Ma\u00f0ur nokkur telur a\u00f0 n\u00e1in kynni g\u00e6tu leitt til \u00feess a\u00f0 hann yr\u00f0i \u00e1stfanginn af m\u00e9r. Reyndar er \u00fea\u00f0 n\u00fa m\u00edn reynsla a\u00f0 \u00feeir menn sem ver\u00f0a \u00e1stfangnir af m\u00e9r eru undantekningalaust menn sem \u00e9g hef EKKI bo\u00f0i\u00f0 upp \u00e1 l\u00edkamlegt samneyti og mig rennir \u00ed grun a\u00f0 \u00fearna s\u00e9u einhver orsakatengsl. \u00deeir eru svo miklir vei\u00f0imenn \u00ed s\u00e9r, \u00feessar elskur. Eiginlega er hinn d\u00e6miger\u00f0i karlma\u00f0ur einn eil\u00edf\u00f0ar vei\u00f0ima\u00f0ur me\u00f0 titrandi t\u00e1r.<\/p>\n
Annars hef \u00e9g veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 velta \u00fev\u00ed fyrir m\u00e9r hvers vegna „n\u00e1in kynni“ er oftast nota\u00f0 um \u00fe\u00e1 ath\u00f6fn a\u00f0 skiptast \u00e1 l\u00edkamsvessum. Hva\u00f0 er svona n\u00e1i\u00f0 vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0? N\u00e1nd er \u00ed m\u00ednum huga eitthva\u00f0 allt anna\u00f0. Vissulega h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 upplifa n\u00e1nd \u00ed b\u00e6linu eins og hvar annarssta\u00f0ar en \u00e9g s\u00e9 ekki a\u00f0 ri\u00f0lir\u00ed s\u00e9 skilyr\u00f0i e\u00f0a trygging fyrir n\u00e1num kynnum.<\/p>\n
N\u00e1in kynni eru t.d. \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 sitja \u00ed b\u00ed\u00f3 me\u00f0 Kela \u00ed tro\u00f0fullum sal af f\u00f3lki og vi\u00f0 skellum upp \u00far b\u00e6\u00f0i \u00e1 sama augnablikinu \u00feegar engum \u00f6\u00f0rum stekkur bros. Og stuttu s\u00ed\u00f0ar liggur salurinn \u00ed krampa yfir einhverju sem er \u00ed e\u00f0li s\u00ednu \u00f3smekklegt e\u00f0a allavega \u00e1kaflega \u00f3fyndi\u00f0 og vi\u00f0 horfum fur\u00f0u lostin hvort \u00e1 anna\u00f0.<\/p>\n
N\u00e1nd er a\u00f0 segja Sp\u00fankhildi fr\u00e1 einhverju sem er ekki h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 setja \u00e1 bloggi\u00f0 og \u00feegar h\u00fan gr\u00edpur af m\u00e9r or\u00f0i\u00f0 og l\u00fdkur m\u00e1lsgreininni fyrir mig, veit \u00e9g n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega hvernig h\u00fan mun or\u00f0a hana og a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 ver\u00f0ur n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00e9g vildi sagt hafa, nema me\u00f0 ofurl\u00edti\u00f0 Sp\u00fankhildarlegra or\u00f0alagi.<\/p>\n
A\u00f0 hitta Ger\u00f0i eftir margra \u00e1ra a\u00f0skilna\u00f0 og upplifa aldrei vandr\u00e6\u00f0alega \u00fe\u00f6gn.<\/p>\n
A\u00f0 koma til systur minnar \u00ed fjarskanum og skynja, strax \u00ed forstofunni a\u00f0 n\u00fa \u00fearf a\u00f0 laga kaffi og koma b\u00f6rnunum \u00fat \u00far eldh\u00fasinu, \u00e1\u00f0ur en \u00e9g s\u00e9 hana e\u00f0a heyri \u00ed henni. A\u00f0 sakna hennar endalaust eftir a\u00f0 h\u00fan f\u00f3r, \u00fe\u00f3tt vi\u00f0 eigum ekkert sameiginlegt nema uppeldi\u00f0 og genin.<\/p>\n
Og \u00feegar Endof\u00ednstr\u00e1kurinn bankar upp \u00e1 um mi\u00f0ja n\u00f3tt og spyr sk\u00e6lbrosandi hvort \u00e9g tr\u00fai \u00e1 l\u00edf eftir mi\u00f0n\u00e6tti. \u00c9g nudda svefnhrukkurnar ergileg og spyr hvort hann vilji kaffi.
\n-\u00de\u00fa hefur \u00feekkt mig \u00ed 10 \u00e1r, \u00fe\u00fa veist a\u00f0 \u00e9g ver\u00f0 veikur af kaffi segir hann.
\n-\u00de\u00fa hefur \u00feekkt mig \u00ed 10 \u00e1r og veist a\u00f0 \u00e9g tr\u00fai \u00e1 svefn eftir mi\u00f0n\u00e6tti, segi \u00e9g.
\n-Viltu a\u00f0 \u00e9g fari?
\n-Gl\u00e6tan. \u00de\u00fa skalt sko gj\u00f6ra svo vel a\u00f0 sv\u00e6fa mig aftur fyrst \u00fe\u00fa vaktir mig.<\/p>\n
Og vita a\u00f0 hann mun sitja hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r og deila me\u00f0 m\u00e9r v\u00edsd\u00f3mi s\u00ednum \u00fear til \u00e9g er farin a\u00f0 bulla einhverja vitleysu, kyssa mig \u00fe\u00e1 \u00e1 enni\u00f0 og l\u00e6\u00f0ast ofur varlega \u00fat, \u00e1 me\u00f0an \u00e9g l\u00ed\u00f0 inn \u00ed svefninn me\u00f0 \u00e6\u00f0arnar fullar af endorf\u00edni.<\/p>\n
\u00dea\u00f0 eru n\u00e1in kynni.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ma\u00f0ur nokkur telur a\u00f0 n\u00e1in kynni g\u00e6tu leitt til \u00feess a\u00f0 hann yr\u00f0i \u00e1stfanginn af m\u00e9r. Reyndar er \u00fea\u00f0 n\u00fa m\u00edn reynsla a\u00f0 \u00feeir menn sem ver\u00f0a \u00e1stfangnir af m\u00e9r eru undantekningalaust menn sem \u00e9g hef EKKI bo\u00f0i\u00f0 upp \u00e1 … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa