0 koma m\u00e9r til? Og af hverju kemur \u00fea\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00e1 \u00f3vart? Geng \u00e9g hreinlega \u00fat fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 karlmenn \u00e6tlist til kynl\u00edfsgrei\u00f0a \u00ed skiptum fyrir \u00e1st \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00feeir viti a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 ekki \u00e1 \u00f3skalistanum? Er \u00e9g a\u00f0 misnota mann sem auglj\u00f3slega elskar mig e\u00f0a v\u00e6ri \u00e9g frekar a\u00f0 gera l\u00edti\u00f0 \u00far d\u00f3mgreind hans me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hafa vit fyrir honum og \u00feiggja ekki hj\u00e1lp \u00feegar \u00e9g \u00fearfnast hennar?<\/p>\n
Ligg \u00ed r\u00fami M\u00e1larans og horfi \u00e1 hann sofa. \u00dea\u00f0 hvarflar a\u00f0 m\u00e9r a\u00f0 kannski v\u00e6ri bara sj\u00e1lfs\u00f6g\u00f0 kurteisi a\u00f0 sofa hj\u00e1 honum, svona til a\u00f0 \u00feakka fyrir mig. Einhvernt\u00edma hefur ma\u00f0ur v\u00edst legi\u00f0 mann og annan af \u00f3merkilegra tilefni. \u00c9g veit a\u00f0 \u00e9g er ekkert eina konan \u00ed heiminum sem \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 til a\u00f0 hugsa svona en vi\u00f0 vi\u00f0urkennum \u00fea\u00f0 ekki. \u00dea\u00f0 er s\u00e1rsaukaminna a\u00f0 stimpla alla karla nau\u00f0gara en a\u00f0 horfast \u00ed augu vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 menning sem gengur \u00fat fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 karlar s\u00e9u \u00ed e\u00f0li sinu nau\u00f0garar, gerir um lei\u00f0 allar konur sem \u00feiggja hj\u00e1lp \u00feeirra a\u00f0 h\u00f3rum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ligg \u00ed r\u00fami M\u00e1larans. \u00cd n\u00e1ttf\u00f6tum. \u00c1\u00f0ur fyrr var \u00e9g v\u00f6n a\u00f0 liggja \u00e1 g\u00f3lfinu, nakin. Undarlegt a\u00f0 liggja \u00ed r\u00fami manns sem \u00feekkir l\u00edkama minn betur en nokkur annar og hefur \u00fe\u00f3 aldrei snert mig nakta nema me\u00f0 pensli … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa