Minn k\u00e6ri<\/p>\n
\u00c9g geri m\u00e9r ekki alveg lj\u00f3st hvort \u00fe\u00fa spyr\u00f0 \u00ed einl\u00e6gni e\u00f0a a\u00f0eins til a\u00f0 gera l\u00edti\u00f0 \u00far m\u00e9r. \u00dea\u00f0 skiptir ekki \u00f6llu m\u00e1li, \u00e9g skal svara \u00fe\u00e9r. \u00c9g skal reyna a\u00f0 \u00fatsk\u00fdra hvers vegna \u00e9g er „alltaf a\u00f0 p\u00fakka upp \u00e1 einhverja l\u00fasera“.<\/p>\n
Sj\u00e1\u00f0u til. Langflest f\u00f3lk leitar \u00ed st\u00f6\u00f0nun. \u00dea\u00f0 er e\u00f0lilegt, vi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00f6rfnumst \u00e1kve\u00f0ins st\u00f6\u00f0ugleika. Sp\u00fankhildur heldur \u00fev\u00ed fram a\u00f0 engin als\u00e6la s\u00e9 til, a\u00f0 hamingjan s\u00e9 f\u00f3lgin \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vera \u00ed fastri vinnu sem ma\u00f0ur lifir kannski ekki fyrir en er allavega ekki \u00f3b\u00e6rilega lei\u00f0inleg, koma heim og laga kaffi og setja \u00ed \u00fevottav\u00e9l, hj\u00e1lpa b\u00f6rnunum me\u00f0 heiman\u00e1mi\u00f0 og horfa \u00e1 sj\u00f3nvarpi\u00f0. Fara \u00ed sund me\u00f0 fj\u00f6lskyldunni \u00e1 laugardegi, fara \u00fat \u00ed bakar\u00edi \u00e1 sunnudagsmorgni. M\u00e6ta \u00e1 \u00feorrabl\u00f3ti\u00f0, \u00e1rsh\u00e1t\u00ed\u00f0ina og j\u00f3lahla\u00f0bor\u00f0i\u00f0, halda upp \u00e1 st\u00f3rafm\u00e6li og eiga kannski nokkur g\u00f3\u00f0 dj\u00f6mm, fara \u00ed leikh\u00fas e\u00f0a hitta vinkonurnar \u00e1 kaffih\u00fasi til a\u00f0 brj\u00f3ta upp gr\u00e1mygluna og upplifa sm\u00e1 bliss. S\u00e1pu\u00f3peran sem mest \u00ed \u00fatja\u00f0ri tilverunnar; vinnuf\u00e9lagi missir br\u00f3\u00f0ur sinn, \u00f6ldru\u00f0 fr\u00e6nka deyr \u00far krabbameini, sonur vinkonu m\u00f6mmunnar handtekinn fyrir f\u00edkniefnasmygl. \u00c9g er reyndar ekki alveg samm\u00e1la henni, \u00e9g tr\u00fai \u00e1 als\u00e6lu, en \u00fea\u00f0 er heilmiki\u00f0 til \u00ed \u00feessu samt.<\/p>\n
M\u00e1li\u00f0 er a\u00f0 \u00feegar \u00feessu marki er n\u00e1\u00f0 fer flestum a\u00f0 lei\u00f0ast \u00f3skaplega miki\u00f0. Hva\u00f0 var\u00f0 eiginlega um st\u00f3ru draumana? \u00deetta er \u00fe\u00e6gilegt l\u00edf en er ekki l\u00edka til regnbogaland? \u00deanga\u00f0 vil \u00e9g flj\u00faga. Og f\u00f3lki\u00f0 sem \u00fe\u00fa kallar e\u00f0lilegt<\/em> bregst skynsamlega vi\u00f0 \u00feessari \u00f3fulln\u00e6gju. \u00dea\u00f0 veit a\u00f0 st\u00f3ru draumarnir eru \u00f3raunh\u00e6fir svo \u00fea\u00f0 b\u00fdr s\u00e9r til d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0 vi\u00f0r\u00e1\u00f0anlegri drauma. Draum um jeppa, e\u00f0a st\u00e6rri jeppa, \u00e6vint\u00fdrafer\u00f0 \u00ed sumarfr\u00edinu, st\u00e6rri brj\u00f3st e\u00f0a flottari pr\u00f3fgr\u00e1\u00f0u. \u00dea\u00f0 s\u00e6kir kannski um skemmtilegri vinnu e\u00f0a kemur s\u00e9r upp vi\u00f0haldi. Stundum fer allt til fjandans. Blessa\u00f0 f\u00f3lki\u00f0 haf\u00f0i \u00ed raun ekki efni \u00e1 jeppanum e\u00f0a framhj\u00e1haldi\u00f0 kemst upp. \u00de\u00e1 ver\u00f0ur s\u00e1pa. En h\u00fan ver\u00f0ur samt bara l\u00e1gfrey\u00f0andi og \u00e1 endanum kemst f\u00f3lk aftur \u00e1 r\u00e9ttan kj\u00f6l og heldur \u00e1fram a\u00f0 kaupa jeppa og s\u00e6kja endurmenntunarn\u00e1mskei\u00f0.<\/p>\n Ekki misskilja mig. \u00c9g er ekki a\u00f0 gera l\u00edti\u00f0 \u00far \u00feessum vi\u00f0br\u00f6g\u00f0um. \u00c9g g\u00e6ti kl\u00ednt \u00e1 \u00feau neikv\u00e6\u00f0um stimplum, kalla\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 efnishyggju, l\u00edfsg\u00e6\u00f0akapphlaup e\u00f0a framapot. \u00c9g g\u00e6ti kalla\u00f0 \u00feetta r\u00e1\u00f0ag\u00f3\u00f0a f\u00f3lk neyslu\u00fer\u00e6la og \u00fe\u00f3st vera eitthva\u00f0 sk\u00e1rri \u00feegar eini munurinn \u00e1 m\u00e9r og \u00feeim er s\u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e1 ekki kr\u00f3nu me\u00f0 gati, \u00fev\u00ed s\u00ed\u00f0ur jeppa og er samt ekki rassgat hamingjus\u00f6m. Nei, nei, \u00e9g er l\u00f6ngu vaxin upp \u00far \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 l\u00edta ni\u00f0ur \u00e1 f\u00f3lk sem hefur raunh\u00e6fa drauma. M\u00e9r gengur hinsvegar illa a\u00f0 elska \u00fea\u00f0.<\/p>\n F\u00f3lki\u00f0 mitt, f\u00f3lki\u00f0 sem \u00e9g elska er ekkert merkilegra e\u00f0a betra. \u00dea\u00f0 er ekki einu sinni neitt s\u00e9rlega skr\u00fdti\u00f0. En \u00fea\u00f0 bregst \u00f6\u00f0ruv\u00edsi vi\u00f0 \u00feessari yfir\u00feyrmandi st\u00f6\u00f0nunartilfinningu. \u00dea\u00f0 f\u00e6r skyndilega \u00e1 tilfinninguna a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 hafi lokast inni \u00ed b\u00fari og gerir eitthva\u00f0 hvatv\u00edslegt til a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 brj\u00f3tast \u00fat. \u00deetta er f\u00f3lki\u00f0 sem framkv\u00e6mir fyrstu heimskulegu hugmyndina sem kemur \u00fev\u00ed \u00ed koll, jafnvel \u00fe\u00f3tt h\u00fan s\u00e9 algerlega \u00far karakter.<\/p>\n \u00deetta er f\u00f3lk sem s\u00fdnir stundum svo hrikalegt \u00e1byrg\u00f0arleysi a\u00f0 manni er ekki si\u00f0fer\u00f0ilega st\u00e6tt \u00e1 \u00f6\u00f0ru en a\u00f0 segja skamm<\/em>. F\u00f3lk eins og konan sem \u00e6\u00f0ir fyrirfaral\u00edti\u00f0 til \u00fatlanda til a\u00f0 kaupa bleikan kastala. Ekki loftkastala \u00e1 bleiku sk\u00fdi, heldur bleikan kastala \u00ed b\u00f3kstaflegri merkingu. Svo t\u00e1knr\u00e6nar eru athafnir mannanna \u00e1 stundum. F\u00f3lk eins og ma\u00f0urinn sem vildi skilja vi\u00f0 konuna s\u00edna en fann enga g\u00f3\u00f0a \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0u, s\u00e6nga\u00f0i hj\u00e1 \u00feremur \u00f6\u00f0rum s\u00f6mu n\u00f3ttina, kom heim undir morgun og sag\u00f0i henni fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed. Ma\u00f0urinn sem f\u00f3r \u00e1 vegum fyrirt\u00e6kisins tila\u00f0 s\u00e6kja skiptimynt og ranka\u00f0i vi\u00f0 s\u00e9r inni \u00ed spilav\u00edti 6 klst. s\u00ed\u00f0ar. Pilturinn sem kom lyklinum a\u00f0 handj\u00e1rnunum s\u00ednum fyrir \u00ed mi\u00f0junni \u00e1 10 l\u00edtra f\u00f6tu, frysti vatni\u00f0, l\u00e6sti svo j\u00e1rnunum utan um \u00falnli\u00f0ina \u00e1 s\u00e9r og vona\u00f0i a\u00f0 \u00edsinn br\u00e1\u00f0na\u00f0i \u00e1\u00f0ur en m\u00f3\u00f0ir hans k\u00e6mi heim.<\/p>\n \u00de\u00f3tt g\u00e1fa\u00f0 f\u00f3lk geri stundum heimskulega hluti \u00fearf \u00fea\u00f0 ekki endilega a\u00f0 vera l\u00faserar. \u00dea\u00f0 hefur vissulega svipu\u00f0 einkenni og stundum er erfitt a\u00f0 greina hafrana fr\u00e1 sau\u00f0unum en munurinn er s\u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00fea\u00f0 eigi s\u00edn \u00e1byrg\u00f0arlausu augnablik og heg\u00f0i s\u00e9r ung\u00e6\u00f0islega \u00e1 k\u00f6flum, l\u00edtur \u00fea\u00f0 ekki \u00e1 sig sem f\u00f3rnarl\u00f6mb. \u00dea\u00f0 sekkur s\u00e9r ekki \u00ed \u00feunglyndi e\u00f0a drykkjuskap og \u00fea\u00f0 semur um skuldirnar s\u00ednar \u00e1\u00f0ur en \u00fea\u00f0 ver\u00f0ur gjald\u00ferota. \u00dea\u00f0 tekur \u00fer\u00e1tt fyrir allt \u00e1byrg\u00f0 \u00e1 l\u00edfi s\u00ednu, hamingju sinni, jafnvel \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00fea\u00f0 tr\u00fai ekki einu sinni \u00e1 hana.<\/p>\n M\u00e1li\u00f0 er, minn k\u00e6ri, a\u00f0 f\u00f3lki\u00f0 sem \u00e9g elska gerir s\u00e9r grein fyrir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 sumarh\u00fas, n\u00fd h\u00e1rgrei\u00f0sla e\u00f0a n\u00fd vinna gerir mann ekki hamingjusaman. \u00dea\u00f0 hefur kannski ekki neina betri hugmynd. \u00dea\u00f0 hefur ekki endilega sk\u00fdrari markmi\u00f0 og \u00e1 s\u00e9r kannski ekki einu sinni st\u00f3rkostlega drauma. Munurinn \u00e1 \u00feeim og \u00fe\u00e9r er ekki annar en s\u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 veit allavega hva\u00f0 virkar EKKI.<\/p>\n \u00dea\u00f0 er rangt hj\u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r a\u00f0 \u00e9g p\u00fakki upp \u00e1 l\u00fasera. \u00c9g nenni ekki a\u00f0 umgangast aumingja en m\u00e9r finnst f\u00f3lk alveg vera \u00feess vir\u00f0i a\u00f0 „p\u00fakka upp \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0“ \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00fea\u00f0 viti ekki alveg hva\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 vill. Flestir vita \u00fea\u00f0 nefnilega ekki, jafnvel \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00feeir telji sig hafa markmi\u00f0. \u00c9g er hinsvegar stundum of lengi a\u00f0 \u00e1tta mig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed hvort \u00feeir sem heilla mig eru bara me\u00f0 \u00feetta \u00f3fulln\u00e6gju syndrom e\u00f0a hreinr\u00e6kta\u00f0ir l\u00faserar.<\/p>\n \u00c9g veit ekki hvort er til l\u00e6kning vi\u00f0 \u00feeim kvilla a\u00f0 vilja eitthva\u00f0 sem ma\u00f0ur getur ekki fengi\u00f0. Ma\u00f0ur getur banka\u00f0 upp \u00e1 hj\u00e1 Birni Hafberg og fengi\u00f0 a\u00f0sto\u00f0 til a\u00f0 gengisfella drauma s\u00edna e\u00f0a finna einhvern farveg fyrir \u00feessa undarlegu \u00f3lgu \u00ed s\u00e1linni en mig rennir samt alltaf \u00ed grun a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 e\u00f0ilsfr\u00e6\u00f0ilega \u00fatiloka\u00f0 a\u00f0 n\u00e1lgast regnbogalandi\u00f0.<\/p>\n \u00dea\u00f0 hr\u00e6\u00f0ilegasta er samt a\u00f0 eiga engan draum. S\u00e6tta sig vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 lifa \u00ed st\u00f6\u00f0nun. \u00deegar \u00e9g s\u00e9 f\u00f3lk sem \u00e9g veit a\u00f0 er eitthva\u00f0 spunni\u00f0 \u00ed, fara \u00feannig me\u00f0 l\u00edf sitt, \u00feora ekki a\u00f0 n\u00e6ra drauma s\u00edna af \u00f3tta vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00feeir ver\u00f0i \u00f3raunh\u00e6fir \u00fe\u00e1 finn \u00e9g mig kn\u00fana til a\u00f0 hafa afskipti af \u00fev\u00ed. Kannski er ekkert regnbogaland til en systir m\u00edn \u00ed meinum er allavega komin \u00feanga\u00f0 sem h\u00fan \u00e6tla\u00f0i s\u00e9r og \u00e9g s\u00e9 a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er harla gott. \u00deegar allt kemur til alls hl\u00fdtur makmi\u00f0i\u00f0 a\u00f0 vera \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 finna sj\u00e1lfan sig og \u00e9g \u00fereytist ekki \u00e1 \u00feessari l\u00ednu \u00far Passion Play (Jethro Tull)<\/p>\n I\u00b4d give up my halo for the horn<\/em> Spurningin er bara hva\u00f0 m\u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 kosta? Systir m\u00edn \u00ed meinum greiddi hamingju s\u00edna h\u00e1u ver\u00f0i, held \u00e9g. Mig langar a\u00f0 heims\u00e6kja hana og spyrja hva\u00f0 eitt stykki hamingja kostar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Minn k\u00e6ri \u00c9g geri m\u00e9r ekki alveg lj\u00f3st hvort \u00fe\u00fa spyr\u00f0 \u00ed einl\u00e6gni e\u00f0a a\u00f0eins til a\u00f0 gera l\u00edti\u00f0 \u00far m\u00e9r. \u00dea\u00f0 skiptir ekki \u00f6llu m\u00e1li, \u00e9g skal svara \u00fe\u00e9r. \u00c9g skal reyna a\u00f0 \u00fatsk\u00fdra hvers vegna \u00e9g er „alltaf … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa
\n and the horn for the hat I once had<\/em><\/p>\n