M\u00e9r skilst a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur eigi helst a\u00f0 upplifa \u00e1ram\u00f3t sem einhverskonar t\u00e6kif\u00e6ri, n\u00fdtt upphaf \u00e1 einhverju st\u00f3rkostlegu. Ma\u00f0ur \u00e1 a\u00f0 gerast rosalega ferskur og taka nokkra daga \u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 standa vi\u00f0 lofor\u00f0in sem ma\u00f0ur er alltaf a\u00f0 gefa sj\u00e1lfum s\u00e9r og helst a\u00f0 finna upp \u00e1 einhverju n\u00fdju til a\u00f0 lofa. Aukaatri\u00f0i hversu lengi ma\u00f0ur stendur vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0.<\/p>\n
J\u00faj\u00fa, \u00fea\u00f0 er sj\u00e1lfsagt ekki verra en hva\u00f0 anna\u00f0, allavega l\u00f6g\u00f0um vi\u00f0 Sigr\u00fan tarot \u00ed n\u00f3tt og spilin m\u00edn s\u00f6g\u00f0u \u00fea\u00f0 n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega saman og \u00f6ll fyrri \u00e1ram\u00f3t; \u00e9g mun lifa \u00ed samfelldu dramakasti, berjast vi\u00f0 dj\u00f6fla, dau\u00f0a og vi\u00f0urstygg\u00f0 ey\u00f0ingarinnar, fara \u00ed silikona\u00f0ger\u00f0 sem mun \u00e1n nokkurs vafa misheppnast, ver\u00f0a \u00e1stfangin af feitum bankastj\u00f3ra, halda framhj\u00e1 honum me\u00f0 aldurhnignum l\u00f6gfr\u00e6\u00f0ingi og ver\u00f0a \u00f3l\u00e9tt eftir prest af austurlenskum uppruna. \u00cd desember mun \u00e9g svo deyja \u00ed s\u00e1rri f\u00e1t\u00e6kt \u00far b\u00f3lus\u00f3tt e\u00f0a \u00e1l\u00edka \u00f3ge\u00f0spest. Samkv\u00e6mt bollanum ver\u00f0a \u00e9g hinsvegar r\u00edk og hamingjus\u00f6m \u00e1 \u00e1rinu, eins og allir m\u00ednir bollar hafa lofa\u00f0 m\u00e9r s\u00ed\u00f0ustu 5 \u00e1rin.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g strengi heit \u00e1ri\u00f0 um kring og yfirleitt ekki f\u00e6rri en 30 um \u00e1ram\u00f3t en \u00fea\u00f0 er alltaf eitt sem skiptir mestu. S\u00ed\u00f0ustu \u00e1ram\u00f3t var lofor\u00f0 n\u00famer eitt a\u00f0 gera allt sem \u00ed m\u00ednu valdi st\u00e6\u00f0i til \u00feess a\u00f0 samband mitt vi\u00f0 h\u00fasasmi\u00f0inn yr\u00f0i fullkomi\u00f0. Og \u00fea\u00f0 ger\u00f0i \u00e9g, me\u00f0 \u00feeim \u00e1rangri sem vi\u00f0 er a\u00f0 b\u00faast \u00feegar karlma\u00f0ur \u00e1 \u00ed hlut. \u00d6ll \u00f6nnur \u00e1ram\u00f3tamarkmi\u00f0 m\u00edn mi\u00f0u\u00f0ust vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00e9g yr\u00f0i enn\u00fe\u00e1 \u00ed samb\u00fa\u00f0 \u00feau n\u00e6stu og \u00fe.a.l. n\u00e1\u00f0i \u00e9g engu \u00feeirra. Reyndar mist\u00f3kst n\u00e1nast allt anna\u00f0 l\u00edka. \u00deegar \u00e9g l\u00edt til baka man \u00e9g ekki einn einasta dag \u00e1ri\u00f0 2004 sem var beinl\u00ednis g\u00f3\u00f0ur. Margir voru reyndar st\u00f3rf\u00ednir svona r\u00e9tt \u00e1 me\u00f0an \u00e1 \u00feeim st\u00f3\u00f0 en \u00feegar upp er sta\u00f0i\u00f0 voru \u00feeir bygg\u00f0ir \u00e1 blekkingu og \u00fea\u00f0 er n\u00e1tt\u00farulega ekki eitthva\u00f0 sem ma\u00f0ur vill endurtaka. Flestir voru almennt frekar brag\u00f0daufir.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g bj\u00f3 \u00ed pappak\u00f6ssum 9 m\u00e1nu\u00f0i af \u00feessum 12, vann a\u00f0 mestu leyti st\u00f6rf sem mig langa\u00f0i ekki a\u00f0 vinna, keypti \u00edb\u00fa\u00f0 sem mig langar ekki a\u00f0 b\u00faa \u00ed, svaf hj\u00e1 manni sem mig langar ekki a\u00f0 sofa hj\u00e1. Giftist ekki \u00feeim sem mig langa\u00f0i a\u00f0 giftast, skrifa\u00f0i ekki \u00fea\u00f0 sem mig langa\u00f0i a\u00f0 skrifa og er yfirh\u00f6fu\u00f0 \u00ed n\u00e1kv\u00e6mlega s\u00f6mu sporum og fyrir 5 \u00e1rum og fyrir 10 \u00e1rum og fyrir 20 \u00e1rum, nema hrukkunum hefur fj\u00f6lga\u00f0.<\/p>\n
Lofor\u00f0 mitt til sj\u00e1lfrar m\u00edn \u00e1ri\u00f0 2005 er \u00feetta;
\n\u00c9g \u00e6tla a\u00f0 gera allt sem mig langar og ekkert sem \u00e9g vil ekki.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g \u00e6tla a\u00f0 byrja \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed \u00ed kv\u00f6ld.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
M\u00e9r skilst a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur eigi helst a\u00f0 upplifa \u00e1ram\u00f3t sem einhverskonar t\u00e6kif\u00e6ri, n\u00fdtt upphaf \u00e1 einhverju st\u00f3rkostlegu. Ma\u00f0ur \u00e1 a\u00f0 gerast rosalega ferskur og taka nokkra daga \u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 standa vi\u00f0 lofor\u00f0in sem ma\u00f0ur er alltaf a\u00f0 gefa sj\u00e1lfum … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa