\u00cd ma\u00ed 2004 m\u00e1ta\u00f0i \u00e9g kj\u00f3l. Hann passa\u00f0i m\u00e9r n\u00e6stum \u00fev\u00ed alveg, hef\u00f0i bara \u00feurft einn l\u00edtinn sm\u00e1saum, bara \u00f6rf\u00e1 spor til a\u00f0 hann yr\u00f0i fullkominn. \u00c9g var a\u00f0 hugsa um a\u00f0 borga inn \u00e1 hann en ger\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 ekki. Var svo viss um a\u00f0 engin \u00f6nnur g\u00e6ti nota\u00f0 hann. Veit ekki hva\u00f0 \u00e9g var a\u00f0 horfa \u00e1 \u00ed borg \u00fear sem allt morar af litlum gulum konum sem vir\u00f0ast hafa me\u00f0f\u00e6dda h\u00e6fileika til a\u00f0 finna \u00feessar f\u00e1u fl\u00edkur sem til eru \u00ed m\u00ednu n\u00fameri. \u00c9g stofna\u00f0i hins vegar bankab\u00f3k sem \u00e9g greiddi inn \u00e1 svolitla upph\u00e6\u00f0, bara p\u00ednup\u00ednul\u00edtinn hluta af ver\u00f0inu sem \u00e9g f\u00e9kk fyrir h\u00fasi\u00f0 mitt.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g sag\u00f0i honum ekki fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed. Hvorki fr\u00e1 kj\u00f3lnum n\u00e9 bankab\u00f3kinni. Vi\u00f0 vorum ekkert farin a\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0a dagsetningar og svo st\u00f3\u00f0um vi\u00f0 \u00ed framkv\u00e6mdum og flutningum og auk \u00feess var \u00e9g bara \u00e1kve\u00f0in \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00ed \u00feetta eina skipti \u00e1 \u00e6vinni skyldi \u00e9g kaupa eitthva\u00f0 sem mig langa\u00f0i verulega miki\u00f0 \u00ed, \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 l\u00e1ta ver\u00f0i\u00f0 st\u00f6\u00f0va mig. Kaupa fyrst og spyrja svo.<\/p>\n
\u00deegar pabbi spur\u00f0i hva\u00f0 hann \u00e6tti a\u00f0 gefa m\u00e9r \u00ed afm\u00e6lisgj\u00f6f sag\u00f0i \u00e9g a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri kannski asnalegt a\u00f0 gefa fullor\u00f0nu f\u00f3lki peninga en satt a\u00f0 segja k\u00e6mi \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9r best.
\n-\u00c9g er a\u00f0 safna fyrir d\u00e1litlu sem ma\u00f0ur gerir ekki r\u00e1\u00f0 fyrir a\u00f0 eignast nema einu sinni \u00e1 \u00e6vinni, sag\u00f0i \u00e9g. Og pabbi leit \u00ed kringum sig, horf\u00f0i \u00e1 \u00f3rei\u00f0una \u00ed eldh\u00fasinu, b\u00f3kakassana m\u00edna \u00e1 stofug\u00f3lfinu, verkf\u00e6rin \u00e1 bor\u00f0inu, byggingarefni\u00f0 \u00fati \u00e1 st\u00e9tt, l\u00fainn stigann upp \u00e1 lofti\u00f0. Hann sag\u00f0i ekkert en \u00e9g vissi hva\u00f0 hann var a\u00f0 hugsa. Var a\u00f0 hugsa um a\u00f0 ef \u00e9g s\u00e6tti mig vi\u00f0 \u00feessar a\u00f0st\u00e6\u00f0ur v\u00e6ri \u00e9g anna\u00f0 hvort galin e\u00f0a \u00e1stfangin, nema hvort tveggja v\u00e6ri. Hann gaf m\u00e9r peninga \u00ed afm\u00e6lisgj\u00f6f, tv\u00f6falt \u00fe\u00e1 fj\u00e1rh\u00e6\u00f0 sem hann hefur venjulega nota\u00f0 til afm\u00e6lisgjafakaupa. \u00c9g lag\u00f0i peningana inn \u00e1 b\u00f3kina og f\u00f3r aftur og m\u00e1ta\u00f0i kj\u00f3linn. Hann passa\u00f0i enn\u00fe\u00e1.<\/p>\n
Svo var allt \u00ed einu allt b\u00fai\u00f0 og \u00fe\u00e1 kom s\u00e9r reyndar vel a\u00f0 eiga \u00feessa peninga. \u00c9g eyddi \u00feeim \u00ed nokkra t\u00edma hj\u00e1 fj\u00f6lskyldur\u00e1\u00f0gjafa sem \u00fevert \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00e9g hef\u00f0i vilja\u00f0 (\u00e1 \u00feeim t\u00edma) sag\u00f0i ekkert um a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e6tti bara a\u00f0 taka m\u00edna d\u00fans\u00e6ng, tannbursta og or\u00f0ab\u00e6kur og koma m\u00e9r heim til mannsins m\u00edns aftur, heldur gekk \u00fat a\u00f0 glugganum og spur\u00f0i, eins og annarshugar hvort m\u00e9r hef\u00f0i nokku\u00f0 dotti\u00f0 \u00ed hug a\u00f0 \u00feessi einkennilega upp\u00e1koma sem \u00fe\u00e1 haf\u00f0i kollvarpa\u00f0 ver\u00f6ld minni me\u00f0 kj\u00f3l og \u00f6llu saman, tengdist kannski \u00e1fengisneyslu H\u00fasasmi\u00f0sins \u00e1 einhvern h\u00e1tt. \u00c9g spur\u00f0i hann fremur kuldalega hvort hann hef\u00f0i fundi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 \u00fe\u00e6gilegu lei\u00f0 a\u00f0 afgrei\u00f0a skj\u00f3lst\u00e6\u00f0inga s\u00edna me\u00f0 alk\u00f3h\u00f3lisma \u00ed hvert sinn sem hann fengi spurningar sem hann g\u00e6ti ekki svara\u00f0. Hann svara\u00f0i m\u00e9r ekki. Spur\u00f0i bara hva\u00f0 ma\u00f0urinn minn hef\u00f0i gefi\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00ed afm\u00e6lisgj\u00f6f. Satt a\u00f0 segja haf\u00f0i \u00e9g ekki fengi\u00f0 afm\u00e6lisgj\u00f6f.<\/p>\n
Gekk af tilviljun fram hj\u00e1 b\u00fa\u00f0inni \u00ed dag og \u00e1lpa\u00f0ist inn, ekki veit \u00e9g hvers vegna. Hann er \u00f3seldur, kj\u00f3llinn minn, kominn \u00e1 \u00fats\u00f6lu og \u00fea\u00f0 sem meira er, \u00e9g \u00e1 fyrir honum. A\u00f0 v\u00edsu \u00feyrfti \u00e9g \u00fe\u00e1 a\u00f0 f\u00e1 a\u00f0 skipta visagrei\u00f0slunum en anna\u00f0 eins hefur n\u00fa gerst.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g m\u00e1ta\u00f0i hann ekki. Skipti bara \u00ed t\u00f6ffa\u00f0a g\u00edrinn, reyndi a\u00f0 hugsa sem svo a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri n\u00fa aldeilis heppilegt a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef\u00f0i ekki borga\u00f0 inn \u00e1 hann \u00e1 s\u00ednum t\u00edma og enn\u00fe\u00e1 heppilegra a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef\u00f0i ekkert me\u00f0 hann a\u00f0 gera \u00ed dag. \u00dea\u00f0 mist\u00f3kst einhvernveginn og \u00e9g var ekkert k\u00fal heldur bara \u00ed uppn\u00e1mi. \u00c9g keypti samt ekki kj\u00f3linn, keypti bara mj\u00f3lkurpott og \u00feamba\u00f0i hann \u00ed b\u00edlnum \u00e1 lei\u00f0inni heim.<\/p>\n
Veit ekki hvern andskotann \u00e9g er a\u00f0 s\u00fdta. Varla kj\u00f3l sem \u00e9g hef ekkert me\u00f0 a\u00f0 gera. Kannski hugmyndina sem hann stendur fyrir. Varla manninn sem sag\u00f0i „nei \u00e9g er ekkert a\u00f0 dj\u00f3ka, viltu \u00fea\u00f0?“ og vissi ekki einu sinni a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef\u00f0i m\u00e1ta\u00f0 kj\u00f3la \u00feegar kom \u00ed lj\u00f3s a\u00f0 l\u00edklega var \u00e9g samt sem \u00e1\u00f0ur, ekki einu sinni dj\u00f3k, bara eitthva\u00f0 svona allt \u00ed plati.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00cd ma\u00ed 2004 m\u00e1ta\u00f0i \u00e9g kj\u00f3l. Hann passa\u00f0i m\u00e9r n\u00e6stum \u00fev\u00ed alveg, hef\u00f0i bara \u00feurft einn l\u00edtinn sm\u00e1saum, bara \u00f6rf\u00e1 spor til a\u00f0 hann yr\u00f0i fullkominn. \u00c9g var a\u00f0 hugsa um a\u00f0 borga inn \u00e1 hann en ger\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 ekki. … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa