Svol\u00edti\u00f0 framandlegt a\u00f0 vera h\u00e9r aftur. Eftir \u00f6ll \u00feessi \u00e1r. Leggja b\u00edlnum \u00ed st\u00e6\u00f0i\u00f0 vi\u00f0 hli\u00f0ina \u00e1 st\u00e6\u00f0inu sem eitt sinn var st\u00e6\u00f0i\u00f0 mitt. \u00dea\u00f0 er b\u00fai\u00f0 a\u00f0 skipta um \u00fatidyrahur\u00f0 og g\u00f3lfteppi en g\u00f6mlu hj\u00f3nin me\u00f0 p\u00faddelhundinn sem d\u00f3 b\u00faa enn \u00e1 2. h\u00e6\u00f0 og einst\u00e6\u00f0a m\u00f3\u00f0irin (sem \u00e9g fr\u00e9tti seinna \u00ed kv\u00f6ld a\u00f0 s\u00e9 ekki lengur einst\u00e6\u00f0) \u00e1 \u00feeirri 3.ju.<\/p>\n
Ganga upp stigann og snerta vegginn sem \u00e9g halla\u00f0i m\u00e9r upp a\u00f0 \u00e1 me\u00f0an \u00e9g kyssti svo s\u00e6tan og skemmtilegan mann h\u00e1lft\u00edma \u00e1\u00f0ur en \u00e9g loka\u00f0i augunum og lif\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 af, \u00e1ri\u00f0 sem Keli var \u00ed Alban\u00edu. \u00c1fram upp \u00e1 4. h\u00e6\u00f0, n\u00e6stum eins og heims\u00e6kja sj\u00e1lfan sig nema \u00e9g fer ekki alla lei\u00f0 a\u00f0 m\u00ednum dyrum.<\/p>\n
Skr\u00fdti\u00f0. \u00deessi \u00e1r sem \u00e9g hef \u00feekkt hann hefur aldrei veri\u00f0 drasl heima hj\u00e1 honum nema hellingur af bj\u00f3rd\u00f3sum og fl\u00f6skum. Aldrei \u00f3hreint leirtau. Aldrei \u00fevottur \u00ed haug \u00ed s\u00f3fanum. Aldrei \u00f3hrein f\u00f6t og handkl\u00e6\u00f0i \u00e1 ba\u00f0g\u00f3lfinu. Bara d\u00f3salager Sorpu \u00e1 eldh\u00fassbor\u00f0inu og \u00f3hreinn \u00f6skubakki \u00ed stofunni. Ekkert anna\u00f0.<\/p>\n
Eftir 2 bj\u00f3ra fr\u00e1 komu minni (veit ekki hversu miki\u00f0 hann var b\u00fainn a\u00f0 drekka \u00e1\u00f0ur) er hann enn ekki farinn a\u00f0 horfa \u00ed augun \u00e1 m\u00e9r. Heldur uppi kump\u00e1nlegum samr\u00e6\u00f0um me\u00f0 augun l\u00edmd vi\u00f0 sj\u00f3nvarpi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g viti a\u00f0 hann s\u00e9 \u00ed rauninni ekki a\u00f0 horfa \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0, tali\u00f0 ekki einu sinni \u00e1. Best a\u00f0 gefa greyinu t\u00edma. L\u00e1ta hann drekka einn enn. A\u00f0 lokum slakar hann \u00e1.
\n-M\u00e9r er kalt, segir hann, hniprar sig saman \u00ed s\u00f3fanum og stingur t\u00e1num undir l\u00e6ri\u00f0 \u00e1 m\u00e9r. Kannski \u00e1 \u00e9g a\u00f0 bj\u00f3\u00f0ast til a\u00f0 hl\u00fdja honum.<\/p>\n
T\u00f6lum a\u00f0eins um kuldann en \u00e9g finn a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 kemur \u00ed minn hlut a\u00f0 brj\u00f3ta \u00edsinn. Hef l\u00edklega gert hann \u00f3\u00f6ruggan me\u00f0 \u00feessari l\u00f6ngu \u00fe\u00f6gn. Str\u00fdk f\u00f3tlegg varlega, sk\u00f6flung, k\u00e1lfa og upp \u00e1 kn\u00e9. Eftir sm\u00e1stund \u00e1r\u00e6\u00f0ir hann a\u00f0 svara \u00ed s\u00f6mu mynt. \u00c9g finn hva\u00f0 hann er a\u00f0 hugsa: Hva\u00f0 tengir tv\u00e6r mannverur sem sitja \u00ed hnipri \u00ed s\u00f3fa og strj\u00faka f\u00f3tleggi eins og af tilviljun, \u00ed h\u00e1lft\u00edma e\u00f0a meira, \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 talast vi\u00f0, \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 horfast \u00ed augu?
\n-Bara \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 erum b\u00e6\u00f0i apaungar, svara \u00e9g upph\u00e1tt.
\n-Apaungar?
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fd\u00f0ir a\u00f0 \u00feetta er ekkert pers\u00f3nulegt, svara \u00e9g og \u00f3l\u00edkt Manninum sem vildi ekki eiga brau\u00f0rist me\u00f0 konunni sinni reynir hann ekkert a\u00f0 botna \u00ed merkingu or\u00f0anna, skilur bara einhvernveginn a\u00f0 honum er \u00f3h\u00e6tt og leggst \u00fat af og b\u00ed\u00f0ur \u00feess sem ver\u00f0a vill.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g veit a\u00f0 \u00feegar hann byrjar a\u00f0 hv\u00edsla, \u00feegar hann er ekki lengur hr\u00e6ddur vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 horfa \u00ed augun \u00e1 m\u00e9r, \u00feegar hann \u00fer\u00fdstir m\u00e9r a\u00f0 s\u00e9r af \u00feessum \u00e1kafa, er hann a\u00f0 hugsa um konuna sem hann saknar. Konuna sem hann drakk fr\u00e1 s\u00e9r.
\n-\u00c9g drakk hana ekkert fr\u00e1 m\u00e9r. \u00c9g bara rei\u00f0 hana fr\u00e1 m\u00e9r \u00e1 fyllir\u00edi, hefur hann margoft sagt og \u00fea\u00f0 er tilgangslaust a\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0a fyrirb\u00e6ri\u00f0 afneitun vi\u00f0 \u00feann sem er raunverulega \u00ed afneitun.<\/p>\n
-Hven\u00e6r heyri \u00e9g fr\u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r aftur? segir hann \u00feegar \u00e9g fer.
\n-\u00de\u00fa kannt \u00e1 s\u00edma er \u00fea\u00f0 ekki?
\nVandr\u00e6\u00f0alegt j\u00fa og \u00e9g veit a\u00f0 \u00e9g er aftur b\u00fain a\u00f0 gera hann \u00f6ryggislausan. Haf\u00f0i v\u00edst ekki miki\u00f0 upp \u00e1 sig s\u00ed\u00f0ast \u00feegar hann hringdi. Hann er aftur or\u00f0in fjarr\u00e6nn, l\u00edmir augun vi\u00f0 sj\u00f3nvarpsskj\u00e1inn. Fylgir m\u00e9r samt til dyra og fa\u00f0mar mig a\u00f0 skilna\u00f0i, svo fast a\u00f0 \u00e9g finn hva\u00f0 hann er a\u00f0 hugsa. Er me\u00f0 sektarkennd af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hann tr\u00fair \u00fev\u00ed ekki alveg a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 jafn mikill apaungi og hann sj\u00e1lfur. \u00dea\u00f0 er l\u00edka r\u00e9tt hj\u00e1 honum. \u00c9g er ekki lengur apaungi. \u00c9g er k\u00f6tturinn sem fer s\u00ednar eigin lei\u00f0ir en hann, eins og 80% mannkynsins, hef\u00f0i frekar vali\u00f0 hund.<\/p>\n
Svo hverf \u00e9g \u00fat \u00ed hina myrku frumsk\u00f3ga Brei\u00f0holtsins, d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0 sakbitin yfir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 skilja hann eftir sakbitinn en veit a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er tilgangslaust a\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0a tilgangsleysi sektarkenndar vi\u00f0 \u00feann sem vantar bara einhvern til a\u00f0 hengja sk\u00f6mm s\u00edna \u00e1. \u00c9g get v\u00edst veri\u00f0 s\u00e1 snagi ef \u00fea\u00f0 er \u00fea\u00f0 sem hann vill.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Svol\u00edti\u00f0 framandlegt a\u00f0 vera h\u00e9r aftur. Eftir \u00f6ll \u00feessi \u00e1r. Leggja b\u00edlnum \u00ed st\u00e6\u00f0i\u00f0 vi\u00f0 hli\u00f0ina \u00e1 st\u00e6\u00f0inu sem eitt sinn var st\u00e6\u00f0i\u00f0 mitt. \u00dea\u00f0 er b\u00fai\u00f0 a\u00f0 skipta um \u00fatidyrahur\u00f0 og g\u00f3lfteppi en g\u00f6mlu hj\u00f3nin me\u00f0 p\u00faddelhundinn sem d\u00f3 … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa