\u00c9g var hr\u00e6dd vi\u00f0 Gr\u00fdlu. Tr\u00fa\u00f0i alls ekki foreldrum m\u00ednum sem sta\u00f0h\u00e6f\u00f0u a\u00f0 h\u00fan v\u00e6ri ekki til. Um 6 \u00e1ra aldur h\u00e6tti \u00e9g a\u00f0 hafa \u00e1hyggjur af Gr\u00fdlu en \u00fe\u00e1 var\u00f0 \u00e9g hr\u00e6dd vi\u00f0 h\u00f6ggorma. Um \u00fea\u00f0 leyti sem \u00e9g komst yfir mestu h\u00f6ggormaf\u00f3b\u00eduna var\u00f0 \u00e9g hr\u00e6dd vi\u00f0 barnaverndarnefnd og ver\u00f0b\u00f3lguna og um \u00fea\u00f0 leyti sem ver\u00f0b\u00f3lgan hja\u00f0na\u00f0i var\u00f0 \u00e9g hr\u00e6dd vi\u00f0 alk\u00f3h\u00f3lisma og er \u00fea\u00f0 reyndar enn.<\/p>\n
Um tv\u00edtugt var\u00f0 \u00e9g sj\u00faklega hr\u00e6dd vi\u00f0 rottur. \u00deegar \u00fea\u00f0 laga\u00f0ist, 5 \u00e1rum s\u00ed\u00f0ar, upplif\u00f0i \u00e9g fj\u00f6gurra \u00e1ra f\u00f3b\u00edulaust t\u00edmabil \u00ed fyrsta sinn \u00e1 \u00e6vinni. A\u00f0 lokum t\u00f3kst m\u00e9r \u00fe\u00f3 a\u00f0 koma m\u00e9r upp \u00e1starsorgarkv\u00ed\u00f0a \u00e1 svo alvarlegu stigi a\u00f0 \u00e9g lag\u00f0ist hva\u00f0 eftir anna\u00f0 \u00ed \u00e1starsorg \u00e1 me\u00f0an vinurinn var enn\u00fe\u00e1 a\u00f0 smokra s\u00e9r \u00ed gr\u00e6nu hosurnar. \u00c9g er komin yfir \u00fea\u00f0, held \u00e9g, en n\u00fa er \u00e9g a\u00f0 hamanst vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 koma m\u00e9r upp brj\u00e1l\u00e6\u00f0islegri hr\u00e6\u00f0slu vi\u00f0 kreppuna.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g hef aldrei or\u00f0i\u00f0 fyrir neinum \u00f3\u00fe\u00e6gindum af v\u00f6ldum Gr\u00fdlu, barnaverndarnefndar, h\u00f6ggorms e\u00f0a rottu. Alk\u00f3h\u00f3lista er einfalt a\u00f0 losa sig vi\u00f0. \u00c1starsorg er sj\u00e1lfvalin eymd sem \u00e9g r\u00e6\u00f0 alveg vi\u00f0 \u00ed dag \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g hafi fari\u00f0 illa \u00fat \u00far henni \u00e1 s\u00ednum t\u00edma. Ver\u00f0b\u00f3lgan hefur ekki komi\u00f0 m\u00e9r \u00e1 vonarv\u00f6l og \u00e9g hef \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0u til a\u00f0 tr\u00faa \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g muni lifa kreppuna af l\u00edka. Samt hef \u00e9g legi\u00f0 andvaka af hr\u00e6\u00f0slu vi\u00f0 \u00feessi fyrirb\u00e6ri. \u00c9g hef hinsvegar aldrei veri\u00f0 hr\u00e6dd vi\u00f0 l\u00f6gguna, ekki einu sinni \u00feegar \u00e9g var handtekin. \u00de\u00f3tt \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 miklu r\u00f6kr\u00e9ttara en allt hitt til samans.<\/p>\n
Af \u00feessu m\u00e1 r\u00e1\u00f0a a\u00f0 \u00f3tti er frekar heimskuleg tilfinning. Allavega ekki r\u00f6kr\u00e9tt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00c9g var hr\u00e6dd vi\u00f0 Gr\u00fdlu. Tr\u00fa\u00f0i alls ekki foreldrum m\u00ednum sem sta\u00f0h\u00e6f\u00f0u a\u00f0 h\u00fan v\u00e6ri ekki til. Um 6 \u00e1ra aldur h\u00e6tti \u00e9g a\u00f0 hafa \u00e1hyggjur af Gr\u00fdlu en \u00fe\u00e1 var\u00f0 \u00e9g hr\u00e6dd vi\u00f0 h\u00f6ggorma. Um \u00fea\u00f0 leyti sem \u00e9g … Halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 lesa