\u00c1stm\u00f6gur minn kom ekki til dyranna eins og hann var kl\u00e6ddur \u00feegar \u00e9g banka\u00f0i upp \u00e1 kl 8:20 \u00ed morgun. Enda er hann pr\u00fa\u00f0menni og \u00f3v\u00edst a\u00f0 vi\u00f0kv\u00e6mar s\u00e1lir \u00e1 lei\u00f0 til vinnu hef\u00f0u teki\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed me\u00f0 \u00e6\u00f0ruleysi a\u00f0 \u00feurfa a\u00f0 berja karlmennsku hans augum \u00e1 stigaganginum svo \u00e1rla morguns. Hann \u00e1 ekki slopp og kom \u00fev\u00ed fram \u00feokkalega \u00fafinn me\u00f0 handkl\u00e6\u00f0isble\u00f0il fyrir s\u00ednu allra helgasta.<\/p>\n
-\u00de\u00fa varst semsagt ekki \u00e1 vakt \u00ed n\u00f3tt? sag\u00f0i \u00e9g.
\nEngu a\u00f0 s\u00ed\u00f0ur f\u00e9kk \u00e9g inng\u00f6ngu og hann laga\u00f0i kaffi \u00e1 typpinu. M\u00e9r fannst \u00fea\u00f0 fallegt. \u00c9g hef aldrei s\u00e9\u00f0 hann n\u00fdvakna\u00f0an fyrr og vissi ekki a\u00f0 hann spranga\u00f0i nakinn um \u00edb\u00fa\u00f0ina.<\/p>\n
-\u00c9g las bloggi\u00f0 \u00feitt, sag\u00f0i hann \u00feegar kaffi\u00f0 var tilb\u00fai\u00f0.
\n-J\u00e6ja.
\n-\u00de\u00fa l\u00fdsir m\u00e9r ekki sem s\u00e9rlega heillandi karakter.
\n-\u00de\u00fa skalt ekki vera lei\u00f0ur yfir \u00fev\u00ed, m\u00e9r finnst enginn karlma\u00f0ur heillandi nema hann s\u00e9 b\u00e6\u00f0i drullusokkur og aumingi og auk \u00feess er \u00e9g svo galin a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 tekur enginn heilvita ma\u00f0ur mark \u00e1 \u00feessu bulli.
\n-\u00deetta f\u00e9kk mig samt til a\u00f0 hugsa helling. Af hverju vi\u00f0 erum eiginlega a\u00f0 hittast og allt \u00fea\u00f0.
\n-Af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 erum b\u00e6\u00f0i einmana og \u00fea\u00f0 er skr\u00e1rra a\u00f0 vera einmana saman.
\n-J\u00e1 en af hverju VI\u00d0? \u00dea\u00f0 er ekki eins og \u00e9g g\u00e6ti ekki fengi\u00f0 a\u00f0 r\u00ed\u00f0a annarssta\u00f0ar og \u00fe\u00fa v\u00e6rir ekki \u00ed vandr\u00e6\u00f0um me\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 heldur.
\n-\u00c9g kem hinga\u00f0 af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00feekki engan annan sem er til taks um \u00e1ttaleyti\u00f0 \u00e1 morgnana og \u00fe\u00fa veist vel hversvega \u00fe\u00fa tekur \u00e1 m\u00f3ti m\u00e9r.
\n-L\u00edklega af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 geirv\u00f6rturnar \u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r eru eins og bl\u00fdantsstorkle\u00f0ur og m\u00e9r finnst \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e6tt.
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 er ekki verri sk\u00fdring en hver \u00f6nnur.
\n-\u00cd alv\u00f6ru, \u00e9g veit ekki einu sinni hva\u00f0 \u00e9g er a\u00f0 p\u00e6la.
\n-\u00c9g er me\u00f0 kenningu.
\n-N\u00fa?
\n-\u00de\u00fa ert gullfallegur str\u00e1kur og enginn rugluhali. Stelpur ver\u00f0a hrifnar af \u00fe\u00e9r. En \u00fear sem \u00fe\u00fa hefur tilfinningagreind \u00e1 vi\u00f0 \u00f6skubakka, ertu me\u00f0 \u00feungan klafa af brostnum hj\u00f6rtum \u00e1 samviskunni. \u00de\u00fa veist a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er engin h\u00e6tta \u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa farir illa me\u00f0 mig. \u00de\u00fa \u00fearft ekki a\u00f0 segja eitthva\u00f0 s\u00e6tt vi\u00f0 mig e\u00f0a hringja \u00ed mig e\u00f0a sleppa \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 r\u00ed\u00f0a einhverri annarri. \u00de\u00fa \u00fearft ekki einu sinni a\u00f0 hafa fyrir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 h\u00f3a \u00ed mig \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g kem bara sj\u00e1lf. Eina krafan sem \u00e9g geri er s\u00fa a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 notum smokk og \u00fe\u00e9r finnst \u00feetta svo bara drullu\u00fe\u00e6gilegt fyrirkomulag a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa reynir ekki einu sinni a\u00f0 bera h\u00f6nd fyrir \u00a0h\u00f6fu\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e9r \u00feegar \u00e9g er t\u00edkarleg vi\u00f0 \u00feig.<\/p>\n
Hann horf\u00f0i \u00e1 mig \u00feegjandi d\u00e1litla stund, f\u00f3r inn og kom fram \u00ed f\u00f6tum.<\/p>\n
-\u00deetta hlj\u00f3mar satt a\u00f0 segja alls ekki eins og \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9rt bara \u00fe\u00fa sem ert t\u00edkarleg vi\u00f0 mig.
\n-\u00deetta er bara kenning elskan og \u00e9g er ekki a\u00f0 kvarta. \u00c9g er alveg s\u00e1tt vi\u00f0 \u00feetta eins og \u00fea\u00f0 er.<\/p>\n
-Ertu \u00e1stfangin \u00feessum Haffa?
\n-Nei. M\u00e9r fannst bara gott a\u00f0 vera me\u00f0 honum. Langar stundum a\u00f0 hitta hann.
\n-Og \u00fearf \u00e9g a\u00f0 hringja \u00ed hann sj\u00e1lfan e\u00f0a \u00e6tlar \u00fe\u00fa segja m\u00e9r hva\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 er sem hann gerir sem er svona gott?
\n-Hann talar vi\u00f0 mig.
\n-N\u00fa, \u00e9g h\u00e9lt a\u00f0 \u00fei\u00f0 \u00e6ttu\u00f0 ekkert sameiginlegt. Hann vir\u00f0ist ekki alveg vera \u00feessi t\u00fdpa sem heldur uppi l\u00f6ngum samr\u00e6\u00f0um um menningu og listir.
\n-Hefur\u00f0u einhvernt\u00edma heyrt mig halda uppi l\u00f6ngum samr\u00e6\u00f0um um menningu og listir?
\n-Er \u00fea\u00f0 ekki \u00feitt \u00e1hugam\u00e1l?
\n-F\u00f3lk getur n\u00fa kannski tala\u00f0 um eitthva\u00f0 anna\u00f0 en \u00e1hugam\u00e1l s\u00edn.
\n-Hvern andskotann tali\u00f0 \u00fei\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 um?
\n-Bara. Hann segir m\u00e9r fr\u00e1 b\u00f6rnunum s\u00ednum og vinnunni og konunni sem hann elskar.<\/p>\n
Hann hleypti br\u00fanum og nudda\u00f0i svo augun \u00fereytulega. Hl\u00f3 sm\u00e1vegis og nudda\u00f0i augun aftur.
\n-Babe you are single for a reason. Ertu a\u00f0 reyna a\u00f0 segja m\u00e9r a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e9r finnist gott a\u00f0 vera me\u00f0 manni sem drekkur sig fullan og talar um „konuna sem hann elskar“ \u00e1 me\u00f0an hann r\u00ed\u00f0ur \u00fe\u00e9r?
\n-J\u00e1. \u00c9g myndi kannski ekki f\u00edla \u00fea\u00f0 ef \u00e9g v\u00e6ri \u00e1stfangin af honum en \u00e9g er \u00fea\u00f0 heldur ekki. \u00deetta er bara spurning um a\u00f0 vera \u00ed sm\u00e1 kontakt.
\n-Hann skilur \u00feig l\u00edklega betur en \u00e9g.
\n-Nei, hann skilur mig ekki rassgat en \u00fea\u00f0 er allt \u00ed lagi, \u00fea\u00f0 er bara einkenni \u00e1 tegundinni. Ma\u00f0ur \u00fearf ekki alltaf a\u00f0 skilja allt. Hann hlustar \u00e1 mig og talar vi\u00f0 mig. \u00dea\u00f0 er ekkert g\u00e1fulegt og ekkert til a\u00f0 byggja \u00e1 en ma\u00f0ur er allavega ekki einmana \u00e1 me\u00f0an.
\n-En \u00fe\u00fa ert einmana me\u00f0 m\u00e9r?
\n-J\u00e1. \u00de\u00fa l\u00edka.<\/p>\n
-Vi\u00f0 h\u00f6fum aldrei tala\u00f0 svona saman \u00e1\u00f0ur, sag\u00f0i hann eftir nokku\u00f0 langa \u00fe\u00f6gn.
\n-Nei.
\n-\u00c6tla\u00f0r\u00f0u a\u00f0 setja \u00feetta samtal \u00e1 \u00feessa fjandans nets\u00ed\u00f0u?
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 \u00feykir m\u00e9r l\u00edklegt. \u00deetta er \u00e1hugaver\u00f0asta samtal sem \u00e9g hef \u00e1tt vi\u00f0 \u00feig.
\n-\u00c9g er ekkert hrifinn af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa segir fr\u00e1 m\u00e9r \u00e1 blogginu, \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00fe\u00fa breytir nafninu.
\n-\u00de\u00fa ver\u00f0ur ekki spur\u00f0ur elskan. \u00dea\u00f0 segir m\u00e9r enginn hva\u00f0 \u00e9g m\u00e1 skrifa og hvort e\u00f0a hvar \u00e9g birti \u00fea\u00f0.
\n-Les Haffi bloggi\u00f0 \u00feitt?
\n-Nei en ef hann ger\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 myndi hann ekki kippa s\u00e9r upp vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0.
\n-Og \u00feessi myrkah\u00f6f\u00f0ingi e\u00f0a leigus\u00e1l e\u00f0a hva\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa kallar hann, hvernig finnst honum a\u00f0 vera or\u00f0in s\u00f6gupers\u00f3na \u00e1 netinu?
\n-\u00dea\u00f0 veit \u00e9g ekki. En \u00e9g skal spyrja hann og birta svari\u00f0 \u00e1 netinu.
\n-Hva\u00f0 var \u00fea\u00f0 annars? \u00deessi s\u00e1lnakaupaleikur?
\n-Mig langa\u00f0i bara a\u00f0 tala vi\u00f0 einhvern.
\n-Og \u00fei\u00f0 l\u00e1gu\u00f0 \u00ed myrkrinu og t\u00f6lu\u00f0u\u00f0 um dau\u00f0ann? Dj\u00f6full hefur \u00fea\u00f0 veri\u00f0 h\u00e1fleygt.
\n-Nei, ekki dau\u00f0ann, reyndar ekkert s\u00e9rlega h\u00e1fleygt ef \u00e9g man r\u00e9tt og vi\u00f0 l\u00e1gum n\u00fa ekki. Vi\u00f0 s\u00e1tum bara og t\u00f6lu\u00f0um saman.
\n-Um sundurkramin hj\u00f6rtu og brostna drauma og st\u00f6ff?
\n-Reyndar var \u00fea\u00f0 n\u00fa ekki svo dramat\u00edskt en annars r\u00e6\u00f0ur e\u00f0lilegt f\u00f3lk vi\u00f0 sm\u00e1vegis drama ef svo ber undir.
\n-E\u00f0lilegt f\u00f3lk, e\u00f0a e\u00f0lilegt f\u00f3lk eins og \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00fe\u00fa \u00feekkir?<\/p>\n
Og \u00fe\u00e1 var\u00f0 \u00e9g bara hreinlega kjaftstopp.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00c1stm\u00f6gur minn kom ekki til dyranna eins og hann var kl\u00e6ddur \u00feegar \u00e9g banka\u00f0i upp \u00e1 kl 8:20 \u00ed morgun. Enda er hann pr\u00fa\u00f0menni og \u00f3v\u00edst a\u00f0 vi\u00f0kv\u00e6mar s\u00e1lir \u00e1 lei\u00f0 til vinnu hef\u00f0u teki\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed me\u00f0 \u00e6\u00f0ruleysi a\u00f0 \u00feurfa … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa