Pysjan er tekinn upp \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 setjast \u00e1 r\u00famstokkinn hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r til a\u00f0 spjalla vi\u00f0 mig \u00e1 kv\u00f6ldin. Jess! \u00c9g vann!<\/p>\n
M\u00e9r finnst stundum \u00f3\u00fearflega miki\u00f0 til \u00ed \u00feeirri speki a\u00f0 g\u00f3\u00f0ir hlutir gerist h\u00e6gt. \u00c9g er b\u00fain a\u00f0 ala \u00feennan dreng upp \u00ed 16 \u00e1r og \u00fea\u00f0 er n\u00fa fyrst sem vi\u00f0 erum a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a vinir. Ekki \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00e9g hafi ekki reynt, drottinn minn d\u00fdri hva\u00f0 \u00e9g hef lagt mig fram en vi\u00f0 h\u00f6fum aldrei geta\u00f0 haldi\u00f0 uppi l\u00f6ngum samr\u00e6\u00f0um um hluti sem skipta m\u00e1li.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g hef st\u00f6ku sinnum reynt a\u00f0 \u00fevinga hann til a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 mig en \u00fea\u00f0 hefur bara enda\u00f0 \u00ed lei\u00f0indum. Yfirleitt hef \u00e9g \u00fev\u00ed fari\u00f0 svipa\u00f0a lei\u00f0 a\u00f0 honum og pabbi f\u00f3r a\u00f0 m\u00e9r til \u00feess a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 halda einhverskonar tilfinningatengslum, eiga n\u00e6rveru \u00e1n mikilla samskipta.<\/p>\n
\u00deegar \u00e9g flutti til pabba var \u00e9g \u00e1 aldur vi\u00f0 Pysjuna. Vi\u00f0 pabbi \u00e1ttum \u00e1l\u00edka vel saman og o\u00edla og vatn og h\u00f6f\u00f0um ekkert a\u00f0 segja hvort vi\u00f0 anna\u00f0, \u00fe\u00f6g\u00f0um yfir m\u00e1lt\u00ed\u00f0um og \u00fe\u00f6g\u00f0um \u00ed b\u00edlnum. En pabbi br\u00e1st vi\u00f0. \u00c9g \u00e1tta\u00f0i mig ekki \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed fyrr en nokkrum \u00e1rum s\u00ed\u00f0ar hvers vegna hann dr\u00f3 mig \u00e1 hverja einustu b\u00ed\u00f3mynd sem var s\u00fdnd, f\u00f3r me\u00f0 mig \u00e1 leiks\u00fdningar, t\u00f3nleika, karate s\u00fdningar, v\u00f6rukynningar… Hann haf\u00f0i mig me\u00f0 \u00ed \u00f6llum \u00e1kv\u00f6r\u00f0unum og \u00feegar vi\u00f0 fluttum t\u00f3k hann mig alltaf me\u00f0 til a\u00f0 sko\u00f0a \u00edb\u00fa\u00f0ir, bei\u00f0 eftir m\u00e9r frekar en a\u00f0 fara einn. \u00c9g veit ekki alveg hvernig \u00feetta virkar, hva\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er sem gerist en vi\u00f0 pabbi ur\u00f0um me\u00f0 t\u00edmanum ekki bara m\u00e1lkunnug heldur n\u00e1in \u00fe\u00f3tt s\u00e9 engin r\u00f6kleg sk\u00fdring \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g n\u00fdtti m\u00e9r a\u00f0fer\u00f0afr\u00e6\u00f0i pabba. \u00deegar Pysjan var l\u00edtill l\u00e9k \u00e9g vi\u00f0 hann leiki \u00e1 bor\u00f0 vi\u00f0 „fagur fiskur \u00ed sj\u00f3“, kenndi honum kv\u00e6\u00f0i og s\u00f6ng me\u00f0 honum. Hann haf\u00f0i svo gaman af a\u00f0 syngja og \u00fe\u00f3tt vi\u00f0 hef\u00f0um sjaldan um neitt a\u00f0 tala voru \u00fea\u00f0 g\u00f3\u00f0ar stundir. Svo \u00feegar hann f\u00f3r \u00ed m\u00fatur h\u00e6tti hann algerlega a\u00f0 syngja og hefur ekki teki\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 upp aftur nema \u00feegar hann heldur a\u00f0 hann s\u00e9 einn heima. \u00c9g lenti \u00ed vandr\u00e6\u00f0um \u00feegar \u00feessi st\u00f3ri \u00fe\u00e1ttur \u00ed tengslum okkar bara hvarf en br\u00e1st vi\u00f0 me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 lesa fyrir hann \u00fe\u00f3tt hann v\u00e6ri or\u00f0inn svona st\u00f3r. Svo h\u00e6tti \u00e9g \u00fev\u00ed. T\u00f3k ekki beint \u00e1kv\u00f6r\u00f0un, \u00feetta bara logna\u00f0ist einhvernveginn \u00fat af og \u00e9g s\u00e1 ekki fyrr en m\u00f6rgum m\u00e1nu\u00f0um s\u00ed\u00f0ar hva\u00f0 \u00e9g haf\u00f0i gert st\u00f3r mist\u00f6k.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g lofa\u00f0i sj\u00e1lfri m\u00e9r \u00feegar \u00e9g flutti hinga\u00f0 inn a\u00f0 finna fleiri lei\u00f0ir til a\u00f0 eiga me\u00f0 honum s\u00e9rstakar stundir \u00fe\u00f3tt vi\u00f0 eigum svona f\u00e1tt sameiginlegt. \u00c9g f\u00f3r a\u00f0 lesa fyrir hann aftur, honum fannst \u00fea\u00f0 svol\u00edti\u00f0 asnalegt fyrst en hann n\u00fdtur \u00feess og er n\u00fa farinn a\u00f0 koma me\u00f0 b\u00f3kina a\u00f0 fyrra brag\u00f0i. Vi\u00f0 h\u00f6fum l\u00edka fari\u00f0 \u00e1 fj\u00f6lda t\u00f3nleika, bara tv\u00f6 og \u00e9g hef nota\u00f0 t\u00e6kif\u00e6ri\u00f0 \u00feegar hinir krakkarnir eru ekki heima til a\u00f0 horfa me\u00f0 honum \u00e1 \u00edslenskar kvikmyndir en \u00fe\u00e6r vir\u00f0ast h\u00f6f\u00f0a mun sterkar til hans en a\u00f0rar. L\u00edklega drunginn sem hann finnur sig \u00ed. Og n\u00fa er hann farinn a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 mig l\u00edka. Kv\u00f6ld eftir kv\u00f6ld. A\u00f0 fyrra brag\u00f0i og lengi, um hluti sem skipta m\u00e1li. \u00deetta er \u00fea\u00f0 merkilegasta sem hefur komi\u00f0 fyrir mig lengi, lengi, lengi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Pysjan er tekinn upp \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 setjast \u00e1 r\u00famstokkinn hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r til a\u00f0 spjalla vi\u00f0 mig \u00e1 kv\u00f6ldin. Jess! \u00c9g vann!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[241,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1174","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-3-hluti-i-frjalsu-falli","category-oflokkad-allt-efni"],"yoast_head":"\n