\u00dea\u00f0 er nokku\u00f0 sem \u00e9g hef velt fyrir m\u00e9r undanfari\u00f0 og l\u00e6tur mig ekki \u00ed fri\u00f0i. M\u00e9r l\u00ed\u00f0ur eiginlega \u00f3e\u00f0lilega vel. \u00d3e\u00f0lilegt \u00e1stand bendir l\u00edklega til \u00feess a\u00f0 eitthva\u00f0 s\u00e9 ekki eins og \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e1 a\u00f0 vera, hvort sem \u00fea\u00f0 er j\u00e1kv\u00e6tt e\u00f0a neikv\u00e6tt.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g er ekki \u00feunglynd a\u00f0 e\u00f0lisfari en \u00e9g hef samt lent \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed, bara sjaldan, a\u00f0 l\u00ed\u00f0a hro\u00f0alega illa \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 eigi s\u00e9r nokkrar ytri sk\u00fdringar. \u00deegar \u00fea\u00f0 hefur gerst \u00fe\u00e1 hef \u00e9g gripi\u00f0 til a\u00f0ger\u00f0a. Or\u00f0i\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00fati um einhverja hamagangsvinnu, klippt kreditkorti\u00f0, reynt a\u00f0 vera sem mest innan um f\u00f3lk, g\u00e6tt \u00feess a\u00f0 svefnt\u00edmi raskist ekki \u00far h\u00f3fi og bor\u00f0a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00f3tt mig langi ekki \u00ed mat. Hef m.a.s. tvisvar leita\u00f0 til l\u00e6knis og veri\u00f0 sett \u00e1 lyf. \u00dea\u00f0 vir\u00f0ist svona almennt \u00e1lit a\u00f0 \u00feetta s\u00e9u mj\u00f6g skynsamleg vi\u00f0br\u00f6g\u00f0 og k\u00f3rr\u00e9tt \u00e1lyktun a\u00f0 vanl\u00ed\u00f0an \u00e1n s\u00fdnilegrar \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0u s\u00e9 sj\u00fakleg.<\/p>\n
Undanfari\u00f0 hefur m\u00e9r li\u00f0i\u00f0 f\u00e1r\u00e1nlega vel \u00fe\u00f3tt ekkert \u00ed a\u00f0st\u00e6\u00f0um m\u00ednum s\u00e9 beinl\u00ednist fr\u00e1b\u00e6rt. \u00dea\u00f0 er svosem enginn b\u00f6mmer \u00ed gangi en alveg fullt sem hefur oft veri\u00f0 betra. M\u00e9r l\u00ed\u00f0ur hreinlega eins og \u00e1 fyrstu vikum \u00e1starsambands en samt er ekkert sl\u00edkt \u00ed gangi. \u00c1 ekki einu sinni b\u00f3lf\u00e9laga. Kannski \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 sk\u00fdringin? Venjulega ver\u00f0 \u00e9g n\u00e1tt\u00farulega frekar ge\u00f0veik ef \u00e9g hef ekki einhvern sl\u00edkan en \u00fea\u00f0 hefur hinga\u00f0 til veri\u00f0 frekar neikv\u00e6\u00f0 ge\u00f0veiki me\u00f0 skapvonsku, sj\u00e1lfvorkunnark\u00f6stum og tilheyrandi tregakl\u00e1mi.<\/p>\n
\u00cd alv\u00f6ru; \u00feetta er f\u00e1r\u00e1nlegt. \u00dea\u00f0 er ekki einu sinni svo gott a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 nokkur ma\u00f0ur \u00ed m\u00ednu l\u00edfi sem \u00e9g g\u00e6ti hugsa\u00f0 m\u00e9r a\u00f0 b\u00faa me\u00f0 og \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g s\u00e9 alltaf \u00ed a\u00f0ra r\u00f6ndina l\u00e9tt skotin \u00ed nokkrum ungum f\u00e1bj\u00e1num, \u00fe\u00e1 er \u00fea\u00f0 n\u00fa bara kr\u00f3n\u00edskt \u00e1stand, ekkert sem raskar r\u00f3 minni e\u00f0a er beinl\u00ednis pers\u00f3nulegt. Ekkert \u00ed l\u00edkingu vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 vera \u00e1stfangin allavega.<\/p>\n
Spurning hvort \u00e9g \u00e1 a\u00f0 leita m\u00e9r hj\u00e1lpar? Hlj\u00f3mar bara eitthva\u00f0 svo undarlega a\u00f0 leita til l\u00e6knis og bi\u00f0ja um a\u00f0sto\u00f0 vegna \u00f3e\u00f0ilegrar vell\u00ed\u00f0unar. Samt er \u00e9g ekki fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00feetta g\u00e6ti or\u00f0i\u00f0 vandam\u00e1l. \u00c9g er bara \u00ed einhverju bliss\u00e1standi, nenni ekki a\u00f0 gera neitt nema skrifa og hlusta \u00e1 t\u00f3nlist. Hef ekki einu sinni r\u00e6nu \u00e1 a\u00f0 panta leikh\u00fassmi\u00f0a og \u00fe\u00e1 ER eitthva\u00f0 ekki eins og \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e1 a\u00f0 vera.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00dea\u00f0 er nokku\u00f0 sem \u00e9g hef velt fyrir m\u00e9r undanfari\u00f0 og l\u00e6tur mig ekki \u00ed fri\u00f0i. M\u00e9r l\u00ed\u00f0ur eiginlega \u00f3e\u00f0lilega vel. \u00d3e\u00f0lilegt \u00e1stand bendir l\u00edklega til \u00feess a\u00f0 eitthva\u00f0 s\u00e9 ekki eins og \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e1 a\u00f0 vera, hvort sem \u00fea\u00f0 … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa