\u00c9g var or\u00f0lj\u00f3tur unglingur.<\/p>\n
Margir h\u00f6f\u00f0u or\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed en m\u00e9r var sl\u00e9tt sama. Reyndar h\u00e9lt \u00e9g aftur af subbuskapnum \u00ed n\u00e1vist pabba, \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 vita almennilega hversvegna. \u00c1 \u00feessum \u00e1rum var enginn annar \u00ed l\u00edfi m\u00ednu sem \u00e9g t\u00f3k mark \u00e1 og l\u00edklega hefur hann aldrei heyrt nema brotabrot af \u00feeirri hro\u00f0alegu gn\u00f3tt bl\u00f3ts- og kl\u00faryr\u00f0a sem \u00e9g tvinna\u00f0i saman ef m\u00e9r rann \u00ed skap, og \u00fev\u00ed ekki s\u00e9\u00f0 \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0u til a\u00f0 setja ofan \u00ed vi\u00f0 mig.<\/p>\n
Svo var\u00f0 \u00e9g 16 \u00e1ra. Einhverju sinni var \u00e9g st\u00f6dd \u00e1 skemmtista\u00f0 (\u00e1 \u00feeim t\u00edma var b\u00f6rnum f\u00faslega hleypt inn \u00e1 v\u00ednveitingasta\u00f0i)og hitti \u00fear kennara minn \u00far grunnsk\u00f3la sem \u00e9g haf\u00f0i ekki s\u00e9\u00f0 \u00ed tv\u00f6 \u00e1r. Hann var sau\u00f0drukkinn en \u00fea\u00f0 dr\u00f3 ekkert \u00far \u00e1hrifam\u00e6tti or\u00f0anna. Hann greip andann \u00e1 lofti \u00feegar hann s\u00e1 mig og \u00fea\u00f0 var engin hugsun \u00e1 bak vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 sem hann sag\u00f0i, \u00fea\u00f0 kom beint fr\u00e1 hjartanu:<\/p>\n
-Drottinn minn d\u00fdri hva\u00f0 \u00fe\u00fa ert or\u00f0in sex\u00fd. Ef \u00fea\u00f0 v\u00e6ri ekki fyrir s\u00f3\u00f0atrantinn \u00e1 \u00fe\u00e9r g\u00e6tir\u00f0u lagt hvern einasta karlmann h\u00e9r inni, mig me\u00f0talinn.<\/em><\/p>\n M\u00e9r lei\u00f0 eins og \u00e9g hef\u00f0i veri\u00f0 slegin \u00ed andliti\u00f0 en samt ekki n\u00f3gu fast til a\u00f0 rei\u00f0ast. \u00dea\u00f0 var eiginlega ekki nokkur lei\u00f0 a\u00f0 leggja tr\u00fana\u00f0 \u00e1 bara hluta af sta\u00f0h\u00e6fingunni, anna\u00f0 hvort var h\u00fan r\u00e9tt e\u00f0a r\u00f6ng. Mig langa\u00f0i ekki baun a\u00f0 leggja nokkurn einasta karlmann \u00e1 sta\u00f0num, hva\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 kennarann, sem m\u00e9r \u00fe\u00f3tti annars v\u00e6nt um, en mig langa\u00f0i sannarlega a\u00f0 GETA \u00fea\u00f0.<\/p>\n \u00dea\u00f0 hefur \u00f6rugglega ekki hvarfla\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00feessum fyrrum kennara m\u00ednum, hvorki \u00fe\u00e1 n\u00e9 s\u00ed\u00f0ar hversu mikil \u00e1hrif hann haf\u00f0i \u00e1 b\u00e6\u00f0i framkomu m\u00edna og sj\u00e1lfsmynd, bara me\u00f0 \u00feessari einu athugasemd. \u00dea\u00f0 var\u00f0 heilagt missj\u00f3n hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r a\u00f0 geta lagt hvern einasta karlmann \u00e1 sta\u00f0num og \u00e9g ger\u00f0i m\u00e9r jafnvel fer\u00f0ir \u00e1 skemmtista\u00f0i (sem \u00e9g annars haf\u00f0i enga \u00e1n\u00e6gju af) bara til \u00feess a\u00f0 kanna gengi mitt \u00ed \u00feeim efnum og \u00e6fa mig \u00ed t\u00e1ldr\u00e1ttart\u00e6kni. \u00c9g steinh\u00e6tti a\u00f0 tvinna bl\u00f3tsyr\u00f0um inn \u00ed hverja m\u00e1lsgrein og setti t\u00f6luver\u00f0an sk\u00f6punarkraft \u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 verkefni \u00ed a\u00f0 koma m\u00e9r upp lista af eil\u00edti\u00f0 d\u00f6mulegri m\u00f3\u00f0gunum til a\u00f0 nota \u00ed ney\u00f0.<\/p>\n \u00cd dag nota \u00e9g f\u00fakyr\u00f0i me\u00f0vita\u00f0. \u00c9g vel \u00feau af stakri smekkv\u00edsi og eing\u00f6ngu \u00feegar tilefni\u00f0 er gott. \u00c9g hef samt teki\u00f0 eftir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 ef \u00e9g lendi \u00ed pirrandi a\u00f0st\u00e6\u00f0um, (kem t.d. a\u00f0 vegat\u00e1lma \u00feegar \u00e9g er \u00ed t\u00edma\u00fer\u00f6ng e\u00f0a uppg\u00f6tva a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e1 ekki pipar eftir a\u00f0 \u00e9g er byrju\u00f0 a\u00f0 elda), \u00e1 \u00e9g til a\u00f0 segja „rassgat“ stundarh\u00e1tt um lei\u00f0 og \u00e9g set hnykk \u00e1 h\u00f6fu\u00f0i\u00f0 e\u00f0a stappa f\u00e6ti \u00ed g\u00f3lfi\u00f0. \u00deetta eru ekki s\u00e9rlega d\u00f6muleg vi\u00f0br\u00f6g\u00f0 en \u00e9g held a\u00f0 \u00e9g g\u00e6ti samt lagt hvern einasta kjaft \u00e1 einhverju \u00f6ldurh\u00fasanna ef \u00e9g nennti a\u00f0 standa \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 t\u00e6la fyllibyttur. \u00c9g velti \u00fev\u00ed hinsvegar stundum fyrir m\u00e9r hvort \u00e9g ver\u00f0i \u00e1t\u00f3mat\u00edskt or\u00f0lj\u00f3t ef \u00e9g f\u00e6 Alsheimer. Or\u00f0lj\u00f3tt gamalmenni me\u00f0 Alsheimer er ekki beinl\u00ednis heillandi hugmynd.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00c9g var or\u00f0lj\u00f3tur unglingur. Margir h\u00f6f\u00f0u or\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed en m\u00e9r var sl\u00e9tt sama. Reyndar h\u00e9lt \u00e9g aftur af subbuskapnum \u00ed n\u00e1vist pabba, \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 vita almennilega hversvegna. \u00c1 \u00feessum \u00e1rum var enginn annar \u00ed l\u00edfi m\u00ednu sem \u00e9g … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa