\u00deremur d\u00f6gum \u00e1\u00f0ur en Hollendingurinn flj\u00fagandi l\u00e9t mig r\u00f3a, spur\u00f0i hann mig hvort \u00e9g v\u00e6ri \u00f3\u00e1n\u00e6g\u00f0.<\/p>\n
-Ekki \u00f3\u00e1n\u00e6g\u00f0 heldur \u00e1hyggjufull, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. \u00deessir flutningar eru b\u00fanir a\u00f0 vera alveg jafn erfi\u00f0ir og \u00e9g h\u00e9lt a\u00f0 \u00feeir yr\u00f0u og vi\u00f0 erum ekki b\u00fain me\u00f0 helminginn af \u00fev\u00ed sem vi\u00f0 \u00e6tlu\u00f0um. \u00c9g er ekkert a\u00f0 \u00e1saka \u00feig, hef bara \u00e1hyggjur af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 n\u00e1um \u00feessu ekki fyrir hausti\u00f0 og ver\u00f0um \u00ed pappak\u00f6ssum fram a\u00f0 \u00e1ram\u00f3tum. \u00dea\u00f0 er heldur ekkert fyrirsj\u00e1nlegt a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 n\u00e1um \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 kaupa hinn hlutann og \u00feetta er of l\u00edti\u00f0 til lengri t\u00edma.<\/p>\n
-Vi\u00f0 vissum a\u00f0 \u00feetta yr\u00f0i l\u00edti\u00f0. \u00de\u00fa hef\u00f0ir ekki \u00e1tt a\u00f0 sam\u00feykkja \u00fea\u00f0 ef \u00fe\u00fa varst ekki s\u00e1tt. \u00c9g ger\u00f0i m\u00e9r ekki grein fyrir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 skipti \u00feig svona miklu m\u00e1li a\u00f0 hafa allt fullkomi\u00f0, sag\u00f0i hann h\u00e1lfgramur.<\/p>\n
-\u00dea\u00f0 er ekkert \u00f3sanngjart \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g hafi \u00e1hyggjur \u00feegar \u00e1\u00e6tlanir klikka. Ef \u00e9g vildi hafa allt fullkomi\u00f0 hef\u00f0i \u00e9g aldrei sam\u00feykkt \u00feessi kaup. \u00dea\u00f0 sem skiptir mig h\u00f6fu\u00f0m\u00e1li er a\u00f0 vera hj\u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r.
\n-Seg\u00f0u ekki svona vitleysu. Ma\u00f0ur \u00e1 ekki a\u00f0 byggja hamingju s\u00edna \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vera me\u00f0 \u00f6\u00f0rum. Ekki frekar en fullkomnu h\u00fasn\u00e6\u00f0i, sag\u00f0i hann.<\/p>\n
-Hamingjan byggist m.a. \u00e1 g\u00f3\u00f0u fj\u00f6lskyldul\u00edfi. \u00dea\u00f0 veist \u00fe\u00fa manna best.
\n-En ef slitnar upp \u00far \u00feessu? Hva\u00f0 \u00e6tlar\u00f0u \u00fe\u00e1 a\u00f0 gera?
\n\u00c9g hugsa\u00f0i mig a\u00f0eins um. S\u00e1 fyrir m\u00e9r a\u00f0 ef \u00e9g gengi \u00ed klaustur yr\u00f0i m\u00e9r hent \u00fat \u00e1 fyrsta degi og m\u00e9r hefur alltaf \u00fe\u00f3tt frekar subbulegt a\u00f0 stinga \u00far s\u00e9r hjarta\u00f0 me\u00f0 gaffli.
\n-Finna m\u00e9r annan, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g en \u00e1rei\u00f0anlega \u00e1n sannf\u00e6ringar enda hvarfla\u00f0i ekki a\u00f0 m\u00e9r a\u00f0 honum v\u00e6ri minnsta alvara.
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 yr\u00f0i ekkert m\u00e1l fyrir \u00feig a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a \u00e1stfangin af einhverjum \u00f6\u00f0rum?
\n-J\u00faj\u00fa \u00f6rugglega heilmiki\u00f0 m\u00e1l en \u00e9g er b\u00fain a\u00f0 f\u00e1 r\u00famlega \u00f3ge\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vera ein og \u00fea\u00f0 skiptir ekki svo miklu m\u00e1li a\u00f0 vera \u00e1stfanginn, \u00fea\u00f0 endist aldrei lengi. Af hverju spyr\u00f0u annars, stendur eitthva\u00f0 til a\u00f0 sl\u00edta \u00feessu e\u00f0a hva\u00f0?
\n-Au\u00f0vita\u00f0 ekki. \u00c9g hef bara \u00e1hyggjur af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa lifir of miki\u00f0 fyrir mig.<\/p>\n
Mig langa\u00f0i a\u00f0 segja honum a\u00f0 samb\u00fa\u00f0 gengi n\u00fa einmitt \u00fat \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 lifa fyrir fj\u00f6lskylduna og a\u00f0 \u00e9g g\u00e6ti vel \u00feegi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 hann haga\u00f0i hlutunum me\u00f0 meira tilliti til m\u00edn en vi\u00f0 vorum b\u00e6\u00f0i \u00f6rmagna af \u00fereytu svo \u00e9g geymdi \u00fea\u00f0 til betri t\u00edma. S\u00e1 t\u00edmi gafst aldrei \u00fev\u00ed \u00feremur d\u00f6gum s\u00ed\u00f0ar, eftir n\u00e1nast samfellda vinnulotu skreytta fyrrikonudr\u00f6mum, tilkynnti hann m\u00e9r a\u00f0 hann v\u00e6ri ekki tilb\u00fainn \u00ed samb\u00fa\u00f0. Svo st\u00f3\u00f0 hann r\u00e1\u00f0villtur og horf\u00f0i \u00e1 mig \u00e1 me\u00f0an \u00e9g tr\u00f3\u00f0 s\u00e6nginni minni og or\u00f0ab\u00f3kunum \u00ed svartan ruslapoka og \u00fer\u00e1ba\u00f0 mig a\u00f0 bor\u00f0a eitthva\u00f0 \u00e1\u00f0ur en \u00e9g f\u00e6ri. R\u00e9tt eins og hann hef\u00f0i \u00e1tt von \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g stoppa\u00f0i hann \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 taka \u00feessa heimskulegustu \u00e1kv\u00f6r\u00f0un \u00e6vi sinnar e\u00f0a a\u00f0 ef \u00e9g bor\u00f0a\u00f0i hyrfu dr\u00f6min \u00far l\u00edfi hans og hann g\u00e6ti \u00e9ti\u00f0 d\u00f6mpi\u00f0 ofan \u00ed sig vandr\u00e6\u00f0alaust.<\/p>\n
-\u00c9g er samt ekki a\u00f0 hafna \u00fe\u00e9r, sag\u00f0i hann hva\u00f0 eftir anna\u00f0 og \u00e9g sem \u00e1 yfirleitt ekki \u00ed vandr\u00e6\u00f0um me\u00f0 a\u00f0 svara, horf\u00f0i \u00e1 hann agndofa, setti svo tannburstann minn \u00ed veski\u00f0 og f\u00f3r. Vissi ekki hvert \u00e9g \u00e6tla\u00f0i en enda\u00f0i heima hj\u00e1 br\u00f3\u00f0ur hans.<\/p>\n
Og n\u00fana, r\u00famum \u00e1tta m\u00e1nu\u00f0um s\u00ed\u00f0ar er \u00e9g jafn langt fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 finna m\u00e9r einhvern annan og hann er fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 lj\u00faka framkv\u00e6mdunum vi\u00f0 \u00feennan h\u00fashjall. Ekki af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 \u00ed neinni sorg, \u00e9g var sn\u00f6gg \u00ed gegnum \u00fea\u00f0 ferli \u00ed \u00feetta sinn (enda \u00ed g\u00f3\u00f0ri \u00e6fingu) heldur af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 skiptir v\u00edst m\u00e1li.<\/p>\n
Eftir \u00fea\u00f0 silkih\u00fafusamsafn sem \u00e9g er hef or\u00f0i\u00f0 \u00e1stfangin af (samtals 5 menn, hver \u00f6\u00f0rum \u00feroskaheftari \u00e1 tilfinningasvi\u00f0inu) hef\u00f0i ma\u00f0ur haldi\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e6tti a\u00f0 vera tilb\u00fain til a\u00f0 sl\u00e1 af kr\u00f6funum. \u00devert \u00e1 m\u00f3ti ver\u00f0 \u00e9g st\u00f6\u00f0ugt kr\u00f6fuhar\u00f0ari.<\/p>\n
Hinga\u00f0 til hef \u00e9g ekki gert a\u00f0rar kr\u00f6fur til karlmann en \u00fe\u00e6r a\u00f0 \u00feeir s\u00e9u lei\u00f0indafr\u00edir, \u00fer\u00edfi sig af sj\u00e1lfsd\u00e1\u00f0um og a\u00f0 \u00e9g viti nokkurnveginn hvar \u00e9g hef \u00feann heittelska\u00f0a. \u00c9g \u00feekki reyndar einn sem k\u00e6mi til greina en hann er me\u00f0 allt ni\u00f0ur um sig \u00ed fj\u00e1rm\u00e1lum og \u00fea\u00f0 stendur ekki til b\u00f3ta. \u00c9g bara nenni ekki \u00ed svolei\u00f0is pakka. Augl\u00fdsi h\u00e9r me\u00f0 eftir fullkomnum manni, \u00fea\u00f0 er v\u00edst ekki \u00f3raunh\u00e6fara en \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00e9g hef be\u00f0i\u00f0 um hinga\u00f0 til.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00deremur d\u00f6gum \u00e1\u00f0ur en Hollendingurinn flj\u00fagandi l\u00e9t mig r\u00f3a, spur\u00f0i hann mig hvort \u00e9g v\u00e6ri \u00f3\u00e1n\u00e6g\u00f0. -Ekki \u00f3\u00e1n\u00e6g\u00f0 heldur \u00e1hyggjufull, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. \u00deessir flutningar eru b\u00fanir a\u00f0 vera alveg jafn erfi\u00f0ir og \u00e9g h\u00e9lt a\u00f0 \u00feeir yr\u00f0u og vi\u00f0 erum … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa