Sit vi\u00f0 eldh\u00fassbor\u00f0 \u00ed Hl\u00ed\u00f0unum og vir\u00f0i \u00fe\u00e1 fyrir m\u00e9r. Br\u00e6\u00f0ur m\u00edna sem \u00e9g kynntist aldrei. F\u00e9kk ekki a\u00f0 kynnast? E\u00f0a ber \u00e9g kannski bara fulla \u00e1byrg\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed sj\u00e1lf a\u00f0 hafa l\u00e1ti\u00f0 stj\u00f3rnast af tillitssemi vi\u00f0 mann sem \u00e9g haf\u00f0i svosem engar skyldur vi\u00f0? N\u00fa \u00feegar \u00e9g sit h\u00e9r og horfi \u00e1 \u00fe\u00e1, finnst m\u00e9r \u00e9g hafa misst af einhverju og spyr sj\u00e1lfa mig hvort \u00fea\u00f0 hafi raunverulega veri\u00f0 tillitssemi vi\u00f0 f\u00f6\u00f0ur \u00feeirra sem r\u00e9\u00f0i \u00e1kv\u00f6r\u00f0un minni um a\u00f0 halda mig til hl\u00e9s e\u00f0a hvort \u00fea\u00f0 var bara \u00f3ttinn vi\u00f0 h\u00f6fnun.<\/p>\n
Horfi \u00e1 \u00fe\u00e1 og leita a\u00f0 genum (sem \u00e9g sj\u00e1lf hef \u00fe\u00f3 alltaf sagt a\u00f0 skipti engu m\u00e1li.) \u00deeir eru b\u00e1\u00f0ir grannvaxnir me\u00f0 f\u00ednger\u00f0a beinabyggingu en ekki finnst m\u00e9r \u00feeir svipl\u00edkir. Annar lj\u00f3s me\u00f0 f\u00ednlega andlitsdr\u00e6tti og \u00e6\u00f0ruleysisyfirbrag\u00f0, myndi henta vel \u00ed hlutverk hins l\u00e6r\u00f0a manns \u00e1 leiksvi\u00f0i. Hann er s\u00e1lfr\u00e6\u00f0ingur og \u00e9g f\u00e6 \u00e1 tilfinninguna a\u00f0 hann n\u00e1lgist skj\u00f3lst\u00e6\u00f0inga s\u00edna af ford\u00f3maleysi en \u00fea\u00f0 er \u00fev\u00ed mi\u00f0ur ekki sj\u00e1lfsagt \u00ed heilbrig\u00f0iskerfinu. Hinn er svipmikill me\u00f0 l\u00e1gt enni og svartar, \u00feungar augnbr\u00fanir, \u00fe\u00f3 alls ekki \u00feunglyndislegur \u00ed \u00fatliti. Eitthva\u00f0 \u00ed fari hans minnir mig \u00e1 Darra, hann Darra minn sem \u00fer\u00e1tt fyrir f\u00e1m\u00e6lgi s\u00edna hefur svo miki\u00f0 a\u00f0 segja. \u00deeir eru ekki l\u00edkir \u00ed \u00fatliti fyrir utan \u00feennan sterka augnsvip en \u00fea\u00f0 er eins og undir ni\u00f0ri kraumi meiri \u00e1str\u00ed\u00f0ur en hj\u00e1 me\u00f0almanninum. Kannski er \u00fea\u00f0 bara \u00edmyndun \u00ed m\u00e9r, \u00e9g hef aldrei veri\u00f0 s\u00e9rstakur mann\u00feekkjari.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g upplifi \u00fe\u00e1 ekki sem br\u00e6\u00f0ur. Hva\u00f0 ef vi\u00f0 hef\u00f0um alist upp saman? Hef\u00f0u \u00feeir skri\u00f0i\u00f0 upp \u00ed til m\u00edn \u00e1 n\u00e6turnar eins og uppeldissystkini m\u00edn og hef\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 haft \u00e1hrif \u00e1 samr\u00e6\u00f0ur okkar \u00ed dag ef \u00e9g \u00feekkti t\u00f3nlistarsmekk \u00feeirra, a\u00f0fer\u00f0ir \u00feeirra til a\u00f0 leysa vandam\u00e1l, styrk \u00feeirra og veikleika, fj\u00e1rhagsst\u00f6\u00f0u, drykkjuvenjur og k\u00e6rustur?<\/p>\n
Eftir um 90 m\u00edn\u00fatur veit \u00e9g allavega a\u00f0 \u00feeir hafa \u00ed grundvallaratri\u00f0um \u00feannig sko\u00f0anir a\u00f0 m\u00e9r hl\u00fdtur a\u00f0 l\u00edka vel vi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1. Og \u00e9g sem tr\u00fai ekki \u00e1 f\u00e9lagsleg gen, leita a\u00f0 erf\u00f0um. Ekki eru sameiginleg \u00fatlitseinkenni sterk, kannski \u00feessi f\u00ednger\u00f0u bein og me\u00f0 virkilega g\u00f3\u00f0um vilja s\u00e9 \u00e9g sama alv\u00f6rusvipinn \u00e1 s\u00e1lanum og sj\u00e1lfri m\u00e9r en \u00e9g efast um a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef\u00f0i s\u00e9\u00f0 hann ef \u00e9g vissi ekki a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 erum bl\u00f3\u00f0tengd. Vi\u00f0horfin hinsvegar, \u00feau eru l\u00edk.
\n„Nei \u00e9g held ekki a\u00f0 sko\u00f0anir erfist, en me\u00f0l\u00ed\u00f0un er undirsta\u00f0a svo margra vi\u00f0horfa og hver veit nema tilhneiging til a\u00f0 setja sig \u00ed spor annarra s\u00e9 einhvern veginn skr\u00e1\u00f0 \u00ed genin,“ segir s\u00e1linn.<\/p>\n
M\u00e9r finnst \u00e9g \u00feekkja \u00feann d\u00f6kkbr\u00fdnda d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0 n\u00fa \u00feegar. Vi\u00f0 h\u00f6fum skrifast \u00e1 og hann er opinsk\u00e1r og \u00fe\u00e6gilegt a\u00f0 skrifast \u00e1 vi\u00f0 hann. M\u00e9r fannst \u00e9g eignast br\u00f3\u00f0ur eftir a\u00f0 hafa lesi\u00f0 tv\u00f6 br\u00e9f fr\u00e1 honum. Og n\u00fa \u00e1 \u00e9g einn \u00ed vi\u00f0b\u00f3t. M\u00e9r datt aldrei \u00ed hug a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 g\u00e6ti skipt mig svo miklu m\u00e1li en \u00e9g vona a\u00f0 \u00e9g eigi eftir a\u00f0 hafa meira af \u00feeim a\u00f0 segja.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sit vi\u00f0 eldh\u00fassbor\u00f0 \u00ed Hl\u00ed\u00f0unum og vir\u00f0i \u00fe\u00e1 fyrir m\u00e9r. Br\u00e6\u00f0ur m\u00edna sem \u00e9g kynntist aldrei. F\u00e9kk ekki a\u00f0 kynnast? E\u00f0a ber \u00e9g kannski bara fulla \u00e1byrg\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed sj\u00e1lf a\u00f0 hafa l\u00e1ti\u00f0 stj\u00f3rnast af tillitssemi vi\u00f0 mann sem \u00e9g … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa