Au\u00f0vita\u00f0 krefst \u00fea\u00f0 hugrekkis a\u00f0 fara \u00feessa lei\u00f0 en kannski er l\u00edka h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 or\u00f0a \u00fea\u00f0 \u00feannig a\u00f0 \u00feeir sem fara \u00feessa lei\u00f0 hafi hva\u00f0 mestar ranghugmyndir um \u00e1hrif s\u00edn og hva\u00f0a kr\u00f6fur er raunh\u00e6ft a\u00f0 gera til sj\u00e1lfs s\u00edn. Haukur tala\u00f0i alltaf um a\u00f0 hann yr\u00f0i a\u00f0 „fara a\u00f0 drullast til a\u00f0 gera eitthva\u00f0 sem skiptir m\u00e1li“. \u00dea\u00f0 skipti ekki m\u00e1li a\u00f0 klifra upp \u00ed krana \u00fev\u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 uppr\u00e6tti ekki st\u00f3ri\u00f0justefnu. \u00dea\u00f0 skipti ekki m\u00e1li a\u00f0 tefja \u00f3l\u00f6glega h\u00fasleit \u00ed Palest\u00ednu af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 st\u00f6\u00f0va\u00f0i ekki hern\u00e1mi\u00f0. \u00dea\u00f0 var kannski klukkustundar kikk a\u00f0 flagga b\u00f3nusf\u00e1nanum en \u00fea\u00f0 uppr\u00e6tti ekki \u00edt\u00f6k kap\u00edtalista \u00ed stj\u00f3rnm\u00e1lum. \u00dea\u00f0 skipti ekki m\u00e1li a\u00f0 hj\u00e1lpa einum og einum fl\u00f3ttamanni, \u00fev\u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 kom ekki \u00ed veg fyrir a\u00f0 f\u00f3lk hrekstist \u00e1 fl\u00f3tta. H\u00fastaka \u00ed A\u00feenu skipti ekki m\u00e1li af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 var aldrei h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 taka n\u00f3gu m\u00f6rg h\u00fas til a\u00f0 leysa h\u00fasn\u00e6\u00f0isvanda allra fl\u00f3ttamanna. „\u00dea\u00f0 eina sem getur breytt einhverju er a\u00f0 byrja fr\u00e1 grunni og byggja upp beint l\u00fd\u00f0r\u00e6\u00f0i \u00e1n r\u00edkisvalds“ sag\u00f0i hann og f\u00f3r til Rojava. Og ef \u00fea\u00f0 hef\u00f0i tekist \u00fe\u00e1 hef\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 samt ekki veri\u00f0 n\u00f3g \u00fev\u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 hef\u00f0i ekki frelsa\u00f0 allan heiminn og \u00fea\u00f0 hef\u00f0i ekki komi\u00f0 \u00ed veg fyrir \u00f3ge\u00f0slega valdabar\u00e1ttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dea\u00f0 er d\u00e1l\u00edti\u00f0 l\u00fdsandi fyrir hugmyndir Hauks um sj\u00e1lfan sig hvernig hann br\u00e1st vi\u00f0 misskilningi \u00feegar hann t\u00f3k \u00fe\u00e1tt \u00ed Norr\u00e6na sk\u00f3lahlaupinu, 11 e\u00f0a 12 \u00e1ra. \u00deegar hann og einn annar \u00ed sk\u00f3lanum h\u00f6f\u00f0u hlaupi\u00f0 8,5 km (a\u00f0eins \u00feeir tveir \u00e6tlu\u00f0u a\u00f0 hlaupa meira en 5 km) kalla\u00f0i \u00e9g \u00e1 hann heim \u00ed h\u00e1degismat. Hann misskildi mig og h\u00e9lt a\u00f0 t\u00edminn v\u00e6ri \u00fatrunninn. \u00deegar hann \u00e1tta\u00f0i sig \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed daginn eftir a\u00f0 hann hef\u00f0i alveg m\u00e1tt halda \u00e1fram gr\u00e9t hann h\u00e1st\u00f6fum af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 var „heimsku hans“ og eftirtektarleysi a\u00f0 kenna a\u00f0 \u00cdsland haf\u00f0i „tapa\u00f0 Norr\u00e6na sk\u00f3lahlaupinu“. Hann gat fyrirgefi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfum s\u00e9r \u00e1 me\u00f0an hann h\u00e9lt a\u00f0 hann hef\u00f0i hreinlega ekki haft l\u00edkamlega bur\u00f0i til a\u00f0 n\u00e1 markmi\u00f0inu en a\u00f0 hafa kl\u00fa\u00f0ra\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed – \u00fea\u00f0 var blettur \u00e1 mannor\u00f0i hans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nokkrum d\u00f6gum s\u00ed\u00f0ar f\u00e9ll hann svo aftur saman af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hann haf\u00f0i veri\u00f0 „svo mikill helv\u00edtis aumingi a\u00f0 fara a\u00f0 grenja“ \u00ed sta\u00f0inn fyrir a\u00f0 bi\u00f0ja sk\u00f3lastj\u00f3rann a\u00f0 „hringja \u00ed stj\u00f3rnina og athuga hvort hann g\u00e6ti fengi\u00f0 annan s\u00e9ns“. \u00c9g haf\u00f0i au\u00f0vita\u00f0 margsagt honum a\u00f0 \u00feetta v\u00e6ri ekki keppni og \u00fea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri fr\u00e1leit hugmynd a\u00f0 \u00cdsland hef\u00f0i tapa\u00f0, hva\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri einhverjum einum um a\u00f0 kenna en hann me\u00f0t\u00f3k hreinlega ekki \u00fe\u00e1 hugmynd a\u00f0 hann hef\u00f0i ekki brug\u00f0ist. Framlag annarra skipti heldur engu m\u00e1li \u00ed \u00feessu sambandi. Haukur haf\u00f0i \u00e6tla\u00f0 s\u00e9r a\u00f0 verja hei\u00f0ur \u00cdslands \u00e1 al\u00fej\u00f3\u00f0avettvangi en klikka\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed af einsk\u00e6rum aulah\u00e6tti. Hann haf\u00f0i f\u00f3rna\u00f0 hei\u00f0ri \u00cdslands fyrir grj\u00f3nagraut og hann haf\u00f0i enga tr\u00fa \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 landinn myndi nokkurnt\u00edma b\u00ed\u00f0a \u00feess b\u00e6tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Au\u00f0vita\u00f0 krefst \u00fea\u00f0 hugrekkis a\u00f0 fara \u00feessa lei\u00f0 en kannski er l\u00edka h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 or\u00f0a \u00fea\u00f0 \u00feannig a\u00f0 \u00feeir sem fara \u00feessa lei\u00f0 hafi hva\u00f0 mestar ranghugmyndir um \u00e1hrif s\u00edn og hva\u00f0a kr\u00f6fur er raunh\u00e6ft a\u00f0 gera til sj\u00e1lfs s\u00edn. Haukur tala\u00f0i alltaf um a\u00f0 hann yr\u00f0i a\u00f0 „fara a\u00f0 drullast til a\u00f0 gera eitthva\u00f0 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3049,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1,249,175],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-704","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-allt-efni","category-minningar","category-ur-dagbok-evu","et-has-post-format-content","et_post_format-et-post-format-standard"],"yoast_head":"\n